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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcm0j6zNEZ
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMH1y09YSC
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaN4Dk85KB
喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCltPgnSHp
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPIfYmhuCW
他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam2G1fTAxn
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpCybYjemZ
換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAmmATV1zD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNrMntwy7b
「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkkjxLSWPJ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUF9TaJcAo
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ve1BvnTdL
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODztB0hT93
像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynjeMgScUN
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我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLlCEpg1tc
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRQ3iMF4Uw
氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0lR3ZCWAL
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1d5qIKZaz
……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrlQG8OlQY
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPZaGtoDl1
這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHJJuWBJHk
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3s2JPOur0
「因為我太弱了。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vAuRlhLws
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL086tk4vPA
他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe17162DTtv
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPlBx1uDu4
我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU9a4aFDXj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl7hFut3mV
她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpDT3jemcE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepwozndx14
一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKEV7EF3dt
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5hK7Ft90I
我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlidMuRLy7h
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5y6eEKxzN
五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALERR8BrJ7
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JTB7lyJsy
「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP8LU0iTw4
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWBRh8otg8
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kJLmCvn0r
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Ms7mgviL
雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFQorLGkzW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjABgzZxIP
我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElC3redi8D
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA7OYBI7VK
「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8gHlqVLEc
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnlDRgIVho
我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1cZKM1zKd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvBJmjewRj
進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5sl6u2Sdh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa5XFO7ox5
──我想追上他。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6VngUuQMP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlS39SqJlh
我想……靠近我的神明。
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS2YfurzP8
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981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ1wea9oyg
追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYxtKFfVDo
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT6N9mxfOM
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7OzH4cPwH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl4v8ywRuf
我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOmTNojh5n
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz4Ip8vmt8
我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRuIpAPw5v
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QxJfzWPBC
國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCrI9tkqjP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywo43MuEk4
遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfQubFNpAj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwTedfOEvV
我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00riwgmDWU
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qXMOuLO5m
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01BJrfOol8
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981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVjWzDYYcV
走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqsSPq3nLs
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwUgX49WhQ
「不好看嗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxE3rNguXi
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJCEWVy4oa
我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGcXVre4bR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeBMl913Ng
家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhp9gTAdbG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL8ucxqJ8L
挺好看的。她說。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72nEYDkbVI
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6yFYDCPfB
坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXw51kywex
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI4jPSmDpv
「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSpARgqcGg
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqOPq0kea9
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JaaB8F3ho
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLxpD7LPRz
我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbrB4l85WK
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus2Oa63rWa
也好想讓五條看看。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnCCOS9Uiz
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWkwUwM409
夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhswd1xxcWS
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsUJ1HUSzH
上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6X31QMomd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe96SqtVGA
聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMOBuHC6fA
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNFghdg9Yw
夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjafkzcQcTB
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7TkcAwcSg
我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHPKcWACNt
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAuXryUopN
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahT3wCmSg1
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75T5tBrMia
想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BMyaUfUlG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqmhFHQ3tS
「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheX0xppR0R
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LQW2hYHbX
還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfPTKfBOpv
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtHlW48joR
「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMpWoYFAeA
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfKzbfl8Iw
五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPebfN6AFY
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8TlbR4Cea
「你今天長得好不一樣。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczeA1XmTDK
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMVCaZ1txk
好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtoRimwqvd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt04uOLnRDM
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7RrRcWs0G
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmLeDuTuTn
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwhwcVEN9c
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Y05zjlD5
「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoLBL3bBSl
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyh0xdvX60
「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9zm1C5d6Q
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGpvoRQPe9
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1LZMFMksE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpmcwDLrEU
其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYHLumXKRh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fOYfE2vxq
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HO7Eg0C0o
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6wgaQ2lbi
但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbYn2l3e06
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAr8zy96eA
盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV76Eb7AEX
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHVbZa9CcK
「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxxkEPxwJV
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljhyLRhgbz
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN3yjwtKbh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGaeSIaABH
不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEyak08Oq6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFspgaICpbM
「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1JqES56jD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6u2S74xe7
我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3IwLjrLaW
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs56DFbehvL
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTyC5Py3oY
「我教你化妝吧。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytwVvPXZbB
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sHuhvX0mv
宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE0UHRUjAR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RlWsTLpF1
好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz784gO04iG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUwAAxV9MT
「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEyojMPQse
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI139pJbRd
我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZSy84UWOL
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4naWtOOdj
那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2KGkLxVRa
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981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HNaiVSnju
我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B7hotoJds
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEnamSMcnj
硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcXJWnwMPg
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yWdkuJ2Da
「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG92apLlts
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKz4IgeOJw
「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4w7FgGrdi
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1Ojt2e9W6
「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfJJ6hX5tj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtt9YQUI9Z
……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkwkWOmPeD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtczNdN1blg
「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmh1H2Hs87
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4U8lwQTtv
這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTElIa3GAW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBJaEDgk2Q
可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHafv9mxYwH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYhNiAKIg3
「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmyg0OtLuD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX2GMKI2qc
但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmsUXNF9iH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2kuFJvehy
打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXnbDykosJ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqGCbeMIoN
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF6hjVFZX3
補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFvPreTdvr
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuQijO0Ppk
我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGXbMxTzF9
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX241ImRMw
接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq3sgRtc3o
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80i65dw9ek
「……三十三分。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmBupsnDT8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBXMWIQ1xJ
「誒！？」我大受打擊。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmRS4iZQQF
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggakwddNFP
一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRKOx7lbEs
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkQSybkHXv
「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwvh9Bzhcf
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIKonxa9mN
我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY6TmihzQz
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGEIIYL1cu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NzPV7kKa2
沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4C7k1POuE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfz1XgMKZg
總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ttFR0Wsa
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvrZZYEyax
然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99nGo4DpkR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ziPp8mu5
──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZmJsaeYFZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DBYUnCOHZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWviPqddOua
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981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcOtOzSQ21
日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAifrVISNv1
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKUAWORHYi
賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w8Gl7Bxs6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxuKIXyPUS
就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ahAH6hyH0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq2JoXqgRB
──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaQAmBXbGu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpK6rVU85d
「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7CQ8tVTnm
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EyBnjayYD
我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTPVPJ91ug
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqva76QvPU5
感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD46kpeAjdD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ZYzgHeHE
「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TmvUlmEZo
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLXPkYEVzC
「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAqnDOWVzu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLH1sxZpd9
「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIB3DT6PRQ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7Rv6XYI9a
少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQEPODERsA
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX90bCQtDR
我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiAKd7Ner6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82pw39cUUN
吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDjUSdXzeW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlYvbRIul7
他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVWW3YoYlM
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVhv06ZnuX
看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhJZo97Ubl
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d5ATSNS3W
走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk1kPITyPt
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXoxNc060s
「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41LK8B8otl
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVmcGNoP4p
值得嗎？我又問。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLcIWc6wwu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N2Ami7udo
「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVxsstlZ4o
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO20dN0F93B
隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtkDD9sb7U
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocwyc8IPoZ
「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt6R9gfqje
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I65BKL0M4
「什麼意思？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW77bbu4FhM
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR6Ht193Xv
暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxQ5Cq01lt
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaR8nTLrc4
如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ8QB9d32p
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKdKTuAOjZ
「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXT8ZEWZ6P
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QBDIBD0dQ
他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddzaWWKOcX
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QWDLWIehq
「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY97Wxr8YsC
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzpJ7KS0oN
「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxb0qQsHUS
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiNDrRSVD3
傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBN9bL95HJ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5BhDPIHYg
什麼意思？我問。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHX9meyGDs
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J4UkmdPIj
「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybLwzvWgxS
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIqOaY8xvM
我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavIAE2SZN9
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMkIgUmyXJ
氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zFFpNe2Sz
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs77oFxhjE
不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Aa4Wb0r2e
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyobbODyKp
「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRCouQBQL5
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmpjQby6bS
你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vCaTzZOny
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ0uhiddfu
我有些難過。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNG32UbXTq
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb30lEZM3rP
他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhhS8kVWIQ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Dx3LPS2a8
「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrKnnHt214
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkor3V529nZ
高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwVD4khcLg
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSgQQ8fMZB
「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs7c3Oj6ks
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什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yD4uYXktk
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC05fxIvEH
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyJ7HozeLR
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61IX73uVJ8
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhoZGU4N1B
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQjjiCqmN2
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他語調輕快。
然後按「加至主畫面」