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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwvoiHeOga
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Su0jnX8jU
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喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh0Sfa3arm
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他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGw1o4aPs0
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換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaacerekRLa
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「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB2NS09Mpj
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcssPTTQ6qt
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlpsXsgXU5
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像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkgabNWVvX
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我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEz1LYBqVz
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氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQuTX32yoe
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……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZULnMdrGdt
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這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKP8THEcNK
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「因為我太弱了。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZAOefRoTj
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他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNWe3U6ZZw
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我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBshAEcEk2l
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她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c9TAFdDrE
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一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxPOcURSZh
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我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdWeNLicaG
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五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02McNv8Eoq
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「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL6peCZe8q
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ709X56n3HE
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwvoCV2rgL
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雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4zKdIC3Ls
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我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuf2Xque8V
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「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyvwlMEbUQ
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我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v6C3J5jZ9
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進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nnc2yhtrG
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──我想追上他。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFGe6RZKl5
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我想……靠近我的神明。
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追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fgUbh0QdC
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MnrneJ4ME
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu47ZFeW8nh
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我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOPvdrbFTt
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我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6q78LP8lu
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國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa9kuuPQkM
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遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZwRARL66m
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我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIkmCnSvqE
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走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TpdEOAPow
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「不好看嗎？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Eq9E22Hxt
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我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcj5Aq8ILj
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家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji8PHVdecF
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挺好看的。她說。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFYKvOB7uS
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坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfooTTDcPE
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「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvzXIvTiGT
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S4NJDXIcG
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Ovvc5tRb
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我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIRu3CzRwq
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也好想讓五條看看。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbtS5TSorF
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夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb3wyF7wGn
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上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGTK5ZUAzd
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聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q6B3aXXX4
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夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ281upzUmeY
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我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WGMOqT1XW
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27mJCBuqVj
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEstqQuPAli
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想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0OmzCj73l
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「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1RYzOMrMX
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還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JKlORnC40
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「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweW9b9UxjA
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五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzpFr3F71e
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「你今天長得好不一樣。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QgsfERb1e
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好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZflk48Xv6j
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNo7I7Bvh8
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyip7JtQpvs
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSAaMNlH5
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm2hb4TRHT
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「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoiMatmiPy
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「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNnPcovNwJ
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsWkyYCqBD
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgnrD9J41n
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其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX218ERBgbn
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZV0iORQlt
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HjGUVC7V1
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但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjUNk9ACl5
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盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBtjeWO1J6
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「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLB2I3CC1W
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63COpxTRbG
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpdKQQnX3e
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不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfdsDg32XT
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「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX684CEBVhr
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我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHRMymCiDy
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb13J9TEMo
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「我教你化妝吧。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIdlFwR4Qv
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa1yhBWR83
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好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPVs4quUZV
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「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCBodLSYxn
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqICEtRiI45
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那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ891GAv2Z2C
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我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzQn0Uo7Kp
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硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhQ4kOr2lY
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「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMUDx8cHHV
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「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4k52ac6pm
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「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN8e3Br84F
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……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaMk3vu624
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「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bbfNkKCqg
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這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKITM5eVlK
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可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9bT8uALvY
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「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKKs50KVRA
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但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenmC3kfEME
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打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYZBneCien
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補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEeoSamRzH
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我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSJGFQouWi
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接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBERarOcwX
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「……三十三分。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfySOav1Ri
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC5k0UBeJA
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一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXXnAg65E4
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「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAA2nHwqzr
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我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZP74rZviu
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沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlfDtxCnnA
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總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYtdlO3Dws
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然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKYI1bfag9
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──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17SuXiR9aZ
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日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YRGQqZXDZ
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賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9lBynkKlr
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就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0JotwQhjz
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──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8vX30WJql
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「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeADFPdzYd
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我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hWN2aZAXV
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感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjrkho5qTb
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「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnJQZkv9ng
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「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yk09hMFZs
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「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpaeXk2Mz7
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少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11XNuIXJmW
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我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYpTb3dp8c
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吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08wxMw3ELk
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他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS67ckpOQ4s
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看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN3dqthCDE
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走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZRqqb3M9C
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「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5ifWVstMb
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值得嗎？我又問。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0aBagty7f
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「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG1sUmCVtE
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隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEz8WoJoil
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「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRYK2r2qBH
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「什麼意思？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0drIYmU6RQ
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暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlZKhXCHcK
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如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0TCcmotyR
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「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8FGtJXniz
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他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfWCHblRyF
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「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ToHh8TJ1C
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「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCsqrTWwdU
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傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Mteub7mF
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什麼意思？我問。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAgfxKnbpX
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「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5jINF992V
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我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu4VXpWQbZ
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氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8XHLQSe56
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不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg5ocwEhQd
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「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHQbcI01E4
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你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiOxUQAqcp
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我有些難過。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT4Kzr93EU
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他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAMzVBuyhZ
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「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRhZiXNK2w
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高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CkjsuYhTN
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「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU4tFE1Du2
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什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ejl6WYWPH
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyESwmqhFT7
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QHG04ffvQ
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr9xNj83Rl
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKwaL8bZC0
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbxUbSfO9e
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他語調輕快。
然後按「加至主畫面」