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追逐明月的時候,能被落下的月光眷顧一刻,已經是幸運了吧?651Please respect copyright.PENANAnKRDGz11HW
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱,正要拐進房間。651Please respect copyright.PENANAQs0iL3iRMc
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喂,你就是新來的嗎?聽到他的聲音,我回過頭。651Please respect copyright.PENANAwqWdN1TWNP
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他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落,無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好,眼睛乃心靈之窗,而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。651Please respect copyright.PENANAtRAIHvTMk2
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換句話說,我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名,只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。651Please respect copyright.PENANA0PcGm2qCCC
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「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑,連說話都有點結巴。651Please respect copyright.PENANAMTXHzQSpkj
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他推了推墨鏡,語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛,看起來好弱。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAVsvf6LhoK3
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像是被潑了冷水似的,整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經,長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人,空氣在這一瞬間凝滯,時間因此凍結,有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。651Please respect copyright.PENANA2H3louuKvy
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我被說得內心感到羞恥,卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒,老老實實地道歉:「抱歉,是我太弱了。」聽得我這話,他雙眉高高挑起,我猜他瞪大了眼睛:「什、什麼嘛,為什麼要道歉?」語氣兇巴巴的。651Please respect copyright.PENANAagu9r8WefE
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氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAEx6F6x1PEv
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……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉,但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡,這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。651Please respect copyright.PENANACpPjmBr7tE
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這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。651Please respect copyright.PENANArlqWoX4qt7
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「因為我太弱了。」651Please respect copyright.PENANADx3w9EPJDo
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他不可置信地「哈?」了一聲,看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候,旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。651Please respect copyright.PENANA2q7C6u2sZl
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我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許,我問家入是不是打擾她了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAfEEKU4XXEk
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她回我説那當然的,畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉,砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了,一回來就欺負新同學,你他媽能不能消停點?651Please respect copyright.PENANANSix06pNZP
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一旁的我恍然大悟,原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音,他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊,硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨,初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤,此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年,普通的男子高中生。651Please respect copyright.PENANAgAkF3dT2Zg
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我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲,他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔,大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。651Please respect copyright.PENANASlXbjZnYJX
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五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。651Please respect copyright.PENANAFa75AehHi4
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「別理他了,回房間去收行李吧。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAeLvQfmD3az
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家入拉起我的手,無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪,她安撫我。651Please respect copyright.PENANAtaNU9XtYHB
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雖然她神色寧靜,然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。651Please respect copyright.PENANAGTDPpF0Dex
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我收起多餘的心思,笑著跟家入說好。651Please respect copyright.PENANAeNOJDQiTCY
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「晚安,五條同學。」這是我打開房門前,對五條說的最後一句話。651Please respect copyright.PENANApRC4P9laz3
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我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊,皮膚白皙,身影頎長,雪髮少年像幅美好的畫,又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我,語氣有些不耐,卻還是說了晚安。651Please respect copyright.PENANAAAJhFqzZwT
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進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢,只是抵著門板心想,神明果真不屬於人類。651Please respect copyright.PENANAx96Qc4fu9k
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──我想追上他。651Please respect copyright.PENANAcCyiAnn80R
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我想……靠近我的神明。
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追五條悟要先從哪裡開始?651Please respect copyright.PENANAEAo9F53QTm
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剛來這所學校不久,我跟所有人都算不上熟,唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。651Please respect copyright.PENANAWRwpPZ4xbl
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我盯著鏡子裡的自己,心說五條悟那麼完美,不然從化妝開始好了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAn5ECB9zp36
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我是混血兒,以前都還住在國外,因為父母工作調動的緣故,去年才搬回日本。651Please respect copyright.PENANAC31PVooh9R
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國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝,素顏也可以,加上皮膚狀態不佳,因此我鮮少化妝,技術自然也稱不上好。651Please respect copyright.PENANA7gbMjLeOg3
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遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈,蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩,用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉,換上黑色圓形眼鏡,連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。651Please respect copyright.PENANARNlULSU9II
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我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾,心想是時候好好養皮膚了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ2IWHcw9H
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走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。651Please respect copyright.PENANAXsCf2eqONO
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「不好看嗎?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAsfvplsrE30
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我抿抿嘴,試圖不讓自己太緊張。651Please respect copyright.PENANA4tpDsSoSJY
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家入打量著我,搖搖頭:「不,就是跟昨天差太多了。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAJl0W52YM1x
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挺好看的。她說。651Please respect copyright.PENANA4o9lQ3DuDm
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坐在家入的旁邊,發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。651Please respect copyright.PENANAZrbMtbOClG
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「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAANfyXwz5ob
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我出於禮貌地詢問,得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。651Please respect copyright.PENANAbdVToAEgwu
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我說好吧。心裡有一些失落,臉上卻不動聲色。651Please respect copyright.PENANAgnYc2n3jh0
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也好想讓五條看看。651Please respect copyright.PENANAICCjj8aran
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夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了,他看到我時先是愣了一下,又看見空著的兩個座位,額角一跳終究是不再多言,大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板,認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好,晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。651Please respect copyright.PENANAQoUKVG20Dx
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上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲,被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開,下午不用上課。651Please respect copyright.PENANApHfAWysNj9
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聽到下課兩個字,身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半,尤其是五條,他頂著大大的黑眼圈,聲音中氣十足:「傑,我們回去打遊戲吧!」651Please respect copyright.PENANA18LXQ8GpCJ
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夏油對他說等等,然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。651Please respect copyright.PENANAJYYj95R0mw
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我疑惑,他把手機亮給我看,是夜蛾老師的訊息。651Please respect copyright.PENANAoNOX9T9djD
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「傑,她剛來日本定居沒幾年,日語不是很好,你跟硝子多多幫著點。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAVQVDrSdHHP
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想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷,我說:「隨時都有空。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAGry9CD0BDz
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「晚上七點可以嗎?我跟硝子去找你。」651Please respect copyright.PENANABL2HHG23j7
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還來不及說好,一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機:「哇嗚,原來你日語這麼爛啊。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAQ39XkIfZTM
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「悟,手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。651Please respect copyright.PENANAs4MQ8Wz97w
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五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛,然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。651Please respect copyright.PENANAFhXD2foqUS
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「你今天長得好不一樣。」651Please respect copyright.PENANANxNgdNBUNn
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好不一樣?是好看的意思嗎?我反問他。651Please respect copyright.PENANAAaFuKB3JDZ
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五條湊近我,驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。651Please respect copyright.PENANAGIkmQ5yxgX
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「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊?」651Please respect copyright.PENANA4se8xOwTEO
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「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離,夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。651Please respect copyright.PENANALLGuWka2CC
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「抱歉,悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意,又安慰我:「沒事的,沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAvwh6IUJPFj
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我還有點沒反應過來,聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意,只是浮粉而已,不是什麼嚴重的事。651Please respect copyright.PENANAUSymhr8osh
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其實他也覺得不好看的吧,卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。651Please respect copyright.PENANAG7C5eaRS7K
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夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午,光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上,垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的,渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是,正是這樣一個溫柔的人,偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想:他可真矛盾。651Please respect copyright.PENANAm0jFYuklV2
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但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來,夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈,簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂,再放出新的咒靈就行了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAYHtMgAFLXF
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盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘,有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。651Please respect copyright.PENANAUhqSIXgDtY
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「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手,示意我們可以先離開了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAYikWCEiVcM
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走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神,同期察覺似的開口:「不開心嗎?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAx2pt2bmCn0
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不開心?「也還好,只是說浮粉而已,看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAo2xy7B4Svm
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「唔,實話實說,我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓,又說:「不過我覺得以新手來說,你真的很不錯了。」651Please respect copyright.PENANA5rOwWiLxAO
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我沒說話,心裡卻忍不住盤問自己:那怎麼會只有五十分呢?在家入硝子的打分模式裡面,有幾分是真心的給分,又有幾分只是出於同情的給予?651Please respect copyright.PENANAoj3BXz3scy
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想,及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢?651Please respect copyright.PENANA2kr7zRBBl9
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「我教你化妝吧。」651Please respect copyright.PENANA5GKygokfFm
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍,她打斷我的思緒,我側過臉看向她,發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。651Please respect copyright.PENANAIerQtQstb3
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好啊。我也微笑,告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的,只要再努力一點點,遲早都可以追上那個少年的。651Please respect copyright.PENANAGKdcxszNuI
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「對了,你是不是還不認識歌姬她們?她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣?」她提出邀約。651Please respect copyright.PENANAnUuEFjBxaP
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎?651Please respect copyright.PENANAo08CqZxOJc
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那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮,再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的,叫我硝子吧。她說。
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我卸了妝,趁著空檔將房間整理過,又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊,但好在應有盡有。651Please respect copyright.PENANAvdTY5fKOo3
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硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間,還有不請自來的五條。651Please respect copyright.PENANAXIICRHgcks
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「抱歉,他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。651Please respect copyright.PENANAw1UQMQfubZ
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「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛,神色顯得有些不悅:「幹嘛,是不歡迎老子嗎?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAKoQrQYlnfy
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「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」651Please respect copyright.PENANA6qtr1ygcdA
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……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。651Please respect copyright.PENANAI9e93I7sET
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「先說好,這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAQy30NGXlLH
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這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP,看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦!他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了,像一隻對著主人喵喵叫,等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。651Please respect copyright.PENANAVkHqkywiQj
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可惜我不是飼主,這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有?651Please respect copyright.PENANAYgxndsdjp6
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「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。651Please respect copyright.PENANABZQhiHjn3g
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但我沒告訴他,其實我還挺會打電動的,只是已經不喜歡玩了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAbalbjqjtDD
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打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。651Please respect copyright.PENANAtx8C3x81Tu
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補習大會正式開始,步驟是這樣的:由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我,只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我,要我先做題。651Please respect copyright.PENANA7UPoNgv1v7
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我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油,再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子,最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫,寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。651Please respect copyright.PENANARyZ0FRH7Lm
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接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。651Please respect copyright.PENANAwpX1oYeX1i
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「……三十三分。」651Please respect copyright.PENANArksIAO6FVO
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「誒!?」我大受打擊。651Please respect copyright.PENANAkE4zn0RvkH
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一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來,夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因,五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點,他大笑:「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧!這題怎麼看都要選A啊!」651Please respect copyright.PENANAo7u3JNU4cY
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「悟,她最近才搬來日本,不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑,接著他又好脾氣地說,來,看這題。651Please respect copyright.PENANAWl8MdgeegF
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我對他笑了一下,目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。651Please respect copyright.PENANAT3oYFgHjM6
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沒關係,總有一天會學會的,不要氣餒。651Please respect copyright.PENANAWuXvaWI0zu
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總有一天我會學會日語,學會化妝打扮,學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。651Please respect copyright.PENANAiUt5so7dke
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然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱,請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。651Please respect copyright.PENANAZpTwe11Kaf
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──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。651Please respect copyright.PENANAzxZBaLEHpW
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日子一成不變的過去,日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜,工作量一如既往的多,咒術師不得不二十四小時on call,簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。651Please respect copyright.PENANA7UNufBQdNT
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賺錢很快樂,存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足,但都是用肝換出來的。651Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q2cPqPHrC
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就像現在。半夜兩點,我跟夏油還在帳裡面,剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈,正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。651Please respect copyright.PENANA8UOrLHNJRz
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──不,可能還是有什麼不一樣。651Please respect copyright.PENANAXbcI857VFU
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「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口,他放下手側過臉看向我,「嗯?」了一聲。651Please respect copyright.PENANAECBem6NIqC
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我跟傑的關係變得更親近些,也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAbHP8E0Qec1
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感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會,現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。651Please respect copyright.PENANAZHHwXXYSvX
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「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球,它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道?我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAVffwOTGQO5
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「嗯……」傑沉思了一下,用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容:「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAsffzD4pTcR
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「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題,而是眼一閉心一橫,將咒靈球吞下去,動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫,他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。651Please respect copyright.PENANAeAmPDNYrll
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少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起,看起來很是痛苦,過了許久才舒緩表情。651Please respect copyright.PENANA9xocjTlwtI
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我摸摸口袋,發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。651Please respect copyright.PENANAUMNEcae9k9
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吃一顆吧,我只有這個了。我遞給他。651Please respect copyright.PENANA55krR5g5gn
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他愣了愣,彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝,他說。651Please respect copyright.PENANAuM5fd0MuYi
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看著他的一系列動作,我忍不住想:為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步?用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福?651Please respect copyright.PENANAtQi2D3cH51
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走吧,該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下,最後還是問出口。651Please respect copyright.PENANAFrquqZsAHQ
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「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。651Please respect copyright.PENANAjd6xjIlb0q
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值得嗎?我又問。651Please respect copyright.PENANAaIj0OvuZ3N
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「不是值不值得的問題,只是應不應該而已。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAgc7kx07efL
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隨著咒靈被祓除,帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌,屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影,方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹,佇立在人來人往的人流中,他低頭注視我,額前的瀏海垂下來。651Please respect copyright.PENANAKUWGMG3nce
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「……你真傲慢。」半晌,我慢慢地說。651Please respect copyright.PENANAcyyxwOJnG9
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「什麼意思?」651Please respect copyright.PENANA2syJr5sFRi
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暫停的時間被按下播放鍵,傑那張微笑的臉有了變化,多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起,他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉,但也許這些話他現在就該知道。651Please respect copyright.PENANAAgTlBG7l5X
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如果一直這樣下去,我甚至可以預知他的未來。651Please respect copyright.PENANA79yhW478Oh
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「你是不是在想,我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你?」651Please respect copyright.PENANADH4WDuTZ3D
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他沈默不語,抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。651Please respect copyright.PENANAXIGvIhZyPt
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「你覺得人類是弱者,咒術師是強者,是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過,如果有一天,你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時,你該如何自處?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAFoco2J81qZ
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「別說不可能,世界這麼大,一切你覺得不可能的事情,實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者,總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAXXjQCE2Jw0
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傑安靜下來,在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候,他突兀地開口:「那你呢?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAWAzJ94bQv7
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什麼意思?我問。651Please respect copyright.PENANACGT0UzqAZ1
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「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好,你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼?」651Please respect copyright.PENANA9CCT92AW2A
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我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎?651Please respect copyright.PENANAGExkcrR9JF
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氣氛放鬆些許,傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯,畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。651Please respect copyright.PENANA5oYi0SEpRE
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不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛,喜歡一個人的時候,即使嘴巴不說,也會從眼睛跑出來。651Please respect copyright.PENANAJ43bigJko1
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「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡,我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。651Please respect copyright.PENANAfwE70TGhqg
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你說得對,我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAnsnwszzek0
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我有些難過。651Please respect copyright.PENANAYbpXkwssWX
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他是神明,我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。651Please respect copyright.PENANAH3SvqxqYrM
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「我圖他的喜歡,但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAANMrhnuyLF
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高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。651Please respect copyright.PENANAN53hF03Eop
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「別這麼說。」他安慰我:「你也有很多優點的。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAtryx1fZHK7
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什麼優點?傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽:溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎?在別人眼裡,你也在閃閃發光呀。651Please respect copyright.PENANAbo7bN84c7T
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道,他是那個「別人」嗎?他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎?然而我們交情也不過如此,終究只是關係不錯的同期,又何必問這種問題使他為難。651Please respect copyright.PENANA3HN4TUaEti
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我最後還是沒答腔,只是微笑。651Please respect copyright.PENANAN64wtSfXxq
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「我想再努力一點,再靠近他一點點。總有一天,他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」651Please respect copyright.PENANAltNPlbWa1X
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傑定定地看著我。半晌,他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚,形成動人心弦的弧度。651Please respect copyright.PENANAQu4VTJ0ZeQ
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「──你說得對,說不定呢?」651Please respect copyright.PENANAoMSJvcJhha
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他語調輕快。