No Plagiarism!QGX8evfbdhIVMX8wQmzQposted on PENANA 由於明天還要上學,剛洗完澡程戚就被靳聞笙推去睡覺,兩隻貓經過這幾天的訓練不太會亂大小便,布萊特又是個認尿墊的主。8964 copyright protection54PENANAl1hdbSft0D 維尼
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布萊特:自律jpg.8964 copyright protection54PENANASgh2SvWl4T 維尼
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一屋子的三隻動物都想鑽進棉被裡一起睡,兩個主人很有默契,一人三兩下把貓貓狗狗提溜出去,另一個就「砰」的一聲關上房門。8964 copyright protection54PENANAc1Vc86HbOE 維尼
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靳聞笙拍拍手上沾到的毛,設好鬧鐘後「啪」的一下摁滅了台燈。8964 copyright protection54PENANAXsRdjAvzx6 維尼
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壁燈的光暗的剛剛好,足以讓人辨認出物體大致的輪廓。他半摸索著躺上床,裡面的程戚又向牆壁讓了讓。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7yoXa7MrI3 維尼
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「晚安。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAQVDgXEFHmK 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAyzHhzW599i 維尼
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剛閉上眼,兜頭的睡意就浸了滿身……8964 copyright protection54PENANAsQ4FILqXH0 維尼
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他一下墜入夢裡,依稀是以前的舊事。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvFf1QYKotC 維尼
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那時候靳聞笙年齡不大,因為營養不良瘦瘦的,剛好能蜷縮在極其狹窄的公寓裡唯一能躲人的地方——衣櫃。8964 copyright protection54PENANAWrlot2pm14 維尼
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因為有些客人特別喜歡那種被旁觀的感覺,布萊特被拴在臥室的門把手上,在那個客人路過時被踢了一腳。8964 copyright protection54PENANAwZtPpW0BMI 維尼
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牠被打的怕了,只敢嗚嗚嗚的低吠,驚恐地趴在地上。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvbj2JnYpv1 維尼
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靳聞笙記得那個客人抽著電子菸,人工的果香夾雜著體液的味道熏得人頭痛,他扯過一件掛在上方的衣服罩住頭,想要隔絕氣味和聲音。8964 copyright protection54PENANA32EoBClAo4 維尼
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布萊特不知為何很躁動,躂躂躂的直轉圈,口水哈哧哈哧的流了一地……8964 copyright protection54PENANA0vZVo7cG6Y 維尼
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這時他的胸口和腳被蹭了幾下,把他從那個當下分離出來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAYr7O9hMSQe 維尼
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一屋子貓貓狗狗不是被關在外面了嗎,他半睡半醒之間模模糊糊地想,不管是什麼東西,抱住了不讓他蹭就好了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAQwv38V8pOX 維尼
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於是他伸手環住了那個不停往他身上靠的人,輕輕在背上摸了幾下,果然懷裡的人安靜下來,不高不低的體溫抱在懷裡剛好。8964 copyright protection54PENANAouf8HKxhCU 維尼
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程戚在夢裡輕輕哼了幾句,聽起來有點像是貓咪的呼嚕聲。8964 copyright protection54PENANA8Mos4NCJ3G 維尼
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「怎麼了?」他半睜開眼睛坐起身來,把頭往他胸前靠了靠,抬起來親了他喉結一下。「做噩夢了?」8964 copyright protection54PENANArlbtYaMADA 維尼
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靳聞笙呆了片刻,把頭埋在程戚肩膀上:「嗯……」8964 copyright protection54PENANAjKppbX3LWd 維尼
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幾秒間一股情緒湧上來,又化成淚水溢出去。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZP1sqYfAW0 維尼
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這種做了噩夢驚醒時有人陪在身邊的感覺真的太好、太好了。8964 copyright protection54PENANA2Ss4CzUIgo 維尼
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「沒事了,都是夢……夢到什麼了?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAmw94a8pZPh 維尼
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靳聞笙很清楚的記得那一天後來都發生了什麼,厭惡的輕皺起眉頭。8964 copyright protection54PENANAQL3Isfbcz6 維尼
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「你還記不記得,我說過我媽是賣的。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAZC2w24VTRk 維尼
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程戚在棉被裡翻了個身趴著,低低的「嗯」了一聲,聽起來清醒了:「記得,怎麼了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAeSjhkayYIY 維尼
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「我剛剛夢到……有一次她在家裡接客的時候,那個客人帶了煙。」他大致描述了一下那個味道,還有為什麼布萊特會被拴在門上。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJzp5Exyb4R 維尼
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「那個煙裡面有不好的東西,我躲的衣櫃面對著廁所,裡面有通風,我沒有吸到。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAKGsCzMUvmh 維尼
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但是布萊特沒有這麼幸運。8964 copyright protection54PENANAsTu216dd9J 維尼
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程戚聽出了一點端倪:「那個東西布萊特吸到了?」8964 copyright protection54PENANATR3kj04GCl 維尼
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肩上又濕濕的一暖,靳聞笙的眼淚流的更兇了。8964 copyright protection54PENANA5Ovw08p7TY 維尼
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程戚一手拍著他的背一下一下的摸,另一手用拇指把他流到頰邊的眼淚抹掉。「噓,噓,深呼吸。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAoenutKMKDj 維尼
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「那個成分可能是催情的吧……」靳聞笙悶悶的吸了一下鼻子,肩膀從一開始被驚醒的緊繃慢慢鬆下來。8964 copyright protection54PENANA1vg05nuEYQ 維尼
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「我聽到那個客人走後拍了幾下櫃門,通常那時候我媽就會幫我開鎖,但是她沒有。」8964 copyright protection54PENANADodj5ID1iW 維尼
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靳聞笙感受著程戚的溫度,終於鼓起勇氣說出了那個藏在最心底的夢魘。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvDWdI2dWDd 維尼
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「我自己把鎖扣撥開,然後我就看到她,她壓著布萊特,撐在牠上方,在動……」8964 copyright protection54PENANA5Qo003vqlM 維尼
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程戚知道靳聞笙的ptsd多少跟他媽媽有關,這下他知道這件事的傷害對他究竟有多深,因為靳聞笙顯而易見的又發起抖來,儼然有了發作的徵兆。8964 copyright protection54PENANAb8uzBiFnig 維尼
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他如同靳聞笙第一次發作時那樣輕聲細語的哄,一邊慢慢思考。8964 copyright protection54PENANAqnF2Zxqnrp 維尼
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其實過往那段日子對他的傷害真的很深,平常普通的肢體接觸時倒沒什麼,真正回想起來時那些恐懼、幽閉、憤怒就如同反噬似的,一竄溜煙的跑出來,每一次發作都嚴重一些。8964 copyright protection54PENANAkr8JOyvswS 維尼
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雖然靳聞笙自己說怎麼樣都不介意,但那是理智之下的結果,不是在發作的時候……8964 copyright protection54PENANAqZJRX78cgn 維尼
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所以不能進展這麼快,目前來說他們兩個之間的接觸太多,已經隱隱壓到靳聞笙恐懼的那條線,只是在理智之下被蓋過了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAQsCjI8pPyy 維尼
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程戚想通這點,翻身下床坐在旁邊的地上,靳聞笙還縮在角落,一遍一遍的啞聲說著。8964 copyright protection54PENANAw6h4XsEdzY 維尼
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「不要再過來了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAifh9C98lzC 維尼
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作話:最近忙,兩天一更。換了標題格式,看看能不能更好的表達內容。58Please respect copyright.PENANAzbFoOYiWxT
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喜歡的話就加書籤,我發現最近好少人看(躲在棉被裡偷偷哭)58Please respect copyright.PENANA28zvWNiEC8
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