{我們都不是無辜的—周國賢}
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「你尋晚又同邊個女人上床啊?」從房間裡傳來一把激動得顫抖嘅聲音,係我媽。312Please respect copyright.PENANAioF8H2WAkf
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「痴撚線,你唔好成日響度思覺失調咁喇,以為全世界嘅男人都剩係識得去滾。」然後係另一把沉穩但又冷酷嘅聲線,屬於我爸。312Please respect copyright.PENANAXkX6D9Tye0
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「我思覺失調?好過有啲人做咗唔夠膽認。」我媽講到後面更刻意調高聲線,但隨即緊接住係一記響亮嘅打耳光聲。312Please respect copyright.PENANAm9tjTiNq0A
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「啊~」我媽發出一下尖銳慘叫聲。312Please respect copyright.PENANAUxSbDcoT1b
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我伏喺佢哋房門外偷聽著,莫名嘅憤怒同驚恐感覺同時湧至心頭,當我垂低頭向下望嘅時候,我見到自己雙手拳頭不自不覺間已經握到好實,同時呼吸起伏急促,瞬息之間腦海泛起一股念頭,好想衝入去喝止佢唔好再咁對我媽。312Please respect copyright.PENANAsyLAh9lMKT
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「你都唔方好得去邊㗎咋,你以為我唔知咩。」但係呢個時候我爸嘅吼怒,又如雷轟頂咁徹底粉碎咗我對呢個家庭嘅美好想像,房間裡混亂嘅吵鬧聲逐漸變到模糊不清。312Please respect copyright.PENANAZBIhYv2A1F
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「砰!」突然木門發出一下巨響,將我嘅注意力瞬間扯返嚟現實環境當中,然後房門猝然打開,我媽掩住雙眼奪門而出,直奔向洗手間,好似並冇發現到我嘅存在。我視線從我媽轉向地下,見到有隻棕色毛毛熊公仔攤咗喺房門嘅地板上面,我估應該都係頭先房入面衝突之中嘅連累者。312Please respect copyright.PENANAsCwJkTHQQ1
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毛毛熊公仔係無辜㗎。我偷偷地將佢執起,轉身溜回自己睡房,將隻毛毛熊公仔放喺我床邊,同另一隻同款嘅毛毛熊公仔並排放埋一齊。312Please respect copyright.PENANAkHoz8nibbo
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望住佢哋,我諗返起小六聖誕節嗰時,我爸帶我去玩攤位遊戲,最後贏咗兩隻熊啤啤,佢捧住兩隻公仔話呢隻送俾你媽咪,呢隻呢送俾我乖乖女,咁就啱啱好一人一隻湊夠一對。312Please respect copyright.PENANAYimMbP3Ac6
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———呢一日,係我升中三嘅最後一日暑假。312Please respect copyright.PENANA9IBVH3yZs8
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「媽咪吖,書簿津貼申請就快截止喇,你又話會俾埋啲收入文件我嘅。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAoaDY90trEL
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返到屋企之後,我見我爸媽道睡房門打開咗,我知道今日媽咪返夜更,所以應該得佢響屋企,於是我除咗對皮鞋之後就向住睡房方向喊道。312Please respect copyright.PENANAi0qpLhFkLU
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「好,你等我一陣。」房間裡面傳出既熟悉又柔和嘅聲線,然後係一連串開櫃閂櫃嘅聲音。312Please respect copyright.PENANAzh6e9TJ3Z6
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「喂吔,咁耐嘅。」班上面坐我隔離個男仔今朝仲約咗我一陣陪佢出去買書㗎。312Please respect copyright.PENANA2LJaXpwbbd
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「之前都唔使申請㗎,做咩今年一定要我整喎。」我開始等到有啲唔耐煩,於是行入間房裡面,坐喺佢哋張床度,伸個頭望吓我媽仲要整幾耐。312Please respect copyright.PENANAvA1DRxSnht
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「呢度係媽咪嘅收入文件,呢份…呢份係你媽咪同你爹哋啲離婚文件,你交埋俾學校,應該就唔會問你爹哋嘅收入有幾多㗎喇。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ5TJ2p2ds
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「吓…?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAcRIoIc0TYE
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我望住眼前呢份文件,標題寫住「暫准離婚令」,呢五個字深刻咁烙印咗我腦海入面,當我仲諗緊暫准係咪代表其實仲有商量餘地,但我隨手揭去後面嗰幾頁,見到有份附件寫住「暫准離婚令轉為絕對判令證明書」,呢刻我完全唔知道我應該要同我媽講啲咩好,我只係拎住呢疊文件耷低頭,默默咁行返去自己間房。312Please respect copyright.PENANA4KFuuuO14i
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以前我覺得我爸媽間房好溫暖,我記得我細細個嗰陣我仲會有理冇理咁,一起身落床就衝入佢哋房,爬上佢哋張床攝喺佢哋兩個中間瞓覺,佢哋會一齊攬住我,然後問我放假想去邊度玩,我仲好天真爛漫咁答,我想匿喺你哋個被竇唔出嚟~312Please respect copyright.PENANAKNr0nbg5y7
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———呢年我啱啱升上中四,認識咗曾皓賢。312Please respect copyright.PENANAztfu1ycHF0
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「我唔要吖,我唔鐘意吖。」我媽咪見我企咗喺餐廳外面遲遲都唔肯入去,於是乎走出嚟勸我。312Please respect copyright.PENANA0f5DkzMdEW
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「你都未見過,做咩咁快就話唔鐘意。」我媽雙手搭住我膊頭,用好溫柔嘅語氣望住我雙眼講,但我知道我唔應該俾佢成功軟化到我。312Please respect copyright.PENANA4zRx5fytIm
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「我都唔識佢。」我根本就唔想知嗰個係咩人。312Please respect copyright.PENANAbYko2IdWDu
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「所以而家媽咪介紹俾你識。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAFfHp3sd2jo
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我媽居然拉住我隻手直接行入餐廳裡面,我嘗試同佢鬥力不果,但入到嚟見到呢個餐廳裝潢格調優雅,肯定係為咗想我同呢個陌生叔叔初次見面時,留低一個美好嘅印象。312Please respect copyright.PENANA3R6pNgv7AL
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「叫人喇。」坐低咗之後,我媽用手肘輕力撞咗我一下提我同佢打招呼。312Please respect copyright.PENANAsEZMvu8rJa
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「你好。」我遵循我媽意願,向對住坐嗰個人,冷淡咁打咗聲招呼。312Please respect copyright.PENANA5vyTZhEZnK
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「你好啊,你叫咩名啊?」然後佢笑面迎人咁坐側一格,角度剛好對住我,散發住偽善嘅感覺。312Please respect copyright.PENANAKzrgYD4RKD
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「我叫王樂兒。」我完全唔想直視佢。312Please respect copyright.PENANAGUzXLTXPIm
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「同你媽咪一樣生得咁靚女,好喇,其實我同你媽咪係同事嚟嘅,我哋亦都商量過,你哋兩母女可以搬入嚟我屋企住,以後就唔使寄人籬下啦。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAHxZDk8i8sF
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佢嘅笑容,令我有種由心而發嘅討厭。312Please respect copyright.PENANAvxdnfJ5HCs
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「快啲多謝人喇。」我媽又用手肘撞多我一下。312Please respect copyright.PENANAXZH442PHei
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我純粹覺得,雖然呢間餐廳環境氣氛既清靜又優雅,但係整餐飯我都只係聞到一陣陣厭惡嘅味道。312Please respect copyright.PENANAYd7x494Ers
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———呢年我準備升上中五,但我從來未準備過要迎接之後發生嘅事。312Please respect copyright.PENANAMni7wVB9Yb
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正當我諗到入晒神嘅時候,郭家朗喺我眼前揮揮手,將我靈魂拉返入嚟地球。312Please respect copyright.PENANAc2sqwBTLxZ
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佢見我頭先定晒形咁望住牆邊嗰疊紙皮箱,可能都心覺不妙,於是乎佢提議不如去佢間書房度溫書。312Please respect copyright.PENANAWsLwlCq7Ri
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我原本都有呢個打算去佢書房溫書,然後我哋開始執拾枱面上嘅餐具,佢將啲刀碟放返入廚房,而我就帶埋啲溫書筆記走入去佢書房張床坐低,只係感覺上佢執嘢嗰陣,動作特別快,好似趕時間咁。312Please respect copyright.PENANAwePzyUJWjk
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郭家朗入到房後,見我坐咗喺床邊,於是好興奮咁撲埋嚟我度,就係咁,我成個人軟癩癩咁俾佢壓咗喺張床上面,但我並冇抗拒到,因為我腦海裡面只係諗住另一件事。312Please respect copyright.PENANAcYI9uo68Eq
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「你有冇嘢想同我講?」我作最後一次試探性問道。312Please respect copyright.PENANA9b9Nm7xicc
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「我哋不如…?」佢含情脈脈咁望住我,哄埋嚟錫咗我臉頰一下,無視咗我條問題。312Please respect copyright.PENANAFZUFOpzcW5
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果然,全世界嘅男人都係會俾情慾衝昏理智,既然你見到我發現咗啲紙箱,但你依然選擇唔向我坦白,唔俾我知道個真相。312Please respect copyright.PENANAuNw25h8UIG
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咁好吖,我都唔會同你講我呢刻已經決定咗,我會跟曾皓賢去歐洲旅行。312Please respect copyright.PENANAUcrlW8pk5V
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———今日我要攞返屬於我應得嘅主導權。312Please respect copyright.PENANAARfPi0uR9l