霎眼之間,我同佢兩個四目交投,但我選擇耷低頭避開佢眼神,只聽見佢柔聲地說道。131Please respect copyright.PENANA7vw5oCJ28n
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「我唔記得帶書嚟溫。」131Please respect copyright.PENANALcaJbOwn4R
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「先生,如果你有需要嘅話,可以去嗰邊個書架,上面有好多Past Paper,雖然呢度所有書唔可以借走,但係都歡迎讀者喺館內使用。」我運用住今朝學到嘅官腔語調去應付呢位「頑皮嘅讀者」。131Please respect copyright.PENANAz95vZSUQKN
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「我唔識去啊,靚女姐姐你可唔可以帶我去。」但佢居然扮小朋友聲咁哎我帶佢去。我真係冇你咁好氣吖,我怒瞪佢一眼,不過始終都係心軟帶咗佢去搵書。131Please respect copyright.PENANAffWQVRNEoj
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我同佢行到去附近嘅一個書架面前,呢度密密麻麻咁放滿晒林林種種科目嘅Past Paper,全部都係教評局出版嘅嗰種,每一本入面有嗰一年嘅DSE考試題目,多題目嘅例如係中英文科就會厚身啲同重啲,少題目啲嘅就自然會薄身啲同輕啲。131Please respect copyright.PENANA3wAzXqIAyz
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我有理冇理,總之見到係郭家朗佢要考嘅科,我就一股勁兒咁攞出嚟,直接撻喺佢心口度,佢用雙手捧住堆Past Paper,然後我越摷越快,佢手上面堆Past Paper亦都隨之而越疊越高,去到後尾,堆到個高度幾乎遮住咗佢下巴,至少都應該有三四十本,而我面前嗰排書架都差唔多空空如也。131Please respect copyright.PENANAlaJFgig5yL
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我擰向右邊望住成手都係書嘅郭家朗,只見佢臉容依然係嗰個率性嘅笑容,對住佢而家呢個模樣,假如我再任性發小脾氣,亦只會加重我嘅愧疚心,而且我都驚咁多書真係會太重,於是我拍拍雙手上嘅灰塵,停手唔再喺書架上面摷書俾佢,並且說道:「好喇,你今日就做晒呢堆去喇。」。131Please respect copyright.PENANArHjGKjCZqK
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「辛苦晒你喇,我返去溫書喇。」郭家朗捧住呢疊Past Paper,就轉身向住佢個位行返番去,我靜悄悄咁跟喺佢後面,但趁我哋左右兩邊仲有書架作為視線掩護之際,我心念一轉,忍唔住快步上前,伸拳揼咗落佢嘅背脊度。131Please respect copyright.PENANAOvVjgV5cy8
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「砰。」131Please respect copyright.PENANAGoEaJstWTs
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哎呀死喇,我係諗住細細力咁打佢㗎咋,點知我用錯力打到砰一聲咁響,但係佢又無咩反應咁向住自己個位嘅方向繼續行,而我亦都要行返去Counter繼續當值,呢刻我已經冇可能兜喺佢面前去觀察佢嘅面色,唔知道呢吓攻擊係咪真係會整痛佢。131Please respect copyright.PENANAbCYM1OyRMR
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當我坐返埋位嘅時候,見到佢又真係好認真咁睇緊啲Past Paper,而且仲攞埋紙筆出嚟溫書,全神貫注咁冇再望過嚟我度,反而變咗係我坐響度望返佢轉頭,呢個時候我內心又渴望佢會擰過嚟望吓我,去到一個位開始連啊Jeff同我講啲咩,我都冇認真去回應。131Please respect copyright.PENANA3oKXR1V50T
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「喂喂,夠鐘轉更喇,我哋返入去Back Office,睇吓有咩要我哋幫手。」Jeff拍拍我膊頭,將我個靈魂由仙女座星系拉返入嚟地球。131Please respect copyright.PENANAi1obi8TVcC
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「嗯。」131Please respect copyright.PENANAbguciuh4CG
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我整理好枱面嘅文具,跟住Jeff身後離開Counter,我瞥見郭家朗托住頭好似聚精會神咁思考緊,並冇留意到我即將要離開。臨入去Back Office之前,我依依不捨咁擰轉頭再望多佢一次,直至閂門嗰一刻,佢依然專注緊自己個枱面。呢刻我反而有啲後悔,唔知道其實佢係咪嬲緊我大大力打咗佢一捶,所以先唔理我。131Please respect copyright.PENANAjeumfRHNxa
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奈何我同佢之間而家俾幅牆分隔兩方,我再冇辦法知道佢做緊咩,但我思前想後,覺得最衰都係佢突如其來咁出現,令到我霎時間變到不知所措,搞到頭先我咁尷尬,所以我先至會有之後一連串唔正常嘅反應。不過諗吓諗吓,我又覺得自己呢種諗法未免太過自私,明明佢出於好意過嚟陪我,我又點可以咁樣怪佢。131Please respect copyright.PENANAYax1GltjoN
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「今朝買早餐嗰陣我買多咗包維他奶啊,請你飲啊。」Jeff見我神不守舍咁,又將我個靈魂拉返番嚟現實。131Please respect copyright.PENANAFasc4byBye
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「嗯好吖,多謝你。」好彩有佢喺度,第一日返工總算順利,冇我想像中咁辛苦,跟住佢開始教我點樣整理啲新書資料,而我哋除咗工作相關嘅嘢之外,都冇再傾其他話題,大家只係埋頭苦幹面前嘅工作,幾乎冇離開過個座位。131Please respect copyright.PENANAD4eytq6vzo
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我只係覺得時間過得好慢,好唔容易終於捱到六點鐘收工時間,但係唔知道郭家朗佢仲響唔響度呢?131Please respect copyright.PENANA4D6GP7AbB2
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我除底個職員證,塞返落個書包入面,Jeff行埋嚟笑笑口咁講:「你個Minions書包咁可愛,但呢個款好貴㗎喎。」其實呢個書包係我中五嗰年嘅生日禮物,不過我都唔知佢本身要幾多錢。131Please respect copyright.PENANAyIcXERxXhD
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「嗯,佢兩隻手仔可以咁樣捹嚟捹去。」我喺佢面前搖一搖個書包,連住喺書包兩側嘅嗰對Minions手仔就左右左右咁搖晃著,都真係幾得意㗎。131Please respect copyright.PENANAOU8cMcKoJ6
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「好喇,我走先喇。」Jeff向我揮揮手,率先推門離開,佢呢個舉動有意無意咁留返個私人空間俾我,等我可以自己一個人出去搵郭家朗。點知,原本郭家朗坐緊嘅位置竟然已經空無一物,我環顧四周張望,亦都見唔到佢嘅身影,苦在我今日第一日返工,我又唔夠膽去問同事,原本坐呢個位嘅「讀者」係咪已經離開咗。131Please respect copyright.PENANAlCtJGSfTqW
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衰人你去咗邊吖。131Please respect copyright.PENANA1QDE0AS9Of
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無可奈何之下,我盤算著唯有先離開圖書館,再打電話俾佢。點知一行到出圖書館門口,我就見到一個熟悉嘅身影企咗喺門外,擺晒姿勢咁挨喺幅牆度,左手拎住咗袋外賣,右手㩒緊手機。131Please respect copyright.PENANAlF7La3DCnl
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「喂!」我向佢喊道。131Please respect copyright.PENANACf9So03TqS
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佢聽到我叫佢之後,就將手機塞返落褲袋,慢慢咁行埋我度,拖住我隻手,傻更更咁望住我,打眼色向我示意佢買咗嘢食俾我做晚餐。131Please respect copyright.PENANAsQqDDdRLdm
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「你頭先做咩無啦啦走過嚟搵我吖?唔係講好咗,你接我放工再一齊溫書㗎咩?」我鼓起兩邊腮,裝作責罵嘅樣子向佢問道。131Please respect copyright.PENANAe0QtQsyj3W
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「咁我想把握每一分鐘見多你一眼呀嘛。」唔知點解我梗係覺得,從佢嘅聲線我可以聽得出,佢並唔係純粹氹我先講出呢句說話,而係真誠咁想嚟見我,我不知不覺間咬住自己唇瓣,心裡面嘅小脾氣一下子已經被衝散得無影無蹤,而內疚感又緩緩泛起。131Please respect copyright.PENANAp9q03ZhUAA
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「頭先我有冇打痛你?」我壓低聲線,捏著佢手臂問佢。佢聽完之後板起了臉,然後皺起眉頭擺出一副嚴肅嘅模樣。吓唔通佢真係有嬲到我?131Please respect copyright.PENANAHDbn0nR3Ev
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點知道瞬間佢又放鬆面容笑道。「好舒服喎,好似按摩咁。」見佢個表情咁得戚,搞到我忍唔住伸拳揼落佢心口度:「咁你食多我幾捶喇!」131Please respect copyright.PENANAT6yGicDR8n
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揼完一輪之後我都開始有啲肚餓,郭家朗話佢頭先已經探過路,得知附近有個公園仔乾淨得嚟又少人坐,我哋可以去嗰邊食完嘢再返圖書館溫書。131Please respect copyright.PENANAXXeLU8HFJo
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「頭先我喺圖書館門口撞到你個男同事。」郭家朗邊說邊幫我打開碗車仔麵個發泡膠蓋,又拆走埋筷子個包裝袋,仲要拎出嚟細心咁磨走晒啲木屑,我好似個小妹妹咁俾佢照顧到無微不至。131Please respect copyright.PENANAo8cRAiWzJw
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「你知唔知佢走過嚟同我講咩?」佢問道。131Please respect copyright.PENANA2ABuGpiy45
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「唔知吖。」我伸手接過佢碗車仔麵。131Please respect copyright.PENANAMAV0n8NhOo
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「佢話:『你女朋友真係好靚女。』」郭家朗再幫自己整理好餐具,又接住說。131Please respect copyright.PENANApTcIoGQT9T
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「跟住我就問返佢:『想溝?』,點知佢居然奸笑咁就走咗去,迴避我條問題。」如果唔係佢提起Jeff,我幾乎已經忘記咗呢個足足幫咗我成日嘅同事。或者,愛情真係會令人盲目,佢會令到你剩係注意到佢美好嘅一面,甚至可以幫你短暫忘記身邊發生過嘅事物。131Please respect copyright.PENANAvVKRDpqLEc
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我哋食完嘢之後,執拾好殘餘嘅食具就行返去圖書館,佢專登帶我去咗另一層嘅自修區,廢時我見到相識嘅同事會尷尬。我哋埋去櫃枱一齊拎張紙仔寫低個名,做咗簡單登記之後,郭家朗就拖住我去自修區搵咗個冇咩人坐嘅角落安頓,佢坐喺我左手邊,我知道佢冇帶書出嚟溫,亦都知道佢其實只係純粹想嚟陪住我。131Please respect copyright.PENANAFoIu4JxfIh
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我問佢有冇咩特別想溫,我可以借啲筆記俾佢溫吓解吓悶,佢話冇咩所謂,於是我就拎咗份數學筆記出嚟,上面滿佈住我用唔同顏色筆寫嘅字跡,又有七彩繽紛嘅螢光筆間好晒啲重點,揭到後面仲有啲試題同空位可以用鉛筆寫答案,最後嗰頁仲有答案可以對添。131Please respect copyright.PENANACY0GbHjuE2
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係吖,因為我一早估到佢唔會帶嘢出嚟溫書,所以呢份筆記係我尋晚專登整俾佢㗎,我順便遞埋部計數機同鉛筆擦膠俾佢用,細唔細心先。131Please respect copyright.PENANAzp9a3CBDOe
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就係咁樣,我哋兩個坐喺呢個寧靜嘅環境底下,享受住屬於我哋嘅微小空間,無幾耐之後,佢伸懶腰打咗個喊露,然後順勢用隻右手拖住我隻左手。131Please respect copyright.PENANAIMhBLCjoB0
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我怔一怔,但係佢二話不說咁,又繼續努力專注返喺我份筆記度,於是我輕聲問道:「你拖住我咁咪寫唔到字囉~」131Please respect copyright.PENANAFDFelcb4Z7
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點知佢懶型咁冷笑地說:「我練左手寫字。」131Please respect copyright.PENANAmCkZw4MOZv
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聽罷我忍不住嗤一聲笑咗出嚟:「傻瓜。」131Please respect copyright.PENANAwAfcMtPmN5