「兩個人相愛,然而最後並沒有在一起,代表也沒有多愛彼此。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAaoyorKIH2F
小時候的他是這麼認為的,那時的他有大把天真浪漫可揮霍,現在卻只讓自己的心無著無落。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcyFGHhtmxN
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後來他才知道,長大的過程就是一鍋不停撒入調味料和食材的湯,各種喜怒哀樂混雜在其中,這有他的原因,那有他的苦衷,所有的一切都不再純粹,快樂不再純粹,悲傷不再純粹,連愛,也不再純粹。94Please respect copyright.PENANAHwLo9MXYQP
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從前他認為自己能奮不顧身地愛另一個人,然而還未看到對方的惡,他心中的惡卻顯現出來,像是湯面浮顯出來的油漬,第一個入喉且揮之不去。94Please respect copyright.PENANAMNVDDwessT
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第一滴油是無法遏止的自私刻薄,第二滴油是自我保護的有所保留,第三滴油是自認為毫無掩飾的坦誠,只是將最劣質的情緒灑向最親近的人,第四第五第六滴······94Please respect copyright.PENANAbFeC2wvx34
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他發現自己希望的不是能夠肆無忌憚地愛另一個人,而是希望有一個人,能奮不顧身地愛自己。94Please respect copyright.PENANArgI2v4Kbe5
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「說到底,不論是否會有回報,仍然下定決心要永遠愛著ㄧ個人,有這種想法的人連自己都不愛吧。」他清醒又迷茫地向朋友說著。94Please respect copyright.PENANAwqO2qEzaPz
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愛自己的人不會為一個人毫無忌憚地奉獻一切,甚至是尊嚴。94Please respect copyright.PENANALp7tsyEIPJ
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而連自己都不愛的人,還有能力愛別人嗎?94Please respect copyright.PENANAo0Mp2mU6RH
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朋友總說他廚藝不好,確實如此,現在一大鍋湯已被他攪成一團黑色的濃稠液體,無從再細分裡頭的各種情緒。94Please respect copyright.PENANAejtftLvZXX
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他可以自詡聰明,認為自己看透一切,能夠從那些情緒抽離,但唯有孤單是湯的基底。94Please respect copyright.PENANAoNB8VOml5M
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只能嘆口氣,看著黑色的不明物體,默默地想,這碗湯,終究只能自己喝完。94Please respect copyright.PENANAfC4OfXrIcd
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