~ 尋找祂,如尋找銀子,搜求祂,如搜求隱藏的珍寶!~
「什麼?妳說什麼?再說一次!」涵莉不可置信的高分貝對我叫嚷:「安喬昀,妳這傢伙進公司快兩年了,對產品一竅不通,是個道道地地的門外漢,居然替公司接到第一筆訂單!怎麼可能?難道公雞要下蛋了嗎?」涵莉的一雙大眼珠子簡直要掉到地板。我愣傻傻地站在她辦公桌前,對她質疑不信的表情,莫可奈何。
我………就這麼一直一直地傻笑,站著。
誰也沒發現總經理佇足門旁已久,默不作聲,他清楚聽見辦公室內每一句對話。他像一隻精明的老狐狸,不動聲色,靜觀其變。半晌,他故意咳了二聲。我和涵莉雙雙轉頭,他一副神色泰若的樣子。涵莉隨即開口:「總經理,你聽聽!你瞧瞧!昨天安喬昀居然替公司接到第一筆訂單,簡直是天方夜譚?」我像一位無辜的小孩,傻立於旁。
總經理不露聲色,一屁股坐在沙發椅上,神色閃過一抹懷疑。打滾商場多年的經驗告訴他,此事非比尋常。他睥睨橫眼上下打量我,意有所指問道:「昨天參觀完廠商之後,晚上你們去了哪裡?」
「昨晚?」
「嗯!」
我認真回想一下:「參觀廠商之後,艾瑞克和翔宇先回飯店休息,狄以諾要求我陪他去逛夜市、吃晚餐。之後………他提議去國父紀念館散步。」停頓了幾秒鐘,我又補上一句:「此事有向涵莉事先報備。」
總經理用餘光瞄了涵莉一眼,涵莉默許的表情,證實我所言。
總經理冷漠的牽動一下嘴角:「然後呢?」
「然後……我們在國父紀念館的星空下聊天。」
「然後呢?」
我丈二金剛摸不著頭腦:「什麼然後呢???」
總經理嚴厲掃視我一眼:「然後呢———意思就是———國父紀念館散步聊天之後,你們有沒有進一步的交往?親密的私人活動?譬如:妳有沒有進他的飯店?」
「啊?」
霎然,我像被一枝巨大的鐵鎚給擊中,胸口感到一陣窒息感。原來,總經理意有所指,話中有話。突然之間,一股怒意襲湧上心頭,有一種明明被羞辱的感覺,本人一向把名譽看得比生命更重要!這種見不得人的男女勾當,我是不屑幹的!超想不客氣對二位長官撂下狠話,但粗話一到喉嚨,便卡住了。我按耐住上火的脾氣,壓低音量,沙啞替自己辯護:「總經理,我安喬昀不是會用身體換業績的人!你搞錯對象了吧?雖然,我知道業界許多女人用這種方式搶訂單。很可惜,我不是!」語罷,我氣咻咻地丟下文件,甩頭大步離開辦公室。徒留下一臉愕然的二人,錯愕相視。
我滿腹委屈回到座位,原想替公司爭取業績,理應功勞一件!豈料頂頭上司竟然懷疑我的動機行為。真替自己不值!沒事幹嘛給自己惹得一身腥呢!早知道就啥事都裝傻裝笨不就好了!
坐在後邊的苡薰,瞧我悶悶不樂,心情低落,從座位上跑來關心我。她溫情遞上一包零食,貼心問候:「妳還好吧?」
我搖頭輕嘆了一口氣:「唉!」千言萬語,該從何說起呢?
此時此刻,說什麼都不對勁,選擇緘默,實為上策!
「保持緘默」―――永遠是上班族的生存法則。
我緊咬著雙唇,忍住淚水,搖搖頭,不說一句話。
苡薰比我早到公司半年,她是資深業務雪兒的助理,個性隨和。由於,我倆年齡相仿,又同是菜鳥,很快便成為互吐苦水的好同事,彼此取暖。
不久,總經理神情嚴肅步出涵莉的辦公室,他停下腳步,特別朝我這邊橫掃一圈,我立刻暗示苡薰別再多嘴:「噓!總經理出來了,妳趕快回座位去吧!」
「唉!怎麼這麼倒楣,替公司接到一筆生意,還被人誤會!」心底小小犯嘀咕,不平之鳴盪漾於心。
沒多久,座位右後方傳來一陣竊笑,幾位同事們見我被「長官修理」,正暗暗幸災樂禍呢!這就是無聊的「辦公室文化」,永遠踩在別人的肩膀往上爬,見不得別人比自己好,純粹嫉妒心理作祟。我雖是初出茅廬的菜鳥,但也漸漸習慣這種辦公室狗屁文化。畢竟,人總要生存下去,生命會自己找出路。
我無心工作,只想著儘快捱到中午休息,好出去辦公室外面透透氣,辦公室裡的沉悶空氣讓我快窒息了。此際,公司的收音機傳來一則新聞,播報員報導:「今年全球的經濟成長率大幅下滑,美國的股匯市面臨崩盤,極有可能釀成全球金融風暴!」邦豐公司靠國際貿易獲利,若爆發全球金融危機,勢必影響公司今年度的營運,這下子總經理可傷透腦筋了。
雪兒翹著二郎腿,盯著電腦螢幕上的報表,在座位上忍不住發起牢騷:「這幾年生意愈來愈難做,客人愈來愈難搞,訂單愈來愈難接。如果暴發全球金融危機,公司還撐得下去嗎?」此話聽在眾人的耳裡,無疑是當頭棒喝!倘若公司獲利不佳,極有可能裁員,去年公司就無預警裁掉一批人,任誰也不想在景氣冷颼颼的年代被裁員吧!
雪兒,是公司當紅的資深業務,手上握有大筆金額的訂單,她周旋於客人之間的本領,無人能出其右。面對下游廠商,亦能游刃有餘拿到好產品、好價錢,談判手腕高明無敵。貿易公司的遊戲規則———誰能搶到訂單,誰就是王牌。套句老話:「不論黑貓白貓,只要會抓老鼠的就是好貓。」無庸置儀,雪兒肯定是公司捧在手掌心的「明日之貓」。如果連她對未來都感到悲觀,那誰還有樂觀的權利呢?
這句牢騷話還是傳到副理賈杰的耳中,他眼神略過一抹灰暗,眉頭緊皺,暗自碎唸道:「今年公司的業績超級淒慘,恐怕年關難過矣………唉!前景堪慮………」似乎,這一則國際新聞廣播已經搞得辦公室人心惶惶。
午休時刻一到,我收拾桌面,抓起皮包,一溜煙衝出辦公室,跑去星巴克咖啡點了一份午餐,燻雞三明治、一杯咖啡,充飢果腹。用餐時刻,星巴克擠滿了人潮,八成都上班族群聚餐聊天之所。舉目環視,沒見著熟悉的人影:「還好!」心中小小確幸。我努力刻意避開熟人,迴避同事之間無聊的八卦。
拿起燻雞三明治,我正要大口咬下,卻被眼前右方的怪現象給震攝。
星巴克的大門被推開,進來一位怪里怪氣的神秘客人,他朝四面八方觀顧,似乎在尋人。不一會兒,他筆直朝我的座位走來。我好奇地上下打量他,怔望得出神,忘了嘴巴內的燻雞肉。因為,他的外表打扮實在太稀奇古怪!他身穿一襲白衣長袍,長袍垂至腳踝,腰上繫一條金色縷帶,衣服和袖子邊緣鑲上金色圖案,腳上穿著麻製涼鞋,露出大隻光腳丫,手裡執著一根木杖。二十一世紀的現代化社會,誰會有這般怪誕荒謬的穿著?
他大步迎面而來,止步於我的桌前,他瞧見對面的空座位,二話不說,一屁股腦兒給大大方方坐下去。
「這人……未免也太沒禮貌了!未經過我的允許,竟敢………」心底有點兒不舒服。
他倒是神色自若,一副完全不在意他人目光的模樣,老神在在,安然對坐。
我的眼神完全無法從他身上挪開,目不轉睛地緊盯著他瞧,眼瞳劇烈放大又收縮。
此人十分怪異哩!他彷彿穿越千年的時空隧道,從第一世紀畫裡走出來的男子。
他的輪廓深邃,額骨高聳,雙頰略顯瘦削,留著滿臉的鬍鬢腮,一頭及肩的咖啡色捲髮。棕褐色的眼珠子,清澈透亮,像一潭清澈見底的綠湖水,彷彿可以望穿人的靈魂深處。古銅色的膚色,看起來不像東南亞地區的人,頗有幾分像中東地區的猶太人。
「嘿!妳找我?」他率先打破沉默,扭動滿腮鬍鬚,聲音低沉沙啞富磁性。
我腦子充滿問號,一頭霧水:「我認識你嗎?」瞧著他那一副稀奇古怪的樣子,凌亂的咖啡捲髮,腦筋開始拼命轉呀轉:「咦?我有失散多年的哥哥嗎?」
他興味十足望著我,語藏玄機:「妳不是希望我出現在妳面前嗎?」
「有嗎?我根本不認識你。」我半疑惑問道。
他輕笑一聲:「是嗎?」他一本正經說道:「那天傍晚妳在國父紀念館的禱告,我聽見了!妳的膽子夠大!不過,我喜歡!」
「啊?」
腦子拼命回溯國父紀念館那晚的情景…………我與狄以諾之間的對話…………
突然之間,靈光一閃,腦子像被雷電劈到,我驚呼一聲:「欸!不會吧!你是…………」
他心領神會的點點頭,一臉詭譎笑道:「是!我正是妳在尋找的―――那個人!」
乍聽這句話,我差一點兒從椅子上跌下來,嘴裡含著的咖啡差一點沒吐出來。
我嚥下口水,瞪大雙眼,結結巴巴:「可是………我找的不是人耶!」
他目光炯炯有神,聲若宏鐘:「對!我的確不是人!但我曾經以『人』的樣式降生為人。」
「什麼?以人的樣式降生為人?什麼意思呢?」我嘴巴複述一遍,腦子裡開始搜索聖經內容,從舊約到新約,從公元世紀前二千前到世紀末二千年。嘿嘿!馬上聯想到耶穌降生在馬槽的故事。
「Oh!My God!不會吧!你是…………」我瞠目結舌,舌頭打結:「上帝?」
他氣定神閒、泰然自若,向著我點頭微笑。
我完全傻楞住了。
用力揉揉眼睛,確定自己處於清醒的狀態,再次張大雙眼,端詳眼前這位「白衣怪咖」,完全不敢置信他竟是傳說中的上帝!此時此刻,祂,竟安詳和藹的穩坐在我對面。
我摀住嘴巴,不禁啞然失聲:「這會不會是一場虛幻的夢境啊?」
祂,栩栩如生的端坐眼前,完全不像是做夢啊!
半晌,我回過神來,狐疑的上下打量祂,放大斗膽正面質問:「怎麼知道………祢真的是上帝呢?」心中暗自肘度:「欸!鬼知道祢是不是在胡鬧說笑?」
祂完全沒有被冒犯的不悅,反而一臉幽默:「如果我記得沒錯………妳小學二年級那年,在上學途中被一隻黑犬狂追,妳嚇得拔腿逃跑,哪知一個不小心,跌落水溝裡,害妳哭了老半天。從此以後,妳患有懼狗症,拒絕接觸任何犬類,無論大狗、小狗,一律不准近身。」
「祢………怎會知道這件事?」我半疑惑問道。
心想:「此事………從未向任何人提及過,連父母親都不知道!祂怎會知道?」
祂不理會我的困疑,正色看我一眼,繼續講下去:「國三數學期末考,妳考試作弊,偷看隔壁男同學的考卷,結果被老師活捉逮,罰站教室外面一節課!」
「哇塞!連這檔丟臉事兒祢也知道?未免太神了吧!」我詫異的揚起眉毛,不可思議的望著祂。
祂神祕地笑了。
「我知道的還不只這些!」祂說。
「哦?」
「妳叫安喬昀,今年二十五歲,2019年9月生平第一次走進教會!妳從不穿比基尼泳衣,總覺得身材不夠勻稱。此外,妳拒絕使用智慧型手機,覺得現代人被IC產品給綁架了,一天到晚盯著機器銀幕滑手指,真是愚拙不堪 !與自己心靈的天線斷了線,都不知曉,還沾沾自喜是個現代科技人。妳喜歡窩在家裡,睡大頭覺,是標準的宅女。最愛的食物是菲力牛排,五分熟!最喜愛在冬天泡溫泉,最討厭的人是公司的雪兒,妳經常和以薰在背後偷講她的壞話,罵她是毒蛇蠍女人!」
祂劈哩啪啦講了一長串關於我的私事,差點兒沒把我嚇死!我瞠目結舌,腦筋打結,完全來不及招架,身體猶如被閃電狂擊,電流竄及血管末端,發出「滴滴」紅色警戒訊號。
最令人心生畏懼的是———祂所說得完全正確無誤!
心底不禁肅然起敬:「還有什麼祢不知道的事嗎?」
萬萬料想不到———千年來人們傳揚歌頌的上帝。爾今,活靈活現顯在我面前。祂明亮棕色眼睛,有著強勁、具穿透力的眼神,彷彿看穿我這個人,在祂面前,任何人都毫無隱藏、一絲不掛,赤裸裸呈現在祂眼前。再也按奈不住奔放如火的情緒,不自主地起身拍案尖叫:「天呀!祢……祢……真的是傳說中的上帝!」
我突如其來的瘋狂舉動,震驚星巴克全場群眾,眾人紛紛轉頭望向我。
我臉潮紅不好意思,手指著前面的白衣怪咖,試圖解釋自己莽撞的行為:「嘿………此人說祂自己是上帝!是不是有點瘋了?」
眾人開始交頭接耳,議論紛紛,從大夥兒臉上茫然的表情,不難窺探他們覺得站在眼前的這女人是個神經病。
突然,星巴克一陣騷動,隔壁桌的一位中年胖婦人,放下手中的咖啡杯,按奈不住問我:「小姐,妳對面有坐人嗎?」
「有呀!」我用食指指著坐在對面的白衣怪咖。
祂正朝我點頭微笑。
胖婦人一臉疑惑,望了望前面的空位置,她搖搖頭說:「沒有呀!妳對面沒坐人啊?」
「什麼?祂明明就坐在這兒!」我可急了,這是怎麼回事?
胖婦人再次用眼睛搜尋一遍:「沒有呀!妳對面什麼人影兒也沒有啊?」
「唔?怎麼會這樣呢?祂本尊明明坐在這兒!」我感到異常莫名不解。
此際,從靠窗邊角落裡,傳來一位年輕小伙子宏亮的響聲:「小姐,妳前面的座位根本空無一人!連個鬼影也沒有!妳可能撞邪了…………」全場沉默五秒鐘後,大夥一陣譁然。
眾人的目光如同利劍掃射過來,萬箭穿心,小女子毫無招架能力。臉紅窘迫得想從地洞鑽下去,羞於見人。
趕緊將頭一低,摸摸鼻子,裝作若無其事的坐下來。
坐定之後,我將頭湊近祂面前,壓低極小的聲量,十分不解問道:「為什麼他們看不見祢?」
祂聳聳肩,一副不置可否的樣子。
祂無視於眾人的好奇懷疑眼光,淡然閒坐。
祂氣定神閒,自信且威嚴說道:「我只讓那些真的想看見我的人———看見!」
我心頭一震:「這麼說………不是任何人都可以看見祢!」
祂嚴肅點頭。
接著,祂十分肅然說道:「這個地球上,只有極少數的人能親眼見我!」
「哇!」我滿臉欣喜,像小女孩般開懷大叫:「那我豈不是太幸運了?」
祂秘笑不語。
祂,穩若泰山,有一種不能撼動的穩定力。身上具有穿透力的溫暖,靠近祂身邊,有一股平安、暖洋洋如大海的暖流,溫暖整座心田。我倆沉默好一會兒,任憑時光如流水般靜謐而逝。
心底突然乍現一個念頭:「既然,祂無所不知,乾脆向祂吐露一點兒心事吧!」
我緩緩抬起頭,囁嚅說道:「既然,祢無事不知,無物不曉,應當知道我人生剛發生一件遭糕透頂的衰事!」
祂的表情十分怪異,瞇了一下眼睛:「分手………這檔兒事不好嗎?」
我當場傻眼,吐了吐舌頭:「當真沒有任何事情可以瞞過祢………」心下決定從實招來:「我確實剛分手。不過,是被劈腿!」
祂一副了然於心的樣子:「妳很愛孟瀚?」
心底一番OS:「祂居然也認識孟瀚?果真……太神了!」
不過,這個問題考倒我了,不知該如何應付這個問題,隨口答說:「應該是吧!我們在一起五年了。」
祂揪著我瞧,節節進逼問:「什麼是愛呢?」
「唔……………?」艱澀難以回答的問題。
「你倆比較像是『彼此習慣』,而不是愛罷?」祂說。
「可是……………」我極欲反駁。
回過頭認真想想,好像祂說得也對!
祂語氣帶著輕蔑:「其實,妳不懂什麼是愛的真諦!」
內心十分不以為然,欲替自己辯解卻又使不上力,只好默然不吭聲。雖然心裡還是非常不服氣。
祂用責備的口吻:「人類一天到晚講愛呀!愛呀!把宇宙之中最珍貴的禮物講得極膚淺。好像只有男女之間的激情慾望才叫愛!『愛』這個字,被商人、媒體炒作得庸俗不堪!高舉『feeling』的旗幟勝過一切,只要我喜歡,有什麼不可以!其實,那種『feeling』不是愛!不過是人體內荷爾蒙作祟,散發出來求歡求偶的訊息。真正的愛是憑意志的行為!真正的愛是不求自己的益處,真正的愛是甘願犧牲與奉獻,真正的愛是永不止息。」
這一席話猶如天方夜譚,甚覺荒謬。心道:「憑意志的行為、不求自己的益處、甘願犧牲與奉獻、愛是永不止息…………這是什麼偉大高貴的情操啊?這些字眼,在我的字典裡壓根兒不曾出現過。」
祂糾正我:「這不是偉大高貴的情操,這是愛的精隨,愛的真諦!」
祂又追問:「妳知道『情慾』和『愛』之間的差別嗎?」
「不懂!」
「真正的愛是把最好的給對方,而情慾是把對方最好的給奪過來!」祂解釋。
心想:「現代人物慾橫流,情慾氾濫,誰管你是真愛還是情慾呀!只要你情我願,隨時都可以發展一段男女關係,時下的速食愛情文化,哪是眼前這位古人所能理解呢?」
祂似乎穿透我靈魂中的思想,人類的心思意念逃不過祂的法眼。祂接著又補一段話:「『愛無能』是現代社會的流行病!體現出來的病症就是:『只要我喜歡,有什麼不可以?』凡事以自我為中心,別人要來滿足我的需求與慾望,拼命想從他人的身上掠奪精神與物質的享受,而不願意犧牲付出。好比天秤的兩端,一心只想佔便宜,似乎付出過多,天秤就會傾斜另一邊,人生不就太吃虧了嗎?其實,吃虧才是佔便宜,此乃奧妙之所在………你懂嗎?於是乎,人人追求感官的性刺激,妄想從肉體的快感中尋獲安慰,才會發展出時下的愛情速食文化。慾望,永無止境的氾濫與渲染,結果人類陷入更深的迷惘與空虛中。」
我點頭同意:「難怪現代許多男女都沉迷於酒精、毒品、性的上癮,難以自拔。」
祂的雙唇上浮動著一絲不以為然:「這就是你們人類一天到晚高舉的―――愛情至上。完全扭曲上天創造男女結合的美意。愛情,原本是最純潔無暇、高尚可貴的情操,卻被人類操弄得如此低級庸俗,廉價的比一朵紅色玫瑰花還不值錢!」
我一邊側著腦袋琢磨,一邊嘟嘴承認:「好吧!如果這是祢對愛的詮釋,那麼我承認………愛的這門功課太過高深,我還不懂什麼是愛。」
看來在『愛』的議題上,我與祂的看法相當分歧。
不過,祂並沒有勉強我立即接受祂的觀點,祂完全接納―――此時此刻的我。
接著,祂話鋒一轉,單刀切入:「背叛…………讓妳心很痛嗎?」
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心頭緊緊一揪,眉頭深皺,一句話也講不出來。
祂眼神散發智慧光芒:「背叛,讓妳正視人性的黑暗面和醜陋面。所有的愛,都有黑暗的一面。這世界有光明就有黑暗,當你看見陽光照射在山的這頭,就該想到山的另一邊是照不到陽光的陰暗面。中國人常講『一陰一陽之謂道。』道理即此。所謂陰中有陽,陽中有陰,陰陽相隨,禍福相倚。身而為人,無可避免與墮落污穢的世界共存。自從人類的始祖亞當墮落之後,人類便活在一個殘缺不全的世界。這個號稱文明的世界,卻充滿饑荒、戰亂、恐怖主義………人類卻無能為力。這個世界是充滿能量,卻不能亮的世界。黑暗壟罩大地,幽暗遮蓋萬民,人類幾乎看不見生命的出口與答案。地球上極少數的人能夠不被環境左右,不隨波逐流,戰勝生命中的軟弱,甚而提升自我,淨化生命,改變世界。」
祂接著說:「妳不可能永遠活在溫室裡當一朵小花!更不可能永遠活在人性光輝的假相裡,一生風平浪靜,安然無恙。面對黑暗,是一種力量。沒有經歷過漫漫黑夜的人,無法體會日出朝陽的可貴;沒有經歷千錘百鍊的人生,無法孕育出生命蛻變的養料。一個人若沒歷經過大風大浪,生命心電圖曲線是平的,活著猶如死了!生命的承載力,是在痛苦破碎中萃煉出來。『失去』的本身,也是一種得到!真正高明的人,能夠超越得與失,看透生與死。其實,妳並沒有失落什麼,因為,周遭一切的人、事、物,原本就不屬於你的,這些「身外之物」也不過是你生命中的「附屬品」,是自己太執著於「擁有」與「失去」。人,赤裸裸地來到世上,終將赤裸裸歸回天地間,帶不走任何東西,當你面對死亡的剎那,連身體和嚥下的最後一口氣都不是你能掌握的,什麼東西又何嘗真正屬於你的呢?想通這一點,也就沒有什麼放不下了。愛情,原本就很虛幻,不是你一生倚靠追求的目標。如果,你把愛情當作此生追尋的目標。最後,它必然叫你失望透頂。你人生真正的倚靠不是愛情!更不是金錢、名聲、地位、工作、權力…………甚至………親情。沒有什麼是你生命真正的依靠,除了神!」
祂滔滔不絕的長篇大論,道理深澳,我深深嘆了一口氣:「此道甚難,誰能懂矣!」
祂笑了。
祂直視著我,語意深長:「有一天,妳會感謝那位小三!」
這一句話簡直是外星球語言,難解的密碼!二愣子搞不懂祂的含意。心裡頭相當不服氣:「為什麼要感謝那個奪走我幸福的小三?咱頭殼又不是燒壞了?」
祂完全理解我的困惑不解。然而,祂無意再多做解釋,只是雲淡風輕的說:「有一天妳會明白我的話語!」
此際,一名媽媽帶著八歲的小男孩,從我的桌旁經過,小男孩手上拿著氣球,古怪地盯著我,邊走邊說:「媽媽,你看!那位姐姐好像瘋子,一個人傻呼呼地不知在胡言亂語什麼………」
「噓!」媽媽趕緊拉小男孩至牆角,小聲訓斥:「小聲點!小孩子別亂說話!」
祂與我,順勢望去,瞧著那一對母子的身影,目視他們的背影消失在星巴克的大門口。祂不禁莞爾一笑。我則啞巴吃黃蓮有苦說不出,生平第一次被人視為瘋子,滋味挺難受的。
祂轉過頭來,換了一個話題,犀利問道:「你知道活在這個世代的人,最大的心病是什麼嗎?」
「不知道!」
祂停頓了一會兒。
「自憐!」
「哦?」
祂衝著我直說:「不要可憐自己!」
天啊!又直接戳中我的要害。
這一段時日,確實將自己鎖在高高的白色象牙塔之內———自艾自憐。
但,祂又怎麼知道呢???
我一臉無辜狀。
祂以罕見嚴肅的眼神注視著我:「自憐是這個世代之人最大的仇敵之一。永遠、永遠、永遠、不要可憐自己!那種思想比外面邪惡的力量更可怕!自憐使你軟弱。如果落入自憐中,就會失去你的武器———信心和勇氣。輕易地被命運征服,你會棄械投降,妥協淹沒於現實洪流之中。」
「祢說得對!每當我這麼想自己時,就開始失去力量和勇氣。」我說。
「永遠挑戰自己去面對困難和冒險!」祂說。
「我不是一個喜歡冒險的人!」我說。
「冒險,讓你的人生充滿挑戰,更為精彩!與眾不同!」祂的眼神發出不一樣的邀請。
「人生的豐盛是一連串選擇的結果。擺在你前面有兩條道路,一條路是高山,另一條路是低谷。如果你願意起來爭戰,選擇艱困難登的高峰,你將會征服一座又一座山頭,最終攻越山頂。爬得高,看得遠!爬得高,看得廣!高山的風景遼闊無際,望眼千里,與低谷的風景迥然不同。而人生最大的寶藏,往往埋藏在高山的地底下。如果你選擇走低谷,沿途也會看見不一樣的風景,但不會出現驚奇,如此而已!我給每個人自由意志,你可以選擇想走什麼樣的路徑。」祂說。
祂停頓了好一會兒。
「我強烈建議你———攀登高峰!」祂補上一句。
我好奇問道:「如何才能攀登高峰呢?」
「選擇難走的路!」
「我不懂!」
「選擇難走的路———第一步就是愛你的仇敵!」祂語出驚人,完完全全命中我的死穴。
「什麼?愛你的敵人?怎麼可能?」我咬著牙齒,忿忿不平。
心頭頗糾結,猶如一坨毛線球纏捲成一團。內心凌亂又憤怒:「打死我也不可能去愛背叛自己的男人!更遑論那個臭小三!」不自覺地緊蹙眉頭,心裡咒罵。奇怪的是,此時,腦海中竟浮現牧師的講道:「得到生命自由之最快速途徑———饒恕背叛你的人!」
「天呀!牧師的講道怎麼和眼前上帝所說得一模一樣———如出一轍?」牧師的話語在腦海縈繞,揮之不去,耳邊嗡嗡作響。
「呸!門兒都沒有!」我不禁憤怒衝口而出。
祂一點兒也不訝異,反而露出十分慈祥和藹的目光,用一種極溫柔的語氣說:「饒恕———原本就是生命中極難修練的功課,很多人以為饒恕仇敵,自己就吃虧了。事實上,恰好相反,原諒敵人自己會先得到利益。首先,你的心靈會得到醫治,從苦毒仇恨的創傷中得醫治,從黑暗的牢房中釋放出來,生命重新綻放自由的光采。若你不想讓過去的舊傷痕纏累住你———學習去愛你的仇敵。」
我心裡想:「此路甚難,誰能行呢?」
祂看出我心裡面的掙扎與矛盾,接續著說:「沒有多少人可以通過生命這一關卡的考驗。所以,我才鼓勵你攀登高山!選擇一條難走的道路。」
「如果我不願意呢?」我提出挑戰。
祂用十分篤定的語氣:「將來你會後悔莫及!」
我心裡頗不以為然:「有那麼嚴重嗎?」
祂笑而不語。
祂,不再多語了。顯然,祂給我自由決定的意志,讓自己選擇登高山或走低谷。
我不斷在思考祂話語的含意,這些思考像幾縷細髮絲纏繞在一張堅固的思維網上,怎麼也無法抽離。
祂結束此話題,不欲再多琢磨。
祂起身說道:「陪我去外面走走吧!」
語罷,祂逕一轉身,朝星巴克大門口走去。我愣了二秒鐘,隨即站起身,快步跟上去。步出星巴克的大門,祂右轉疾行,穿過一排建築物,越過一條大街,來到十字路口中央。祂身材高大,腳程疾速,一下子淹沒於人群中,我在後頭跟得十分吃力。最後,我們來到車水馬龍的敦化北路口,站在馬路中間。
祂,忽然停住不動了。
突然之間,我進入另一個世界,我站在一望無際的白色海灘上,海水輕輕拍打我的腳踝。
我想我一定是在做夢,但我知道我並不是在睡覺。望著絢爛的天空,留意到空氣,它不只是乾淨、新鮮、透明;我每吸一口氣,就感覺自己更年輕,心智更活耀,思想愈加敏銳、清晰。訝異的發現,視力出奇變好了,可以清楚眺見遠方的山嶺,它們至少離我一百公里遠,而不用高倍望遠鏡,竟然清晰可見。我愛山,也曾見過世上最雄偉的一些山,但這些山比我所見過得更美妙!它們好像巨大的堡壘城牆,展現力量與決心,卻又友善而吸引人。
訝異的發現這裡每一樣東西都是活的———不只是樹木和青草;稀奇的是,就連山嶺都像是活的,甚至雲彩都好像要說話。風兒也充滿生命活力,奔放喜樂的氣息。我更仔細觀察海水,它是完全清徹,帶著一絲絲藍色,與天空形成強烈的對比。令人驚奇的是海水竟也是活的!白色的沙灘,像極了童話故事裡的皚白雪景,踩在細軟的沙灘上,好像踩在QQ軟糖上,柔軟又甜蜜。這裡流動清新、可人的氧氣,連呼吸都感覺注入一股生命力,幸福無比!
遠遠地,我望見祂佇足海灘的另一邊。海風吹起,揚起祂白衣袍的衣角,在海風中飛舞飄動。
我快跑靠近祂,氣喘吁吁問道:「這裡是哪兒?」
祂,嘴角泛著平靜的笑容,遠眺湛藍色汪洋大海,沒有回應我的話。我倆默然肩並肩佇立,靜默未開口。
靜,靜極了!一種無與倫比的美!沉浸於了然於心的豁達,心境如水,不起波痕。周圍沒有人車鼎沸、市聲喧嘩,只有海水拍打岸邊的浪聲,與清晰空氣的微微呼吸聲。時光静靜流淌,彷彿喚醒沉睡中單純的小孩,恣意徜徉於一方心靈淨土。
久久…………久久…………無人刻意打破那美如詩畫的靜謐,時間彷彿瞬間停住了。
我,徒然驚覺。靜,如此之美。
生存於浮華喧鬧大城市裡,我們淹沒於人聲、車聲、電話聲、電腦聲、電視聲、吵雜聲…………五官被噪音折磨得失去感覺、麻木不仁。漸漸地,遺忘了「靜」的美,「靜」的好!
靜,微笑著。像極了含羞少女的體散清香,暈溢芬芳漫延心悸。
彷彿,悠悠過了半世紀之久。
祂,終於開口了。
凝視沉靜一片汪洋大海,祂緩緩道來:「沉靜是一種美!沉靜是一種力量!沉靜是一種智慧!對吧?」祂反問。
金黃色的陽光灑在海面上,點綴如金粉灑於藍色玻璃水中,美麗耀眼得令人心動!
我望得出神:「嗯!」
「可惜人類不知道沉靜的力量!不知道沉澱的可貴!」祂說。
我心有戚戚焉,附和說道:「現代人太汲汲營營於名利,處心積慮的到處攀權附貴,賺錢都來不及了,哪有時間去靜下心來呢?」
祂回應我的想法:「靜默———得以讓生命與自己對話!『自我對話』不夠深刻的人,生命又如何有深度呢?自我對話亦是一種生命的反思、生命的光照。生命之厚實度的展現,也在於生命樹之根紮得是否夠深夠厚的基礎。一棵高聳入雲的參天大樹,其看不見的根部必然深紮於地下的盤根錯節,才長成看得見的大樹。那是經年累月的沉澱與累積,而宇宙萬物凡所有看得見的東西,都是由看不見的能量所創造,也就是物質界的一切,均是由不能見的能量所變化而成。通曉此理,『安靜獨處』的能力是基本功夫,讓一顆心沉靜下來,不隨環境左右起伏;不被物慾所羈絆;不讓情執所愚擾。亦即心不隨境轉。心靜了,心靈自然澄清一片光明,透靜明亮,如一面光亮的鏡子,能照見一切的虛假,洞悉萬事萬物的因果關係,也才能展現無窮的創意,源源不絕的靈感能如泉源般湧流,從無變現萬有,萬事萬物,一切都是活活潑潑,自然變現。古來的大智者,都是善於與自己對話的人。」
我茅塞頓開:「哇!原來『靜心』有如此意想不到的優點!」
祂點頭:「可惜現代人能動不能靜,一顆心像隻蹦來跳去的小猴子,一刻不得閒!在紅塵俗世裡爭來爭去,以為自己手中奪到什麼,到頭來是一場空。所以,糊里糊塗地來到這世間,又糊里糊塗地回去了,白白來世上活一遭。豈不可惜?」
我俯首反思,輕嘆一口氣:「唉!說來人類有點兒悲哀……」
我搖搖頭,繼續說道:「二十一世紀的人類活得很盲然、盲目,科技的進步,究竟帶給人類幸福或是毀滅?答案沒人知曉!但是,可以確定的是人類的心靈愈來愈空虛,對物質的追求愈來愈貪婪,道德的標準愈來愈淪喪。整個世界正在急速向下沉淪…………地球這艘大船已經快要承載不下這麼多沉淪的男男女女…………」
祂,沉靜,默然不語。
逕一轉身,祂獨自悠然向前行。我尾隨祂的步履,亦步亦趨。我倆沿著海岸沙灘漫步,海風徐徐吹來,不知不覺走了好長一段路。回首一瞥,綿延數里的白色沙灘上,竟留下二排腳印,一大一小,鮮明烙印在沙灘上。
祂停下腳步,在一堆樹叢灌木旁,俯身蹲下來,伸出結實厚繭的雙掌,在沙堆底下,像似在挖掘什麼東西,不停地挖呀掘呀!挖呀掘呀!彷彿在探索摸尋新奇玩意兒!
過了片刻,祂如獲至寶從沙堆裡面,擢起一團髒泥土,緊握於掌中。一臉神秘笑問:「猜猜看!我掌心裡面握的是什麼東西?」
我愣頭愣腦的揣惻,好奇端詳著那一團髒兮兮的泥土,怎麼也猜不著:「真的………猜不出來……」
「妳猜猜看呀!」
「是一枚貝殼!」
「不對!」
「嗯………是千年恐龍化石蛋。」
「也不對!」
「是魔法紅寶石!」
「也不對!」祂詭譎的笑了。
我擠眉傻笑:「哎呀!我真的猜不到啦!」
祂像神奇魔術師一般,兩手輕揮三圈,慢慢把手掌心打開,印入眼簾的竟是——— 一顆閃閃發亮的珍珠。
「哇!多麼美麗耀眼的珍珠!」我驚呼。
它,真是一顆美麗、無瑕、閃耀動人的珍珠!尤其是當陽光照耀在珍珠的表面,折射出虹彩透明的光澤,散發無比的珠光,熠熠生輝。
祂的眼睛注視著那顆珍珠,帶著幾分欣賞,幾分惜愛的口吻:「它的確是一顆罕見的稀世珍寶!可惜被埋藏在沙堆底下,無人發現它的存在!」
望著那顆璀璨動人的珍珠,我也惋惜道:「這美麗的小東西!埋藏在沙土堆裡,怎會有人發現呢?」
祂瞄了我一眼,撥了撥掌上的泥巴問道:「妳知道珍珠是如何形成的嗎?」
我搖頭:「不知道!」
祂耐心娓娓道來:「一顆美麗的珍珠要經過漫長歲月的孕育。起初,由一粒微不足道的小砂粒,意外闖入海中的蚌殼裡,對於蚌來說…………是異物入侵,於是形成一種強烈刺激,使牠不斷分泌出汁液,來包裹這一顆沙粒,想盡辦法要把它排除出去,因為這顆沙粒磨牠磨得太艱辛、太痛苦。但日經月累下來,牠卻成了價值連城的蚌,這個在牠體內的小砂粒,已經不再是砂,而是一顆圓潤色澤優雅的珍珠。」
「哦?原來如此!」終於明白珍珠受造的過程,竟也經過如此艱辛萬苦與不凡的孕育。
祂說:「珍珠是長在蚌殼的傷口上,由此可見,一個人要透過內在的傷口找到自己。我們的傷口幫助我們打開自己,真實看見受傷的自我,如同蚌殼裡的珍珠。在這世界上,成為一個真正的人中間的藝術,就是能夠把傷口變成珍珠。」
我皺了一下眉頭:「這有一點兒高難度吧?」
祂笑了:「這就是───珍珠的力量,從苦難、傷害、逆境中喚醒生命的無價之寶,這肯定是個神聖的奇蹟。」
我點點頭同意。
祂欣賞玩弄手中的寶物:「最上等的珍珠───光澤是內蘊發射出來,閃耀、強烈、奪目的光芒,均勻鮮明璀璨………價值連城………」
「它美得令人屏息!讓人不得不多看它幾眼。」我流露出欣賞的眼光。
「是啊!不過,可惜呀……可惜!世人並沒有發現它的存在。」祂說。
我惋惜附和:「是啊!它被埋藏在淤泥土堆中,怎會有人發現呢?」
「喬昀!」祂輕聲呼喚我。
我,將目光從珍珠轉移到祂臉龐。祂的眼神充滿慈愛與溫柔。
祂肯定是恩慈的化身。
「珍珠―――代表著純潔無暇、真愛與和平。」祂的聲音威嚴中蘊含著力量。
「而妳───―就像是我手中的無價之寶───隱藏的珍珠。」祂的眼神閃耀著明亮的光芒。
「呃…………隱藏的珍珠?」我傻愣愣地佇立在海灘上,摸不透祂的意思。
午后的海風,輕輕吹拂,掠過我的臉龐與髮絲。任憑風兒恣意的撒野,跨越時空的限制………然而,思緒依舊打轉在方才的話題───―隱藏的珍寶。
恍惚之間的閃神,再次睜開雙眸,抬頭環顧四方,海邊四下已無人,鴉雀無聲,靜悄悄一片,獨留我一人佇足於沙灘上。
祂,如一縷風兒般,消失得無影無蹤。
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