WHY!? Why am I starting to become the person I have forever feared to be? When I walked by my mirror as I was getting ready for school, the reflection had taken parts of me and in place i saw fragments of you in my face. I've avoided this at all costs. It would be a relief if you would just explain it to me. In these moments of panic as I realize what I will forever be, I picked out all my mistakes. I made all the same choices as you. I took drugs in my free time even though I swore against them as a child. It should have been a one time thing. Maybe I am just like you. It happened again. Now I worry it might not stop. Mother i'd like to know if you ever feel regret? I'm sure you must have noticed the little girl on the verge of death. I don't think I deserved to slowly starve. I hadn't even turned one. I am 13 now. I would like to think that you see what you have done. I also know that you jump from one crime to another. They tried to keep it a secret but I know you killed a man. I do not want to ever hurt anyone. Now you are locked away in prison. I have no way of contacting you, so I guess that makes me glad. I continue to feel a burning rage every day. I hope I don't hurt someone like you decided to do. I see you in myself . Why.
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