小巴裡，回程路上。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V9fZasVQv
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabeca5KyAJ
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQBsF9Lxzl
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8WxZs7IkF
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv55uUTfI4
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pJMcYgns3
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9LdioiQvM
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrX52PpMam
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2pLalTo1U
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqY62GtSgY
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ffTRO1Zdd
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqer2ef67vh
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVo00LiPFP
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL2Pj7Vecn
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwgqx7USV1
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklNXNG8UWk
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbenT22pwW
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB18GFUfMg
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN6nfcvlmV
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkqAomZaU6
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYhdCedZQU
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2jopJqLAn
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu1e759C52
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5V0teN0W0
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeVYmQgCpR
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDEZHjcFGk
「係呀？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JQBXaZNKu
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qUsCZBNrm
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElRuM8kx4k
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDacSUCEao
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIMaqbE4Ci
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZciRejA06
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6vGNnTSWO
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcXbOgxZ9D
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHREH04ygZR
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOCOCSbaQ2
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHgeGcUKyF
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yHyuWhcaT
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibekai4YQ6
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDABcNMQ6Gk
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWXtF9rAUh
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HiqfoZb04
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1yiYNMbIc
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHdrS9dH8C
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh0hYltyDT
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtZhUdRaET
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hStP5KBm4
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70BkdoQdpK
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3UJMAdnM9
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVatGPKvzF
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwVtVj5vIA
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQoDwKfKkB
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI4uEMhuwz
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuawwLmGLW
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnS0XgsAaV
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeaMpoNVLl
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdVnZGqCWB
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMIsCLJs43
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz0oa0t3ll
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK2sIjwOrD
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQiu85WRRa
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoaXWV5GYb
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs2vWn0cws
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jhtpMCgs4
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpke7LPhYZ
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9B7CJblOS
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo1Un7DYI1
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIrsDiaN2J
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2seFxDCb7
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTRDCd89BA
「嗯！」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd6nO0UFlY
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74iLKA8PNj
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30ByW3JzKr
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iPZILWyrR
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyH97eDyTr
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4Ww2l8rjM
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkcgJEEqSj
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQxptOUqP0
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS0H30ELL5
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKn7uFLJwO
「嗯？」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp4tgAeftl
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI0jGm6Wzk
「我有脈搏架。」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK8ACcnWyl
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ7JfJKon7
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2gd7C7fAt
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIEEAwOOCB
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl804lu3nXP
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfsjO5g1VH
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OkDwq8mzf
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQrRDGULTL
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yx1RF8IhD
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ISVLveBq5
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EjLYLdo2D
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF47SXbBlaA
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfd6AZ8VRY
1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHom8pBJqg4
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1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5eUeclQRg
#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J1IpBQI3X
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