小巴裡，回程路上。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoqMOBqTc6
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahLhubY4T6
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJa4Gr4e77
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv6O9A0Gku
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjOcEsmJXX
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3mptxs33c
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcpiM7eKrp
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oSHuwVJ2C
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD1cMa0EmQ
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJlWBUIKiy
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH1C3FtBUr
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6HbN0pNkc
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxtfazWifZ
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QwwGggRWn
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGSem4ors1
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hKQW1Swx4
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDnI4IBVR6
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0htqxAiGYV
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTessNkeM5k
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbPu2vZDsM
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYuEYlIzpN
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1coZz5S3YC
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiJVxMM3PB
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wFQF3k9RY
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wcQ9hTXeN
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hZHbEuQaV
「係呀？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt5B6a7vn7
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wiPl5iWYp
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1oSpFDmKf
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5It8iZ3db1
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2yoJDKVBq
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcQsqzxQ9w
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxsPesIFAP
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOt6H9Ohdz
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTozMoS3X3
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr8hlOD0s5
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAb907Aj4L
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK8WUSqm63
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEtQQ4QjPO
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrGcJbfUCl
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSviQRfAxk
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBJX1QnUCQ
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zdRylWCbF
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuoYLFf7bz
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5xFxAOmes
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fzWwOZal4
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuLpVlDWy9
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwzdKiTApf
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NlCIjXN2L
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B8zZXFid0
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3laX1puQdP
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSVMFLg7DU
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPOcFeGbws
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqy2XUKPmQ
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAY75NR3Ni
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82MHOcJ2g5
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlowR73hjFs
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWZ6CQ4qXI
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl86rrzQiyQ
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o6XarosT3
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ToTDC1VO
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4GcBtx0CT
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK889RkGJU7
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4EogUgURq
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC5tORyO5m
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI4vCCXT6P
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qpwA9ydwh
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfZsVvFr1b
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2IiUnx7Cd
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmj6uO1esS
「嗯！」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe8unHvDd6
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZp8GSACf2
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK3gUmUxyJ
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsgl3idwbo
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWZfJXfsxj
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVxQWqCsBv
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ3QzrY3pE
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCmEvxXimq
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtlrEuFY9t
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hB7sEW3FW
「嗯？」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cGIdIoKB5
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy8LViP1t9
「我有脈搏架。」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRLArpo4Pz
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7XVGthuTI
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurNehRxUzh
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIsqdMctgm
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3GYuQTmf3
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Xs6H1NPF
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM638iK0sW
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyF1ZcXiEz
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnDmtJ7Pmt
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L54F6ZKJw
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxzGTac48D
1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13uk2mKR3o
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBYTKJDAPx
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#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1979Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKG1jpgQzv
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