小巴裡，回程路上。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SsASOustq
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaKFl6vzTx
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fuq9ATcFj
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGIyYv4B0t
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iRX6ZioaS
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNR6AgTWIJ
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaEiiM9yrG
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRX93nsPv1
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNXNPQuAfE
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcAvkbApMo
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuEnVKcOlO
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq1k9a1M3l
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTL3RT1Uq4
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlfWx3n0O1
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHv5vJSnwG
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXLqroKs9o
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQhoa40vPS
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9yJOsMwqC
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuY2JvN5ED
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfZh14ILuj
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9QkzxT5DE
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQptWlbThr
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJlbyJmkku
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaOtVfQMPH
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMlSl1HrT3
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqklcOg9kr
「係呀？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonpnVV9qCx
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN8KmiwU96
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeBOFTlB9L
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkskS5hyeA
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PpN80Lje8
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3owty25f8t
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLZ5ZynE90
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tojj06UDV
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBbg4R4Sjp
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKdk9uEvdt
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa6chhAM2A
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM211yFboq5
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8TMGdr7Y9
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC4yW9yZlS
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GRUFLcCp2
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7nX8ugzgF
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xv6XUpjW2
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl3Ik4Lg9v
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7U5lFunBi
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gri3Z342g
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujrPWiv6tZ
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqhRAsuaL7
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKmuIJc9ri
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50qHvPeviJ
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVxzclreBe
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeWusEUbRC
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLheCrKw1LX
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4WAcO8ECu
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jhktOmbBh
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVQcHvAK69
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5TibzSPqt
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDgEgpkywl
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MtPlEbXyO
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgT3UKxoGb
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsEiHxQmo0
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTKj20fYR5
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjPyuYRxuj
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrHblBh0ui
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI9cecA9HY
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtinAqN5QOs
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzBIaKrB3i
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYucR0R2FHY
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMXoDCwIKX
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTMmjSotpg
「嗯！」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfycB5DRnE
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtk3UcxWhW
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFczOHIDQ6j
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mWYHcWCTk
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOtauUZJ8N
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL4XwaC645
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeZ5Ee1D7i
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfJ1aZPCFV
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1el0q9jdw
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQs46FeREn
「嗯？」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMftEGGjDh
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE6CZfVl5a
「我有脈搏架。」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANjZJ4uhFT
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqIQeweTcM
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJElogAjrqL
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEwVx6gtLM
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV7yTNBcZT
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xGs5aTqkN
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0ef1gQMsj
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM88LEuxZBt
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qRWWKpXA7
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMTfQBgrq4
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsNEciI5WS
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJXMv45MsW
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFS87eqUKf
1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g5HBFuBJD
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1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf9CRPN1SS
#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXKznqVDTO
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