小巴裡，回程路上。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaeLFhflEy
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YOu4481P6
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5Lpitn3tt
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM4G12sFdB
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC65TNk0l8i
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgccoPs0Tol
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ2pR137UA
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu7zPAKJdV
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFctqGsiDj
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPDX2D0vOb
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQg1yl2Pst
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomokYwl20X
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxFhRxS2sL
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELuKJw0fIv
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxKBFgrwBT
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePwvQUo6Wo
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNfEsN43Zw
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5j6rZCdc7
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9m7ZF05mZ
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhbjfN5xjX
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbohcVJfPIx
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgIgXuavCb
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjC9yJJqtj
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPi41YUc0q
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqegNUsdGM
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhvdcLOFKz
「係呀？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2vy94BfVq
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF83cpBqZ5
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqJEkycoYv
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogSb6tlm4S
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCwSWgFde9
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiU2wrc1OX
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE8B7ohPJn
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQgl3aXc7M
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5LiH2SfYZ
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRyhPpLa49
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvNK8X4HL2
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQBFla8C2c
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR2Pcz9Ucb
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPTcBJfB9N
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VxuGHyYRv
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDGDcEfJ0Y
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpCj2P0n5D
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAi8c1xjIU
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJATfvqVfY
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml9AHkE4aj
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqjSQLibUF
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7BGjSDZ06
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfONXjhNCEM
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu9MpH942Z
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonumN6DBEY
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEpTv07x0L
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpIEJDCpuV
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXJ1azvIRH
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU6G9lDNKd
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZAOYsZ0Ph
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0J2lNdvMx
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfIAJGasqT
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHyu44284y
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAofYoi4Wys
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kS9Hcqt0a
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAmkS4DMLN
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0OPJ0DPlK
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlfK6bw6nE
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2knBEBtem
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbavBmHoFir
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TFvQ8bJi5
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rSOhYzTpR
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFYD8xXbkf
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfi6m0f8Vq
「嗯！」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0DdjQp4bx
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtJ74F1yOT
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRsTkHWG2h
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I93NU4DvV
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKls9lkyS8
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnnBvoNPBp
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIZ9Mq721g
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbbwcuTUpG
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa1DDhDlZW
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtTCdWw0Ly
「嗯？」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjtfKECo8M
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZg1EhMmFo
「我有脈搏架。」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ntfpEPS3f
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4uPVyYMfw
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVHQxr80HZ
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4StKSQBot
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT0WP9Ef3g
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumpxjNCaQ2
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutT30yXdkI
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs0OpZZRYN
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5jxBY9X3d
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpEEr2YcII
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2XM7xDTao
1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ6IpUx9j3
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeIsXwDhoN
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#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC44qdDvW4
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