
238Please respect copyright.PENANAxv7aeHseaC
238Please respect copyright.PENANARu8xuUB0E5
238Please respect copyright.PENANADVR7ImHZto
台灣是成員們熱愛的巡演地,原因各自不同。238Please respect copyright.PENANA1QqU1vQH7n
238Please respect copyright.PENANAlCuGe6Rmjg
有人掛念大杯珍奶半糖去冰珍珠多,有人對擅長推拉的台灣elf上癮,有人迷戀麻辣鍋不可自拔,有人忘不了咸豐年那封趕他回家的信。而金鐘雲最滿意的是飯店,座落在滿是咖啡店的時髦街區,隔音絕佳、遮光率100%,拉開窗簾就是蔥鬱的小公園,對夜夜失眠的他來說是綠洲般的存在。238Please respect copyright.PENANAhTn63ewjZf
238Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vl8j8ghFU
金鐘雲最近失眠的情形很嚴重,嚴重到不得不動用藥物。錄音、排練、巡演、團綜、真人秀、音樂劇,史上最忙碌的行程裡睡眠時間本已有限,又放棄不了完美主義,偏偏崔始源還要來擾亂他的心。238Please respect copyright.PENANAbjuBD7i96g
238Please respect copyright.PENANAP7avj6YiWr
金鐘雲知道這評價有失公允,崔始源必定是出自好意,否則他解釋不了那些強烈的示好。238Please respect copyright.PENANAv8rz2tX6Wg
238Please respect copyright.PENANATCILpjChzp
練習室裡一直黏糊糊的挨上來,一下子哥你髮尾翹了、一下子哥你鞋帶鬆了,回應再冷淡也嘻皮笑臉耍無賴;下班時應該坐著經紀人的駕駛座上只有馬社長興致高昂一臉歡快,今天說有朋友的朋友急著脫手房產離鼠兔很近鍾真已經在等我們了,下星期說遠房親戚往生留下一屋子桃心木家具跟那棟小樓很配不如現在去看看?238Please respect copyright.PENANAh5RyJHtFyI
238Please respect copyright.PENANAHy5tEMdg5H
金鐘雲不是沒有金錢觀念的人,惦惦價位、看看成色,很難相信裡面沒有崔始源的手腳。但是崔始源頭頂上一片清澄,睜著無辜的大眼睛說:「拜託啦,只有哥能幫忙~」238Please respect copyright.PENANA6XXLwCwMfP
238Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wh0J2y5eV
金鐘雲只能接受一切都是剛好、是崔氏一門家大業大人脈廣,同時不斷提醒自己:崔始源只是想幫哥哥分憂解勞的、不缺錢的好弟弟,百分之千沒有其他意思,萬萬不要多想。238Please respect copyright.PENANAPm2Bwy8BC0
238Please respect copyright.PENANAUsRzyOTh8k
然而粉紅色的大象不受控制,總在破曉時分鑽進他的殘夢,甩著尾巴掃過他的身體,逼他想起被崔始源摸著項頸哄睡的記憶、逼他想起趴在崔始源身上的觸感,直到夢境愈來愈十九禁,被生理反應驚醒。238Please respect copyright.PENANAsMaqowIZPk
238Please respect copyright.PENANAx4xKVZweZQ
沖了個澡,金鐘雲又吞了半顆Stilnox,重新在長沙發上安家,然而一閉上眼喚來的是更多妄想,只好打開手機刷飯拍。238Please respect copyright.PENANAYfzHJlvTLg
238Please respect copyright.PENANAW6P1QQ5Ck0
最熱門的果然是蒲公英開花的集錦,強忍著按下檢舉的衝動,他喃喃自語:elf是愛我的。這看起來很像diss、一點都不帥氣,但是elf花了這麼多時間剪輯,是愛我的、是愛我的。238Please respect copyright.PENANALPY4hMy8Ji
238Please respect copyright.PENANAMoNGaubFSC
第二名是sorrysorry的intro,高清多角度。這麼喜歡嗎?他笑著下載影片,決定以後多來點透視裝;第三名第四名都是清唱片段,原來台下很多elf小聲的在跟唱。喜歡嗎?我也喜歡呢~238Please respect copyright.PENANASJ9SWJU9W4
238Please respect copyright.PENANAc1VG77Afkl
滑動螢幕,接下來的熱門影片讓他的笑容逐漸凍結在臉上。238Please respect copyright.PENANA9MBlB27huH
238Please respect copyright.PENANAr37WG1zsiM
Yewon/Wonye的tag開始大量出現,謝幕時的攔腰一抱,ment中各種手來腳來,根本想不起來為什麼要交換的飛吻,當然還有他的表情跟自己的表情。238Please respect copyright.PENANAMhcLlIjuLL
238Please respect copyright.PENANAFuHUDTx5S0
粉紅色的大象塞滿闇黑的房間,不留一點空隙。238Please respect copyright.PENANAhpNx4FGotr
238Please respect copyright.PENANAfpY9DyqXGq
想到馬上要去杜拜,接下來就是南美巡,每天黏在一起不算還得繼續在舞台上營造馬雲CP,金鐘雲再也睡不著。238Please respect copyright.PENANASPpp8oTIrd
238Please respect copyright.PENANAGEgakzT9vP
238Please respect copyright.PENANAh26xGpOq37
238Please respect copyright.PENANAr4H06WnKpw
--238Please respect copyright.PENANAWOphupD9df
238Please respect copyright.PENANAuEzx3Ck8jR
世上當然沒那麼多巧合,崔始源只是動用了全部人脈,選擇直線前進。238Please respect copyright.PENANAWurjmRtbGz
238Please respect copyright.PENANAiOaWEeq66m
他也知道曹圭賢的法子更有效更簡單,卻不願加入manipulate的陣營;在攝影機前玩Tom&Jerry是一回事,私下對金鐘雲用心機是另一回事,崔始源不是不會,是不屑。238Please respect copyright.PENANA4vILATEVQQ
238Please respect copyright.PENANAV2xB5pGe0z
那日的聚餐終究變成了酒桌,曹圭賢喝醉了講話更加直率:「藝聲哥太要強又太敏感了,很多時候不是我想爭,是綜藝效果、是外界的評價、是白紙黑字的銷售成績,哥要通通往心裡去我能怎麼辦?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAk9DlR8obgi
238Please respect copyright.PENANAM2yixGZRMs
金厲旭還算清醒,遲疑了一下,默默點頭附和。238Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ8hmAnjEf
238Please respect copyright.PENANA0YlJwnIysV
「想辦法輸給他啊,這還不簡單?有沒有心而已。」崔始源也喝多了,話挑重的說。238Please respect copyright.PENANAPiVnUBlUkR
238Please respect copyright.PENANAWhMBFl4HeG
曹圭賢別有深意的看了看他:「好啊,我倒要看看始源哥你有沒有辦法輸到底!」238Please respect copyright.PENANANmKDk16FW2
238Please respect copyright.PENANAE8iuuEPlOD
崔始源飲盡殘酒,朝曹圭賢抖抖杯底,接下了這個挑釁。238Please respect copyright.PENANAW5buyYpPjU
238Please respect copyright.PENANAutEssbJggc
238Please respect copyright.PENANAYJdoOg7rrJ
崔始源想念金鐘雲,還不叫做藝聲的金鐘雲,強大、充滿自信,而且體貼,總是找藉口帶著神童跟赫宰,擔心他們自卑,率先接納後來才加入的芒內,害怕他們被排擠。238Please respect copyright.PENANATwAMCwuJay
238Please respect copyright.PENANASOEdvobifk
之前,崔始源以為金鐘雲的改變來自軍白期跟單飛失利,那日才從芒內的話語裡發現,SUJU的結構方程式早已改變,就在自己忙於拍戲的那些年。238Please respect copyright.PENANAeD9xjknJvc
238Please respect copyright.PENANAnyYZRJJDAc
金鐘雲不再是照顧者、不再是仰望的對象,就像空巢的母鳥,只能目送芒內們的背影,而應該站在旁邊支持他的力量或者離開、或者心有旁鶩,只剩下他一個人,愈來愈鑽牛角尖。238Please respect copyright.PENANAjcesYlXJKC
238Please respect copyright.PENANAX7MghRZxLT
所以崔始源在兩星期內解決了金鐘雲的後顧之憂,在舞台上接住金鐘雲的梗,配合他的臉色行事,努力證明自己已經不是縮在練習室一角、躲在哥哥背後的怯懦孩子。238Please respect copyright.PENANApXSRJ7whGl
如果你需要哭泣,我已經強大到足以依靠,如果你需要贏,我可以全部輸給你。238Please respect copyright.PENANARwAIPuCFex
238Please respect copyright.PENANAFU3TEgMk3k
238Please respect copyright.PENANA7wFns183tE
238Please respect copyright.PENANA7Tloi2creB
238Please respect copyright.PENANA6CCwHKzhoy
238Please respect copyright.PENANAC6tpf19t8S