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金鐘雲不是沒想像過另一種可能。97Please respect copyright.PENANAm7YpLRwjws
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畢竟他是一個對感情很直率的人,喜不喜歡都擺在抬面上,就算被拒絕也無所謂:我給過機會了,不樂意是你的損失。從來不搞躲在牆後暗戀那一套,更不曾未經嘗試就放棄:嗟、我天安狂犬欸!97Please respect copyright.PENANAS6uSC1DOKd
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想當年,他一發覺對追求自己多年的高中同學動了心,立刻上樓找利特攤牌,開口就是:我有喜歡的人了,是個男的。沒辦法放棄因為我特別挑剔,說不定這輩子再也喜歡不了別人,正洙哥你看該怎麼辦?能陪我去找秀滿老師嗎?97Please respect copyright.PENANAjGXpcv7Pn1
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嚇得正在吃消夜的利特一口年糕梗在喉嚨裡,差點沒嗆死。97Please respect copyright.PENANAWhfCesac0X
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所以,被一群談不上熟的人圍繞著躺在曠野中的此刻,強烈的空虛與孤寂隨著刺骨寒風襲來,他忍不住在心裡問自己為什麼不可以?難道就連將這份喜歡到眼眶發熱、想念到手足無措的心情告訴對方也不可以嗎?97Please respect copyright.PENANADWYCtyIGzT
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呀、我喜歡上你小子了。明知道不應該。97Please respect copyright.PENANAuruBkFEZqN
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然而,就像長夜裡看不見金星,從草地上爬起、恢復了理智的金鐘雲也找不到告白的理由。97Please respect copyright.PENANAfDeIwVgf8m
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從曼谷回來的飛機上,崔始源違背自己的生理時鐘,在鼾聲四起後來到金鐘雲的椅畔,只為了舞台上一個下意識的推拒,幾個不敢多看一眼的剎那;他敏感的察覺到金鐘雲對待自己的態度變了,雖然摸不著頭緒卻執拗地認定哥哥一定是在生他的氣。97Please respect copyright.PENANAWbzuwbMHez
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逼得金鐘雲不得不把過錯推給一直爆音的耳機跟過分活躍的Jerry,好說歹說、再三強調自己真的沒有生氣,這才勉強餬弄過去。97Please respect copyright.PENANABCCyMIzkG8
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他怎麼能把這麼大的困擾扔給剛走過低潮、屁大點事就胡思亂想的那小子,只為了減輕自己的負擔?只為了能被暴打一頓、痛快的放棄?97Please respect copyright.PENANAyE4fQap4zl
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退一萬步來說。不,退一百萬步來說好了。97Please respect copyright.PENANAAu3UZx1MWG
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就算他能接受、就算他也感覺到心動,就算。誰知道這感覺能持續多久?97Please respect copyright.PENANAbHJsFJ826f
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如果兩個人不適合,萬一沒幾個月就必須分手,他要如何面對同在一隊的前男友?還是,兩個人裡得有一個退隊?到那時,不論少了門面還是缺了主唱,SUJU還能是SUJU嗎?97Please respect copyright.PENANAkwZeV5sCmb
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如果摘下藝聲、放棄SUJU,我的人生還剩下什麼?97Please respect copyright.PENANAYmIcahpOBH
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用整理麥克風當藉口,金鐘雲獨自在帳外逗留,迎著過分涼爽、足以凍死人的寒風,驀然發現就連在跟自己爭辯時,他也說不出那個名字。97Please respect copyright.PENANAHQCVqgdSAF
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你成了我金鐘雲心裡的佛地魔啊。97Please respect copyright.PENANAATPfQym8by
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金鐘雲凍得僵白的臉上泛出比河裡的流冰更冷冽的苦笑。97Please respect copyright.PENANALT6xpUlzOQ
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結束了《給你宇宙》的拍攝,金鐘雲好不容易盼來久違的四天連假,首先無條件睡了一晝夜,醒來後在鼠兔跟家裡走了個來回,補貨清帳、準備祭祀行儀,然後闔家吃了一頓真正意義上的晚餐,aka有飯有菜還有肉。97Please respect copyright.PENANAtqqYmTAuql
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第三天先是到親戚家拜年餐敘,接著跟老劉等一干哥兒們開了個新年趴。酒足飯飽回到家已是深夜,這才終於有了完全屬於自己的時間。97Please respect copyright.PENANAutRe2XDNBP
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好好地泡了個澡後,金鐘雲躺在床上一邊看球賽一邊滑手機一邊培養睡意,剛剛才傳過賀年訊息的人卻又傳來一個Face time邀請,金鐘雲盯著螢幕不知不覺咬住下唇,to be or not to be,又是這個問題。97Please respect copyright.PENANAzh6Kn3OS4X
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