畢展的空間給人一種白淨的感覺,有人說這是一種留白、一種品味,但我想成本、時間的考量應該也是很重要的因素。218Please respect copyright.PENANALaXroEcJJj
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一進入展覽空間,就是一個高掛的落地白布,上面有好幾個比一般別針大上二、三、四、五十倍的別針,是電繡的大大小小方格,旁邊的地上也擺著簍空的立方體,黑的白地都有。白布上是參觀展覽的人落下的名款,大家的簽名都好有特色,圓弧的線旋繞構成、橫與豎之間區隔來的出力道......等等,以這種方式詮釋自己的姓名,我做不到,我不會。218Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8hKZvW7hk
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「嗨~哈囉~」一個輕鬆的聲音從我背後傳來,「要不要幫你介紹?」是一個很瘦小的女孩子,穿著黑色的寬版上衣加上合身的高彩度丹寧牛仔褲和一般的黑色凡布鞋,米色的貝雷帽下是亞麻短髮,「那立方體是我做的。」她笑著說。218Please respect copyright.PENANA15Yy6aehjb
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「呃......那個......我是來找人的。」218Please respect copyright.PENANA33Wp1pcRYp
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「喔!你要找誰?」那個女孩朝著我靠近了一步,我退後了一步。218Please respect copyright.PENANAlfCfXKG7aV
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「那個......梳舟......江梳舟......」218Please respect copyright.PENANAcp6swQkwRV
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「喔!是你喔!」她說,「那個會怕鏡頭的那個喔!」梳舟到底跟她說了我什麼?218Please respect copyright.PENANAR54FAGiX1N
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「呃......嗯......」218Please respect copyright.PENANAuAecl3MtWe
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「你簽名了嗎?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAolxTj60P4o
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「沒有。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAVNI8QHoLW8
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「簽一下啦!還是你要紅色的簽字筆?我自己有金色的,可以借你。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAIrXzjFay5b
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「呃,不用,我用這個就可以了。」我拿起旁邊綁在線上的黑色簽字筆隨意簽了自己的名字,希望簽完以後這個女生可以趕快走開,她熱情的讓人有點畏懼。218Please respect copyright.PENANA6hHO44a19y
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「你叫『俊榮』喔!」218Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7QFzMnswp
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「嗯對。」218Please respect copyright.PENANA5mePCKi7VJ
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「今天這個展場裡面還有一個也叫俊榮耶!你要不要去看他們的作品?我帶你去。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAPt61WaAV8G
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其實我只是想說看一下就要走了,對於畢展什麼的真的沒有太大的興趣,但是我不知道怎麼拒絕她,而且我百思不得其解,為什麼她不直接帶我去梳舟那裡就好。218Please respect copyright.PENANAysRhGjatg0
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那個俊榮的作品是在紙上燒出洞,紙上的洞構築出字或畫,一幅幅從天花板垂降到地上。那個俊榮在介紹他的作品概念時,大概說了「空洞的地方就是美的本身、自我的本身、完整的本身」之類的話,其他還說了些什麼、作品名稱是什麼......這些我全都忘了。218Please respect copyright.PENANABo6AhwTl46
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「欸?嗨!你來了?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAugw6bWgr6A
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那個俊榮解說到一半,突然有個人撲到我的背上。218Please respect copyright.PENANAs1MWav7Guu
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「你怎麼沒有先來找我?」218Please respect copyright.PENANA1RZUuMH8UV
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那個俊榮原來就是晚上要和家人吃飯的。218Please respect copyright.PENANApr9bgwQdmL
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「所以妳要趕著出國?」我問老大(那個很嬌小的女生)。218Please respect copyright.PENANAzfAcEspT6p
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「蛤?不是,我男朋友要來找我,要出國的是裡面那個。」老大指著一扇半關的門,位於正中間一個像是房間的地方,起初我以為它只是倉庫之類的,不過又覺得他的位置很奇怪,原來它也是其中一項展覽作品。218Please respect copyright.PENANA70VpCu8hjq
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「是『庭』要出國,那個是我跟他一起做的作品,來看?」梳舟說。218Please respect copyright.PENANAAI9Xjk7KNI
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「嗯。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAubutLoOwc6
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房間的門看的出來是用油漆塗成白色的,上面還有很常見的那種雕花,連門把也被漆成了白色。218Please respect copyright.PENANAVNmbMrFIVR
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「你來打開。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAKW18ioGhfh
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油漆的觸感很奇妙,指甲摳上去,有一種小時候用指甲刮黑板的感覺,不太舒服。218Please respect copyright.PENANASNXLQUca0g
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裡面是一個純白的六面體空間,一個綁著小馬尾留著有點捲曲的鬍子男蹲在角落,對著我微笑,然後回頭繼續弄固定角落的鏡頭。218Please respect copyright.PENANAoQQ2fcevxt
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「庭,現在可以用嗎?」梳舟問他。218Please respect copyright.PENANArSzZJFk80Y
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「等我把這個用好,上一個人不小心踢到……好了!」218Please respect copyright.PENANAsVcDP9evBe
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庭把一些黑色的線,還有牆與牆之間像是軌道的地方用白色的電火布貼好固定,然後站起來扶助腰伸展身體。218Please respect copyright.PENANAGtKlLOOAnu
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「我們的作品叫做『空間』,等一下你就站在正中間,房間只會有你一個人,」接著,庭指著上方其中一個牆角,「那個鏡頭是監視器,其他角落都是光源,所以你要小心不要被閃到,有點亮,然後鏡頭是為了讓我們在外面控制光源跟知道你在裡面發生什麼是,不過只有一個人會看到,你可以選我或是江梳舟,不過我猜你會選江梳舟。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAMMsvQaVhP7
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「欸你讓他自己選啦!搞不好人家想選你。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Y3HdBzVn
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庭莞爾一笑,才說:「你要選我也可以。」218Please respect copyright.PENANA8WUAM9Qxia
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「呃......還是他好了。」我指著梳舟。218Please respect copyright.PENANAy2404ozTSD
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「你是不是真的很怕鏡頭啊?還是怕人?」庭看著監視器說。218Please respect copyright.PENANA72gdzrIIOm
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「蛤?」我的聲音提高了八度,聽起來很蠢。218Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ7KZ5bCH2
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「說不定你選我會比較好,我不會像江梳舟一樣欺負你。」218Please respect copyright.PENANA1CKutzTX2V
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「欸!你什麼意思?我哪有欺負他!」梳舟反駁。218Please respect copyright.PENANATXMJCdWfo2
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庭冷笑了一聲,然後說:「等一下你自己在裡面可以亂動,不要管江梳舟,他如果之後用這件事來欺負你,你可以跟我說,我幫你修理他。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAvIU4IDrzE6
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所以這是什麼嚇人遊戲嗎?我問了這個作品到底是要做什麼的,梳舟只是笑得很頑皮然後說:「你等一下就知道了。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAkN75VOUudD
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我被單獨留在房間,帶上他們給我的墨鏡和耳罩式藍芽耳機。他們關上門後,房間的燈就暗了下來,雖然可以聽一點點外面的聲音,但卻又讓人感受到無比死寂與黑暗,那是一種被世界拋去卻仍人有身處於世界中的孤獨。接著,耳機傳來清澈的水滴聲,然後左側的牆面開始漸亮,同時,角落也轉出了一個只有立方體,光源角度隨水滴聲漸大也開始移動,我的影子也進入了畫面,然後,被關進了立方體裡。218Please respect copyright.PENANACrWycXwt9D
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立方體順著立體音效轉了出去,速度很快,我跟著立體音效和立方體的方向蹲下,我以為自己要被立方體的天花板壓到了,但是立方體的旋轉方向讓立方體瞬間變大,讓人有一種被往前吸的錯覺,我差點跌倒。218Please respect copyright.PENANA8vHXU6qVHY
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立方體從各個角落轉出把我關起來,一再地吞噬、吸引、墜落,速度越來越快,水滴聲的頻率也是越來越快,最後讓人有點頭暈,我好想直接坐在地上,把眼睛閉上、把耳機拔掉。218Please respect copyright.PENANAkVjEDswKnV
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最後水滴聲的頻率快讓人分辨不出間隔,變成平穩的高音蜂鳴,周圍所有光源都漸轉為強,我看到了自己的影子潮的四面八方放大、縮小、旋轉......亂七八糟的,然後驀地,一切都停止了,又是最開始的黑暗與無聲,似乎聽得見外面老大說話的聲音。218Please respect copyright.PENANADfZvzFLow6
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我把墨鏡摘下、耳機拿掉,沒有人過來把門打開,我自己走了出去。218Please respect copyright.PENANAYbzK2hlkgy
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「怎麼樣?」梳舟坐在房間門口的地上,腿上放著電腦,監視畫面沒有關閉,我看的到自己的背影。218Please respect copyright.PENANAmYWYW3zYP3
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「你們怎麼想到做這個的?」我問。218Please respect copyright.PENANAihBYUQ0siR
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「我們本來想用投影幕跟投影機,但是太貴了。」其實梳舟並沒有回答我的問題,不過我也沒回答他的問題就是了。218Please respect copyright.PENANAUnMtEEufpi
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庭拿著電風扇從遠方走過來。218Please respect copyright.PENANA3lrQRqzFbD
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「怎麼樣?」庭問。218Please respect copyright.PENANAoqtMwatTke
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「很厲害。」我其實不擅長說出自己的感想,但是庭不放過我。218Please respect copyright.PENANAKQR1Qoc6IA
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「你看到什麼?」庭問。218Please respect copyright.PENANAwjVpzHc5fg
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「很多立方體,然後我被關在裡面。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAcXkdZvQujn
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「你覺得立方體是什麼?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAWTqjREemFm
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「監獄?之類的......吧?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAVXfAeYJtDi
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「所以你被關在監獄裡面?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAM2AEoEbxor
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「感覺蠻像的......對。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAITfUl1YOkh
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庭聽完笑了一下,「監獄啊......蠻像的。」說完,把電風扇的插頭插進地上的插座,「有人進去就又通風一下,不然等一下進去的人會悶死,不是因為你臭。」他說完,我們都笑了。218Please respect copyright.PENANAz7r7mg4nLg
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庭說剩下的東西交給他,讓梳舟帶我去看其他展覽作品,不過其他人也差不多開始收拾了,所以我就留下來跟著幫忙。由於再兩個小時就要把場地還回去,所以大家手忙腳亂的,那個俊榮的家人們也在幫忙著拆除場佈。218Please respect copyright.PENANAe4k8yg8mCb
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「蛤?這個要丟掉?好可惜耶!不能拿回家喔?」說話的人應該是俊榮的媽媽。218Please respect copyright.PENANAEf9Yc3kb0U
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「拿回家也沒地方放啊!齁呦!丟掉啦!」那個俊榮回答。218Please respect copyright.PENANAinKZooebs5
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其實我也覺得他的作品拆掉好可惜。218Please respect copyright.PENANAXeTx96MDcP
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「這些不掛起來就沒有意義,拿回去也只是收在箱子裡,還不如直接丟掉,反正意思一樣。」那個俊榮說。218Please respect copyright.PENANAIvMiWQPwN8
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梳舟和庭的作品拆起來就沒什麼罪惡感,反正就是塗了油漆的木板,光源跟監視器本來就是庭的。218Please respect copyright.PENANAXWwuxEMM25
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「你出國是要去念書嗎?」我問庭。218Please respect copyright.PENANA1UtQQtmbmi
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「沒有,只是去看看。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAfWp1QWrg2w
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庭給人一種很「深刻」的感覺,並不是「令人印象深刻」這個意思,而是不論他做什麼事、面對什麼人,都深深烙在自己心上的感覺,被他問話的時候、被他看著的時候,我都有這種感覺。218Please respect copyright.PENANAsweD9jHgsi
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收完差不多八點了,梳舟問庭要不要一起吃飯,他說不要,收完東西他就離開了。218Please respect copyright.PENANApBX4EIhr7O
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其實我本來以為我們會去餐酒館之類地方,不過梳舟卻帶我到一間不起眼的小麵攤,老闆娘還坐在電視前面一邊看新聞一邊包水餃。我們各點了一碗大魯麵,還非常奢侈的加蛋和切了滷味。218Please respect copyright.PENANAWpE2AbkeSi
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「結果拖了好久,」梳舟說,現在已經快十點了。「感覺今天都沒跟你說到話。」218Please respect copyright.PENANArpRFmAlqkm
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「我們剛剛吃飯不是就在說話?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAMnWNCYSOF8
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我問梳舟怎麼回去,他看起來真的蠻累的,所以我問他要不要載他,他說他搭捷運就好。218Please respect copyright.PENANAGhyckuoD2N
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「你呢?回去要多久?」他問。218Please respect copyright.PENANAZcYgypAkoo
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「其實我就住附近,走回去就好。」218Please respect copyright.PENANAGjUq2xXWEX
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「嗯?那我要去你家?今天可以住你那裡嗎?」218Please respect copyright.PENANAEypZONq5dl
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