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自見到前男友跟來路不明的男人在他們共枕一年的床上妖精大戰,還玩無套中出的劈腿戲碼後,季慈就悄悄的趁機搬走了。他留了張字條給前男友,寫著:「分手,慢走不送,小心得病。」其實他更想破口大罵他王八,但前思後想不太會罵人的他只寫得出這幾段字。147Please respect copyright.PENANA4qEewZeSYZ
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理智上季慈可以果斷的分手,他搬光自己的用品,徹底從對方的生活消失,甚至冷靜的去做匿名篩檢,可是感情上季慈卻無法瀟灑過關。147Please respect copyright.PENANAwRMumPJwSs
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季慈雙手捧著酒杯陷在沙發裡,雙眼迷濛的對視吊燈,晶瑩剔透的水晶吊燈在閃爍。季慈瞇起眼,憤怒及憂鬱和著音樂傾瀉而出。周遭的男人們蠢蠢欲動,在季慈發出第無數個嘆息,難過的低頭輕按隱隱抽疼的額側時,終於有人端著酒上前搭訕。147Please respect copyright.PENANANCuXcZbrVT
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「心情很差?想聊聊嗎?」男人儒雅一笑,可注視季慈的目光充滿慾望。147Please respect copyright.PENANALY5FcW7juC
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季慈抬頭看他,皺起了眉。「不聊。你要喝酒嗎?」晃了晃剩下半杯的酒,做了邀酒的手勢。147Please respect copyright.PENANAoilIJby8b1
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「只純喝酒?喝完呢?」147Please respect copyright.PENANAt508IIBCUh
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男人呵呵笑,有恃無恐的洩漏出背後的慾望,季慈這才察覺不遠處在池子裡跟吧檯邊有不少人正關注這裡,視線調回男人身上,此時季慈腦子裡浮現一個瘋狂又危險的念頭:不如就被撿走好了?147Please respect copyright.PENANAq5FGsLbmgO
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衝動唆使季慈抬手招來在人群裡穿梭的服務生:「給我兩打啤酒。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAkvLJHgsGzi
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男人聞言咧嘴笑開,聽季慈一口氣點了兩打啤酒,吹了個響哨。酒一上桌,季慈率先打開瓶蓋,豪氣干雲地喝掉半瓶,他偏頭一笑,豁出去的神情跟推出去的酒瓶都帶著危險的放縱。147Please respect copyright.PENANAXWcqqBWYL7
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此時情感操縱季慈,他憤怒的想著難道這些人談戀愛就只剩下做愛,滿腦子對愛情不忠的念頭,只因勃起困難就要被這樣背叛,到底是為什麼。147Please respect copyright.PENANAiziRI31eQ1
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男人高呼一聲,他興致高昂跟著打開一瓶酒,不干示弱的乾掉了整瓶酒。147Please respect copyright.PENANA847e41se7u
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季慈登時讀懂了男人笑容之下的自信,瘋子般的拚酒大賽於焉展開。147Please respect copyright.PENANAY07lNidd62
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原先在遠處觀望的人此刻全聚集過來了,他們在一旁出言挑釁,或以輕挑散漫的姿態逗弄季慈,但季慈不為所動,一雙眼彷彿盯著與他拚酒的男人,思緒隨肚裡的黃湯增加而回憶滿溢。147Please respect copyright.PENANANPzOh4rg57
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季慈喜歡阿和身上那些他所沒有的特質,陽光、直接,對生活充滿熱情,只要有興趣,阿和總是動力十足的向前衝,這些季慈都沒有。147Please respect copyright.PENANAR2V6GUdNZn
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他是屬於相較溫和、內斂,鮮少有衝動,外貌看似親和卻意外堅強的人。他對事情容易過於謹慎,總是一件事來回琢磨個半天,衝動都沒了才放心去做,所以對前男友想做就做、敢說就說的個性感到羨慕。阿和曾經說希望藉由他慢動作的性子,影響改變他的衝動,於是季慈嘗試跨出第一步,放下過於謹慎與保護自己的防護接納阿和,互補的兩人就像磁石一樣受到彼此吸引,終於傾心交往。147Please respect copyright.PENANA6wdcO2eP4p
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這一年的時光,季慈多少被阿和影響,他對人的態度跟心境變得稍顯活躍也積極許多,反觀阿和倒是沒改變多少,主要是季慈第一次談戀愛,拿捏不準分際太過遷就阿和,阿和只消一通電話告訴他想帶他去看些什麼,季慈就會去找同事換班。147Please respect copyright.PENANAUVcdrSUj41
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濃情密意的發展總是不免俗發展情愛關係。他回想起第一次與阿和做愛的情況。147Please respect copyright.PENANAj8Cjujzsja
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季慈的勃起狀況並不理想,他的器具無法全硬,這完全超出了季慈的想像,阿和當下更是尷尬的愣住了。中間他們努力過非常多次,起初阿和還會安慰他,在兩人都是不分偏零的情況下,由阿和主動擔當一號的位置,只是時間久了季慈的狀況依然沒改善,做愛的次數逐次減少,更別說往後的日子了。147Please respect copyright.PENANAGT6cH4F6Ze
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季慈想的仔細,每一個癥結點都挖開來分析,如果說每件事都是材料,那擔當催化劑的就是季慈開始無法讓班表隨著阿和的隨意而改變。147Please respect copyright.PENANAWlaqxNSsok
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接連一個月無法調班後,阿和開始晚歸或不歸,任憑季慈連打了好幾通或好幾天的電話找人,才帶著疲憊或者滿身酒氣回來,那時候阿和幾乎不讓他碰了,他不滿就會生氣,悶氣、暴怒都有,喝醉了回家就講醉話,抱怨他的不配合,為什麼不跟以前一樣,為什麼不像個男人,諸如此類讓季慈傷心刺痛的話語。147Please respect copyright.PENANAqWLIYytjZN
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感情從來經不起這樣的消磨,最終不可逆轉。147Please respect copyright.PENANAhNR5LTdZvB
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他們之間的問題太多,讓這段感情過於不平衡,他過於寵溺、遷就阿和,造就了阿和越顯自我的性子,中間或許有機會可以改善,但不善於坐下好好溝通的兩人就只好任由機會一次次的消失。147Please respect copyright.PENANAj05OMVbj40
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要說他到最後是不是真的還愛阿和,他自己也不能堅定回答,所有的感覺太過複雜,此際遺憾與哀痛在格外明顯,徹底淹沒了其他。147Please respect copyright.PENANAk95Nz41DPo
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季慈乾掉瓶裡殘餘酒液,碰地一聲喀在桌面,震得一干在旁高呼喧嘩的男人們一秒寂靜,下一瞬,接力第三棒的男人反胃作嘔,拋下喝不完的第六瓶酒,摀嘴跑掉了。季慈這才發現第一個搭訕的男人早就蹲在一旁吐得一蹋糊塗。147Please respect copyright.PENANAqDdHI1CJTQ
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「換我。你醉了不會發酒瘋吧?」新的挑戰者是個蓄滿鬍子的粗壯男人。147Please respect copyright.PENANAJLuzKy9hqW
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季慈瞥了眼,口氣不是很好的說:「你可以試試看。」他半瞇起的眼帶著動人醺然,亮得讓人心旌動搖。147Please respect copyright.PENANAtdxxWkVmdZ
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鬍子男人連聲道好,頗有江湖氣勢,二話不說就開了酒來喝。147Please respect copyright.PENANAZ145uKON84
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程華受朋友召喚到現場時,池邊座位已倒躺了不少屍體。147Please respect copyright.PENANAqEv99jTu8O
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「變態華,看見中央那個變態沒?」朋友朝他招招手,比了比中間還在喝的人。「酒量超好,又是你的菜,上去拚一下?拚贏了是你的。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAMfuN4uB7BZ
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程華捕捉到重點,邊朝裡眺望,邊問:「喝多少了?」無奈人牆厚實,他只看見被包圍的人頭頂幾根毛。147Please respect copyright.PENANAWpGthv96DI
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「他自己喝掉快四打了。嘖嘖,面不改色的去了幾趟廁所,就是沒見他臉紅。所以找你這個變態跟變態會一會,我們可是賭你贏,別輸。」說著兩人移動到人牆邊,撥開人潮向內擠去。147Please respect copyright.PENANAnDpHNoXDzU
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「你們這賭法也太不公平了吧?他都喝多久了,找我跟他拚?」朋友們不公平的賭注讓程華皺了皺眉,忽然他看見朋友口中的變態,臉色倏然一變,幾不可聞的皺了皺眉,念頭閃得太快,程華沒來得及抓著,只有種說不出的不悅感。147Please respect copyright.PENANAerIYRismrE
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朋友見狀呵呵的奸笑幾聲,以肘頂他的腰。「就說是你的菜吧,還不快上。」不忘順手幫程華拉掉已經癱在桌上的鬍子男人。147Please respect copyright.PENANApIaqmngVVd
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程華上場的時候,明顯看見電梯先生動作一頓,這微小的動作有效的紓緩了心中的不悅,他痞痞的漾開笑,氣勢十足的坐下開瓶,動作行雲流水一氣呵成。「晚安,又見面了。」147Please respect copyright.PENANATvE6SmNgGJ
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「……晚安。」電梯先生先是一愣,才搬出職業標準笑容,雖然酒精讓他的笑容有點鬆懈。147Please respect copyright.PENANAbuHSiYpn9A
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先生有別以往的笑容讓程華的語氣帶著些許雀躍以及無來由的親暱,露著牙齒的爽朗笑意隔著桌子對著季慈大力放送。「感謝你的冰塊。電梯先生。」147Please respect copyright.PENANANmqXFzBUqa
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「不會,很高興能為您服務。」先生開了新瓶,「要喝嗎?」147Please respect copyright.PENANAM6le0WsrDO
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「喝,醉了跟我回家?」朋友透露的訊息看樣子不假,憑著他的酒力,電梯先生又喝了不少,肯定能從眾多狼口之下將先生帶回家。147Please respect copyright.PENANAGxDBPLbqp7
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「……好。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAP2pwrQ4I7b
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或許已經喝太多,更或許是其他原因,當程華喝到第七瓶,電梯先生的動作慢了下來。他斜眼觀察對方,一個外貌看似安安靜靜的人,喝酒的氣勢卻豪邁的不可思議,一瓶接著一瓶,像是這些帶著酒精的液體全是白水,咕嚕咕嚕的順過上下起伏的喉結嚥下了肚。程華臉一紅,先生再度乾掉一瓶酒,液體不小心溢出嘴角,他抬手抹去,對著那手背呆了一下,伸舌舔淨。147Please respect copyright.PENANAPyldaEy5Pi
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體內的酒精因電梯先生的舉動而熱得快要燒起來,程華一雙眼著火似的盯著先生嘴唇不放,多麼希望自己就是先生嘴裡的那口酒。147Please respect copyright.PENANAWL419uzl1i
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為掩飾自己的焦躁,程華又拚掉好幾瓶,不過酒精本來就不是能讓人冷卻的東西,只會越喝越上火。幸好季慈終於顯出疲態,喝乾手中的那瓶後,就呆坐在位置上不動了。147Please respect copyright.PENANABdnMXCOToy
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看戲的人們發現電梯先生終於敗下陣,又七嘴八舌地說起話來。147Please respect copyright.PENANATNKw2xTfFs
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「大哥,你還真幸運。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAsVkT7UVFPg
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「就是,前面人拚那麼久,讓你撿到。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAWL0gzRDOdW
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「嗝,老、老子不甘心……」倒在地上的醉漢突然坐起一個,喊完又倒回去蒙頭大睡。147Please respect copyright.PENANAE4JV2zICUZ
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「……」147Please respect copyright.PENANAGnocgHlzDa
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「快帶回家啊!」147Please respect copyright.PENANAVkXrvLtkDv
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「春宵一刻值千金,不要浪費!」147Please respect copyright.PENANA4T96Qmca6W
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「不要的話給我吧,先生。」有個男人不要臉的提出要求。147Please respect copyright.PENANAaCIkbeNi7k
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一旁的人們鼓譟起來,程華沒有理會,此刻他滿心滿眼都只有電梯先生,對方垂著腦袋看不清表情:「要跟我回家嗎?」147Please respect copyright.PENANA9xy4ZUHz6z
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先生抬起眼,醺然醉意在眼底流轉,他緩緩綻開一抹笑容:「好啊。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAGR2pWOpH31
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程華霎時覺得自己要噴鼻血了,被這笑容擊的陶陶然,彷彿也與電梯先生一同醉了。他走到他身邊,紳士地彎腰詢問:「能自己走嗎?」147Please respect copyright.PENANAa9uhcMT4aR
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電梯先生雙手撐桌站起來的瞬間,左右搖擺了下。「不能。不能自己走,會跌倒。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAwpI7IWwMX3
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他伸手攬過電梯先生的腰,並讓先生一臂搭著自己的肩,表現得猶如優雅的孔雀紳士,在眾人的哨聲中離開了酒吧。147Please respect copyright.PENANAh4W7TinLv5
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朋友替他招了車,程華在一旁協助電梯先生爬上後座,在車門關上前,朋友笑得一臉猥瑣:「好好填飽你肚子吧,餓到看見人就頂個帳篷真沒出息。」147Please respect copyright.PENANA8kyjKIA28k
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程華差點拿車門夾他,一腳踹開人碰地關上,轉頭吩咐司機目的,揚長而去。147Please respect copyright.PENANAyOriD1i6jB
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隱約地,程華還能聽見他那朋友在後頭追著車喊:「幹,你個見色忘友的王~八~蛋!」147Please respect copyright.PENANA5VR9lMCT1J
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