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寫文之前,我有參考了這兩兄弟的生平記載,不過畢竟是以美男吸血鬼作為同人文的出發點,文章內容和史實可能多少還是有點出入😆135Please respect copyright.PENANAEn8XRDu33c
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所以我儘量努力在兩者之間取得平衡,請各位太太們在賞文之餘不要太鞭(抹汗)135Please respect copyright.PENANAmFHbQEKtGA
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以下,故事開始135Please respect copyright.PENANAKaJFLgph5p
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大浴池裡蒸氣氤氳,水氣迷離,濃厚詭譎的尷尬曖昧在彼此視線之間流轉,西奧一臉羞窘、眼神飄移,而文森依舊表情淡定,無法捕捉任何情緒。135Please respect copyright.PENANArMzh809iOo
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兩兄弟就這樣沉默駐足、對視。135Please respect copyright.PENANAPcnB33sCw4
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最後,在這場充滿無形壓迫感的對峙中退怯敗陣的,是西奧。135Please respect copyright.PENANAUpE4E6Wunf
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已經無法再多承受任何一點來自文森的目光,西奧撇頭、越過文森,沉默無語的隨意將大浴巾胡亂纏上腰間,一把抓起衣物,低頭快步離開大浴池。135Please respect copyright.PENANAg7eCnp47b7
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門扉方向傳來低沉喀噠聲響後,徒留一室靜謐。135Please respect copyright.PENANAJEiHR3QjFg
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文森喉結滾動,明明該說點什麼,腦子裡的一片混亂讓他什麼都沒能說出口。135Please respect copyright.PENANAFqFS61UX4I
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過去的回憶喧囂翻湧,喜怒哀樂,一幕幕、一篇篇,都有西奧的身影。135Please respect copyright.PENANA4zEqOD1LvR
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童稚時期,村裡的孩子們欺負自己,勃然大怒的西奧不管不顧,衝上前去就是一頓痛揍,絲毫不在意當時個頭和年紀都小對方許多。135Please respect copyright.PENANA47uUOETEDu
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流血的嘴角、擦傷的膝蓋和破皮的手肘,都無法瞞過媽媽,兩人一起被罰站時,西奧紅著眼、噙著淚,勇敢的說不疼,要一輩子保護哥哥。135Please respect copyright.PENANAqBvmVmd99n
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年輕氣盛的青春時期,因為自己的固執、兩人大吵一架,最後是西奧拉下臉,選擇跟自己和好。135Please respect copyright.PENANAOHcmbNGiyE
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一直以來,他的人生歷程並不順遂,傾盡全力支持自己繪畫創作的,也是西奧。135Please respect copyright.PENANA7tjhlmfyW1
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愛在許多日常生活的細枝末節層層疊疊、醞釀發酵,不經意時,已然悄悄漫延。文森驚覺到自己對西奧抱持的感情已經傾覆歪斜時,已經太遲。135Please respect copyright.PENANA2adZX4ShZw
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西奧看向自己的灼灼目光那麼熱烈,揉滿崇拜與愛慕,像是一心一意、渴望陽光眷顧的向日葵,滿滿青春洋溢的年少情懷和燦爛笑顏,本該恣意奔放追尋生命真諦才是,西奧卻自始至終只選擇望向自己、一意孤行。135Please respect copyright.PENANAFJx3HwjLwB
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西奧太過耀眼,天生擁有的領導才能,氣宇軒昂、自信而霸氣,他才是太陽、光、和熱。135Please respect copyright.PENANAk3MWhYJdCA
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文森只能選擇離開。135Please respect copyright.PENANA36ghkZEGJx
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跟高更同居,部分原因是景仰高更的繪畫能力,主要卻是想藉由高更來忘掉西奧,也好讓西奧對自己死心。135Please respect copyright.PENANAeZnrU0sSwD
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但文森無法容忍高更的自大與狂妄,高更自始至終也並沒有以平等的態度對待他。135Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3kaZZL0pl
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與高更之間爭執不斷,文森不時想起西奧,那個義無反顧、一廂情願、自始至終呵護著自己的弟弟。135Please respect copyright.PENANANCMvohWmZu
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明明是自己擺出毫無所謂的模樣推開西奧,卻又下意識貪戀攫取西奧的一切、無法割捨,文森覺得,這樣的自己跟本是個卑鄙小人。135Please respect copyright.PENANAkPysD4oZf8
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自己何德何能去接受西奧純粹又美好的愛?135Please respect copyright.PENANA7h2sYNzIrz
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後來,文森瘋了。135Please respect copyright.PENANAWwfch0ReTM
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他瘋狂的做畫,油畫顏料在畫布上堆疊,一層又一層,鮮豔、繽紛,每一朵向日葵都是他對西奧沉默的愛,星空裡靛藍漩渦讓他想起西奧的眼眸,所有作品裡,都埋葬著自己內心最真實、卻無法說出口的感情。135Please respect copyright.PENANA3CmSaJq5oN
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他愛西奧。135Please respect copyright.PENANAEsD3UvPw6Y
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愛的癲狂、愛的癡迷。135Please respect copyright.PENANAWjwbPBb4jY
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愛的萬劫不復。135Please respect copyright.PENANAp3OTxn9N3b
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復甦之後,文森很快得知,在自己死後不久,西奧也相繼離世,那讓他痛徹心扉。135Please respect copyright.PENANAnCJeYYEpTN
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所以在西奧獲得重生的那一刻起,文森便下定決心成為一個好哥哥,為了彌補前一世的虧欠,他願意傾盡全力,用偽裝來守護西奧對自己的那份真情。135Please respect copyright.PENANAcGlGL7YPtk
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他必須成功演繹一個溫和善良的哥哥角色,瞞過所有人,包括自己的弟弟。135Please respect copyright.PENANAGeASoUvb2V
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所有負面情緒統統被消失。135Please respect copyright.PENANAqsmNsptCZy
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輕聲細語、溫柔微笑,不動怒、體貼、善解人意。135Please respect copyright.PENANACbNcJMxslf
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呵護、寵溺、縱容,關於西奧的一切。135Please respect copyright.PENANAgEmP4l7Oci
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只有文森知道,理由再怎麼充分,自己徹頭徹尾仍然是個騙子。135Please respect copyright.PENANAOMp9w2crbC
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純潔?天使?都是假象。135Please respect copyright.PENANAdghd7h4LFQ
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那個被自己稱為弟弟的男人,在他體內流淌的,是跟自己完全相同、承傳自父母、至親的血脈,自己卻忝不知恥,妄想佔有他、褻瀆他、吞噬他。135Please respect copyright.PENANApjgVGXg8LE
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多少夜裡,他在腦海裡恣意親吻西奧每一寸肌膚,舌尖朝聖般的虔誠滑過西奧身體上每一個細微隱晦的角落,他想讓西奧因為他的吻而呻吟喘息,想在探索彼此身體最深處時凝視他的雙眼,告訴這個被他稱為弟弟的男人,自己有多愛他。135Please respect copyright.PENANAMZZJIP8YqV
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文森不知道相當於永恆的生命究竟會有多長,畢竟他的人生在三十七歲那一年曾經畫下休止符。但是文森知道,永恆即是詛咒,而他也已經做好背負這個祕密直到永遠的覺悟。135Please respect copyright.PENANAxJlBdTlZDL
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直到方才,在大浴池裡撞見了藏在西奧心底的秘密。135Please respect copyright.PENANA6PRVjdhTDc
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昏亂的呢喃、激情的喘息,以及壓抑的啜泣。135Please respect copyright.PENANAelHUNmFIB8
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還有那一句話,彷彿高速擊入心湖的石子,盪起一圈又一圈漣漪。135Please respect copyright.PENANA4YJvm4JvAP
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…對不起…哥哥…135Please respect copyright.PENANAWdqTdt8g2U
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…對不起…可是…我真的…好愛你…135Please respect copyright.PENANAmxXExUqfYp
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一切,都明白了。135Please respect copyright.PENANAhY4THowPWC
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文森釋然,笑了。135Please respect copyright.PENANAJzGoDnAcjy
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起初只是嘴角淡淡笑意,隨著憶起過去兩人相處的種種、逐漸在腦子裡串聯起來,嘴角上揚的弧度也愈發明顯。135Please respect copyright.PENANA5GtTmyZQcV
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佔滿過去人生的晦澀幽暗與心中的傷痛,此時此刻正逐漸淡去,僅僅剩下對彼此最純粹誠摯的情感。135Please respect copyright.PENANAlGClJswyV0
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愛的初衷經過前一世的輾轉磨難,最終淬鍊成繽紛鮮豔的顏料,在復甦後的重生畫布上,構築出一幅色彩鮮明、愛戀繾綣的動人畫作。135Please respect copyright.PENANAEmpYszUb1c
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兜兜轉轉了一世,最後總算回到彼此身邊。135Please respect copyright.PENANADdqPwnpZHW
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文森再也無法壓抑,輕笑出聲,眼角卻噙不住淚水,熱辣辣的恣意流淌,濕了臉頰。135Please respect copyright.PENANATgg4sBYlVa
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家人、愛人,稱謂、定義。135Please respect copyright.PENANAUneYIqbBYc
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如何界定彼此,已經不再重要。135Please respect copyright.PENANAv52G6X4cPS
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時空洪流裡。135Please respect copyright.PENANASRqPO9Dl1f
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若僅能一人與我並肩同行,我只願那個人是你。135Please respect copyright.PENANASPDg5ujR3B
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