It was already a year ago. And frankly, a lot has changed, but I don't know if it's enough. But I am glad that something has changed. Like my father who now has a girlfriend and acts much nicer. And his girlfriend is also very nice... I also learned that boy's name, who saved me? Or the one who saw me... His name is Luc, and since then we're very good friends. And the school has become more fun, I even joined a group of friends... Yes, I got into a group of friends, who would have thought it... At least not me. I don't know how but my life is better. "Chris!!! Do you hear me? Are you staring at nothing again?" says Yuri, he is the dramatic Yuri by the way. "Oh, sorry... What were you talking about...", "Seriously Chris I've been sitting here for so long explaining my idea for our school project and you don't listen..." Says Yuri in an irritated voice. "It's not Chris' fault your idea is just bad." Oh, that's Tess by the way, she recently came out as bi and is also in our gay group. Well, there are only two people who aren't gay and there are four people in our group of friends... So- Never mind it's fine. "My project idea is not bad at all! He's fantastic, and besides, you didn't even come up with a project idea yourself!" He says in an angry tone. "Some people want to eat too, you know what that is? E...A...T-" There was a sudden loud sound where everyone already knew that the break was over and everyone got up to go to their class. "And you see our B...R...E...A...K is ahead where you could E...A...T, thanks, Yuri!"
Once we arrive at our classroom I already walk to my table where I already see Luc sitting there looking at me very happily. And I look at him very happy. "Hi," I said... Yes Hi is the strangest thing you can say to greet someone... "Hi, how are you?", "Fine, you?", "Also" I find it very awkward. Meanwhile, in class, I kind of looked at him and I don't even know why... Did he see me? He turned his head towards me and we were looking at each other now, wow... He has really beautiful eyes... "Chris, are you staring at nothing again?" Oh. "Oh uh what, yeah...", "Chris Chris... Pay attention in class haha," he whispered. "Sorry."
In the middle of a lesson, I suddenly felt bad and everything started to spin, I immediately put my hand up and asked if I could go to the toilet. I walked out of the classroom and went to my best-known spot, the toilet. I opened the door. I went to the sink and collapsed. I quickly took some tablets from my trouser pocket and swallowed them.
There I was, sitting in the toilet on the dirty floor. After a few minutes, I felt better and got up. I looked at the mirror "It's okay." I said to myself. I walked back to the classroom and saw everyone leaving. God dammit. I waited for everyone to leave and walked to my table... "Hey, are you okay?" Huh, why is Luc still here... "Yeah, right? Why are you still here, everyone's gone." Now that I've said it, it sounds pretty arrogant... "Because I was worried, but you're back already. Shall we take a break together? I know a nice place!" I couldn't say no to his eyes and everything sucked me in.
We walked out of the classroom together after I got a lecture from our teacher for abusing the toilet, sorry. We kept walking until we came to a room filled with paintings and boxes. "Are we allowed to be here..." It was outside of my things of what I normally do... This felt bad to do. "Of course! This is the old storage room and isn't used anymore, so why not?" What the... "Uh yeah." "Don't you like the place..." I was being suckered in again, but this time by his puppy dog eyes... I'm just being mentally abused by him. "No no this is really a beautiful place." Now that I look at it, it's actually a really nice place, it's quiet and the paintings make it cozy. "Haha. Let's eat quickly."
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