No Plagiarism!x55I1l8afyO7h6PfcdNSposted on PENANA 有天,林奇峰再與盧冰在茶水間遇見。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbX1i2btg5h 維尼
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「冰姐,你係咪呢個?」他拿起電話,在她面前展示。8964 copyright protection103PENANAT6jDOWHJHZ 維尼
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「喂——」她難得緊張起來,似想將他的電話搶奪。8964 copyright protection103PENANAk7kdRAWl4s 維尼
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說來老套。林奇峰看過盧冰十八歲出版的微小說集,當時那書是指定閱讀圖書之一,他看過,當中有愛情、家庭、友情、社會、科幻、恐怖故事,不能確實分類,因此他選了來做讀書報告,書本勝在題材廣泛,完成功課寫出道理來,也更加容易。8964 copyright protection103PENANAG8zsp1GVnw 維尼
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作者名叫盧冰,還有她的側面照,雪白的天鵝頸項向上歌詠。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMRbwM1gRgl 維尼
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他後來追蹤了她的公開社交帳戶,偶然,她會發佈隨筆,只是很久不再更新了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMCx3V9SDcu 維尼
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「痴線,你點搵到!」8964 copyright protection103PENANA8NSYSnHJQX 維尼
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自從盧冰安安分分做一個學生、記者,便沒有再回去那條路,一隻字也不必然能兌換一角,長此下去,互相消耗。她自覺不夠耐性和靈性,因此放棄是她衝量過後的選擇。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXVev5krhXO 維尼
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她本人也很難面對十年前的自己。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7VIjDwzhlI 維尼
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「以前老師成日話有個作者都係大我哋幾年,叫我哋睇本書,之後再感受吓作者想表達啲咩。」林奇峰說。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMv6ptXTju6 維尼
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「都好多年前。」8964 copyright protection103PENANARfW9InFIeY 維尼
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其實她有點窘困,不過是幾百頁的一本書,有什麼特別呢?出版時,確實是快樂、開心,但後來回望,發現那時已是她最高興的時候,之後了無成就,總是失落了很多,再盡力寫,好像已不能回到那時,無疑失望。如果她未曾書寫,這種落差不會那麼大。8964 copyright protection103PENANA6A9cTDXxye 維尼
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「我睇嗰陣係高中,其實唔係好多年前,冇差咁遠。」言談之間,他想把二人的差距縮短。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4soKHZammv 維尼
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盧冰無言以對,封塵的盒子忽然被拿出,打開時也格外沉重,塵土早有重量。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuf2Xnnyfwr 維尼
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「點解後來冇寫?」林奇峰又問。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZ4Ee9vftjH 維尼
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「冇呀,冇嘢寫咪唔寫,諗唔到啦。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAYAZrZKurDp 維尼
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「世界好細,有啲老土,不過想講後尾我買咗你本書,而家喺房擺緊。」他向來喜歡收藏書本,房間夠大,屋內又有書房,於是越儲越多。他說:「遲啲可唔可以畀個簽名我?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAd1RDO0i4p3 維尼
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他是驚喜的,而她則是緊張、尷尬,但也有點高興。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgnfLneUXaV 維尼
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「當然。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAVVc3bR3Oqj 維尼
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二人在這裡正式開始熟稔。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXdZDVDZvGU 維尼
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之後的聊天,變成更多發掘對方的過去。盧冰甚少在現在的時空提及以前的自己,因為都過去,何況和陳之漢也很難言說。她只穩穩定定、安分守己地做好現在。她看著林奇峰,竟然覺得親切,想起十年前同樣年輕的自己,而他甚至與那個她有迂迴的關連。她開始說起為什麼寫作、為什麼不寫。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVz5qLuIHm2 維尼
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林奇峰說:「好可惜啊,啲嘢你原本做到㗎嘛,竟然冇繼續。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAdjippnIVU4 維尼
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「冇話可唔可惜嘅,嗰個階段發夢仲可以,始終仲讀緊書,唔使諗多嘢吖嘛。人類有更重要嘅任務——返工!準時返工!」盧冰說。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7a2OWoye6c 維尼
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「係嘅黎小姐,希望你可以賺多啲錢,唔使逼地鐵。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAHDWi7p8Gz8 維尼
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「妖。」她聽出他的玩笑揶揄,但心裡沒有一點難受感覺。8964 copyright protection103PENANAR5Y1KVp3ca 維尼
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為什麼與陳之漢不能這樣輕鬆呢,她覺得可惜。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8q90oMV7gM 維尼
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資源錯配、資源錯配,她喃喃。8964 copyright protection103PENANATfakds2fKK 維尼
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見盧冰分享了,林奇峰自覺也要說些什麼,他想讓她了解一下。於是,便講起起已很久沒有歸家,他覺得自己實在無處可去。8964 copyright protection103PENANARdIc72lRcd 維尼
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心裡一直惆悵,時日過得快,只消一時半回沒有與大眾接觸,便不知道社會運轉如何。一年前,他還在與補習老師戀愛,只是對方說二人不如互相放過,無謂讓社會成為二人的枷鎖,看見他,就像一直記住不快日子——與他戀愛,就像沒有將來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnpk8iOwv6F 維尼
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關於未來,他也不知點算好。8964 copyright protection103PENANAeswPxLFfDt 維尼
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他不敢回家,應該是說,家把他趕了出來,沒有辦法再說更多。8964 copyright protection103PENANAADOyLqXCSh 維尼
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見到盧冰,像命中注定地感到安心,她一副教人將所有說話都向她說的樣子。他喜歡她,他一直都喜歡比較大的女生,因為她們相比起同齡人,更能「盛載」他的所有,例如小脾氣、大思考。但怕嚇怕她——畢竟二人並不是認識很久,所以沒有說。8964 copyright protection103PENANA44dnyVOqe3 維尼
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「聽講學生而家住宿舍,要申請特別宿位㗎喎。」盧冰問過他。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZ6wAAsRCAN 維尼
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「係,仲一個人住添,好爽。」他答。8964 copyright protection103PENANAimEHUqv7Fd 維尼
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「你Year4啦喎,未畢業咩?」8964 copyright protection103PENANACBDNPs8A09 維尼
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「我要defer一個sem,所以讀到下年先畢業呀。」所以,他才讀暑假的學期。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZzk0ETueOY 維尼
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「做咩defer?好貴喎。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAgvGitjyftJ 維尼
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「冇啊,之前唔太返到學,所以都冇計,咪而家讀囉。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAjMKsEiAu20 維尼
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盧冰本想問更多,又怕他有太私人原因才會延遲畢業,似乎,不是很合適由她談論。說到底,二人不過見了幾次,連聯絡方式都沒有,聯絡全靠樓上樓下偶遇的緣分。8964 copyright protection103PENANAznIYdiXtSY 維尼
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林奇峰見她不搭話,說:「做咩唔問我點解返唔到學?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAYy6TMr2oZv 維尼
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「點解返唔到學?」她順下去問。8964 copyright protection103PENANAq1Hko4Qpcc 維尼
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「求我,我先答你。」8964 copyright protection103PENANABE5cIGhCYx 維尼
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她也想過和他撒嬌,但又好像不太適合,只得非常溫婉地微笑,靜靜地與他對視,眨眼的力度也很輕,身體靜止。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmuKjBqwmbI 維尼
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他和盤托出:「之前坐咗半年幾監,哈哈,小事。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAduEEE1Up2y 維尼
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林奇峰年前被捕,判刑四個月,他與家人的關係降至冰點,父母都不希望兒子是「罪犯」,而且還是「監躉」;及後,他便一直住在宿舍,靠兼職付起住宿費。8964 copyright protection103PENANA62vQbhQzUY 維尼
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「因為咩?」她搖搖頭,否定他對事情嚴重性的判斷。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnPq4Q52xHu 維尼
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「非法集結同塗鴉。」他說得輕巧,這畢竟不是大眾時常關注的罪名。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1z7qmtR9jY 維尼
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她閱過很多關於判刑的報導,關注著動輒幾年刑期的人,所識受刑者亦多是大眾叫得出名字來的人,慢慢,她雖非刻意,卻也真的遺忘了某一些人,或者不至於遺忘,只是不再覺得驚訝,仿佛理所當然。她的記憶從不可靠。她聽見他這樣說,心停了一下。她慚愧,於她,他只是一個弟弟,卻承受比她更加窘困的事。8964 copyright protection103PENANAhglp6jKuG0 維尼
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「嗯。」她又點點頭,憂傷地看著他。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJOJpfqYZVg 維尼
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他很喜歡她,難以否認。雖然見不得幾次,但語氣淡淡,神色疏離,很吸引他去了解,很希望能逗樂她。她是一個有情緒的人,雖然不張揚,但還是會哭、笑,光憑一雙眼睛就能說話。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjgbZEehso5 維尼
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向來,他都喜歡成熟一些的女生,以前初中時,已敢追求大他幾年的學生會副會長,只是人家嫌棄他乳臭未乾。後來,又與比他長六歲的私補老師一起。年紀的疏遠,令他覺得意韻無窮——好似,生長的時空不是同一個,見到的、說的,都會不一樣,他更有安全感。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjTRelTHYjQ 維尼
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「唔使唔開心噃,出返嚟咪一條好漢。」他竟反過來安慰她。8964 copyright protection103PENANAP1Le0zEphw 維尼
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「出唔出返嚟都係好漢。」她盯著他。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjTYePtjWHt 維尼
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他沒有懷疑過她是否不問世事的大人,對她,有種天然的信任。何況,其實大幾年,也很年輕,他一直覺得生命無窮,不需為幾個年頭疏遠。他一直都這樣想。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqAUAP5UafF 維尼
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「終於同你講咗。」他說。8964 copyright protection103PENANApF6OywCVk1 維尼
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「做咩啊,你覺得呢啲係識人前一定要同人講嘅嘢?」她問。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8Ga7kkO4Vs 維尼
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「睇係識邊個啦。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAzN2T6v9JcB 維尼
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林奇峰開始講起家庭,他只是想讓盧冰更了解他一些,在外流浪的時候,想將自己的碎想寄托到其他人身上。父母都是商人,本來希望他也選商科,但是因為他堅快地表明志向,於是便贊同他中學、大學都選文科;雖然他們有確實期望,卻沒有強行將自己的期望加諸他,都算放手讓他自行發展,由小到大,他想學什麼,父母都會替他報名。他講起,又靜了靜。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7Xqx12varc 維尼
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「掛住佢哋?」盧冰問。8964 copyright protection103PENANAKxp7sFJG9b 維尼
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「有啲,不過佢哋太嬲,話我唔應該掂太多嘢、唔好好讀書,結果我就冇再返屋企,一直都住hall——都好吖,哈哈,享受吓校園囉。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAR9V0gcQ3RW 維尼
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「一直都冇聯絡?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAC9lZqy6ttE 維尼
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「佢哋有寄過信畀我,但係我睇完冇覆。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAmbGXXUTs6D 維尼
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她拍拍他的肩:「點解嘅?」8964 copyright protection103PENANA2yxwrg6YRx 維尼
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「唔知,就係覺得唔知點算。嗰陣鬧交鬧得好犀利,大家講嘢都好盡……好面對唔到。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAUwTeigwiuB 維尼
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「大家都hurt咗?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAIUEZ1UEmvy 維尼
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「係,講到斷絕關係咁……我哋都衝動咗,我又好難再……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAukp6zS1tTx 維尼
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最令他不解的是,明明父母不是冷漠的人,也對於香港狀況感到不滿,他們會作出憤怒的評論,然而當他被捕後,卻擺出非常痛心疾首的表情,好似對他極失望。他忍不住,便罵回去,從此沒有再見,他先是住在朋友住,後是住在宿舍,直至現在。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGTXv4sSkwY 維尼
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「你邊有饅頭,得啲血,仲要講到明唔識得醫病。唔好太介意啦,都已經唔開心,發生咗㗎嘛,唔畀得人講咩?咁真係㗎嘛。」她為著眼前小孩般的男子受到委屈而不快,自覺要有大人的勸導。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0RiABauibr 維尼
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這次之後,二人交換了電話號碼。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFikKNkclIH 維尼
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雖然,見面不算很難,只不過是住樓上樓下;然而他突然發現,如果她忽然搬離,其實他也不會知道,可能要待很久很久以後次次見不到她,才恍然大悟。8964 copyright protection103PENANAoEbr8MqiHc 維尼
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她也忽然發現,如果這段時間沒有見到他,她會憂傷許多。8964 copyright protection103PENANADwCxx2foEG 維尼
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