傍晚，我滿懷五彩繽紛的期待，抵達理學大樓六樓。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHFdBg3DiS
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然而，一進到研究室，阿則的一句話使我不明所以的愣在原地。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Vy9Pfy3n
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日光燈越明亮，他的背影越是陰暗。本該是渾厚如萬里晴空的嗓音，如今通通變回初見時，讓人不寒而慄的冷酷嚴厲。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3ehI2doSG
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他肯定親展我送的卡片了吧，他讀了後，心得呢？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg19TTG85A
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這就是他的心意？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWDFZjmTxV
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宛如置身平行時空的衝擊，使我頓時喑啞。摸不著頭緒的我好不容易才組織出幾個字：「那為什麼還要向我示好？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRznvoMS4S
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「我從沒對誰示好。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUNuDmKEPp
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我艱難地開口，而阿則的口吻似是比我還苦澀。不知是我的移情作用，還是真如他所說，一切都是我的一廂情願，從他決絕的語句裡，我彷彿聽見了那緊咬的牙關。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbcCBNp5Wr
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他臉上的口罩使我無法得知下半張臉的表情。那也許是故意的，但我不懂，為什麼就算咬緊牙關，任憑雙目流淌著無法攔阻的體貼，他還是要將那些話說給我聽？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3d0J0qItY
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「為什麼？你真的這麼想嗎......」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeUKbqhKNh
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「不要自作多情！」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB42dLEHlwZ
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他深吸一口氣，收回任何可能透露心底的情緒，他這次的口氣無比冷漠，對比早晨的溫煦顯得更加絕情。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkFrSsMIVG
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這算什麼？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzuIB4z0WR
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你帶我望遍的天涯星空、376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIVV0bHQYw
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你撫摸我頭髮時的溫柔、376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DlOHDUKDZ
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早上收到卡片時，你情意深切的靦腆燦笑......376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHryBm6Z0R
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這些究竟算什麼？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cPEsMBLMX
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我不喜歡死纏爛打，我這輩子最害怕的，就是麻煩他人。在善意與溫情的引導，我願意一點一滴的將毫無防備的自己與你分享。可是，你現在告訴我，一切都是我的自作多情！376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6br6UtkVP
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一股怨氣與委屈衝上我的喉際，我忍不住受挫的激動，聲音顫抖到令我覺得可笑：「如果你早知道這一切都是我的幻想，就不該對我這麼好，早上也不該露出會讓我誤會的笑容！」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTNwTdR2NJ
說完，我頭也不回的跑下樓。我已經沒有勇氣揣測他的心情、他的表情，以及與他有關的任何感受。在那之後，他會是什麼模樣，我不敢，也無從得知。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsAZ0fOMTd
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我的步伐在離開理學大樓後，越來越緩慢無力，最後，我一人茫然的走在回去宿舍的道路，剛修理好的路燈將我的影子拉得有整條人行道那麼長。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4GTWfteYi
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我失戀了。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou4d9kEJiS
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莫名其妙的，連朋友也當不成的失戀。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYvwvl6NQq
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回想起上禮拜與阿則相視的溫存，對比剛才他毫不遲疑地拒我於門外，現實突然變得與夢境一樣模糊。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt2azUi6Un
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阿則，終究還是那個學期初，我所畏懼的冷面助教。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMhpjYiN7M
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當我滿懷期待時，發展總會事與願違。這副狼狽的樣子，真不想讓任何人瞧見。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoNJu1D24b
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宿舍房間的門口，潔瑜似乎有事找我，但在看到我後，她立刻將原本要和我說，看來不大重要的事拋在腦後，著急的關心：「妳怎麼了？臉色那麼難看？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB9vcq2Vv8
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當下的我肯定面無血色吧，吹了一路的冷風加上情緒的波瀾，臉上還有血色才怪。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9viKxw42E
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「沒~」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPprEDRzuwN
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「妳去找助教了嗎？」不等我說完，潔瑜隨即睜大飽含驚訝的雙眼問。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHrSsuYFOv
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關於情感方面的事物，潔瑜非常的敏銳，敏銳到我只想當隻土撥鼠，挖個地洞埋藏自己。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjFFR7qOIs
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我說不出話來，只能默然的點頭。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpKgHjolHY
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潔瑜從我的語態釐清事情原委，忿忿不平的罵說：「欸不是，我有目擊妳送卡片給他的現場，他那誇張害羞的笑臉連口罩都藏不住，一臉就對妳有意思啊！還搞得妳那麼傷心？根本渣男欸？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLuiW1uMD1
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「我不知道......」我沮喪的說，先前他明明看起來滿滿真心誠意，我曾說服自己相信早上以前的他是真正的他，但經過剛剛的打擊，我已無法理性辨析。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdXAa8Kd99
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「沒關係，我還不會回家。」潔瑜似是捨不得看到我的萎靡，義憤填膺的說：376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq3F3v1lCG
「他的研究室在哪？我明天一早陪妳去問清楚！」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQDodGDb3X
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這時的潔瑜又再次擁抱了醜陋灰暗的我。胸口有如被大石塊頂著，悶得難受，倒不如痛哭一場好受。但不曉得為什麼，失戀的我哭不出來，彷彿這樣的情緒已然化為肉體的一部分，無法隨意割捨。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlTSDz9fMc
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在潔瑜的陪伴下，阿則會跟我說清楚嗎？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljwRQr8RFn
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阿則是真心排斥我，抑或另有我不曉得的隱情？
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