傍晚，我滿懷五彩繽紛的期待，抵達理學大樓六樓。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDrk3mKoiU
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然而，一進到研究室，阿則的一句話使我不明所以的愣在原地。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwgHKsiJfF
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日光燈越明亮，他的背影越是陰暗。本該是渾厚如萬里晴空的嗓音，如今通通變回初見時，讓人不寒而慄的冷酷嚴厲。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbfhAIqGwH
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他肯定親展我送的卡片了吧，他讀了後，心得呢？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7PnXNvnfp
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這就是他的心意？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8ut1QOYHQ
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宛如置身平行時空的衝擊，使我頓時喑啞。摸不著頭緒的我好不容易才組織出幾個字：「那為什麼還要向我示好？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjamhIuHsDE
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「我從沒對誰示好。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnuxn0mnOf
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我艱難地開口，而阿則的口吻似是比我還苦澀。不知是我的移情作用，還是真如他所說，一切都是我的一廂情願，從他決絕的語句裡，我彷彿聽見了那緊咬的牙關。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pAmIhCebX
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他臉上的口罩使我無法得知下半張臉的表情。那也許是故意的，但我不懂，為什麼就算咬緊牙關，任憑雙目流淌著無法攔阻的體貼，他還是要將那些話說給我聽？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC5lLa1iUc
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「為什麼？你真的這麼想嗎......」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDBRpnDBwz
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「不要自作多情！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvLQErzsd7
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他深吸一口氣，收回任何可能透露心底的情緒，他這次的口氣無比冷漠，對比早晨的溫煦顯得更加絕情。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyh76drCaL
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這算什麼？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOhujaKrpd
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你帶我望遍的天涯星空、249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGSj32ekSE
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你撫摸我頭髮時的溫柔、249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntX0FHcMdX
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早上收到卡片時，你情意深切的靦腆燦笑......249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOj7LXg8z7
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這些究竟算什麼？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv0pWP7tMu
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我不喜歡死纏爛打，我這輩子最害怕的，就是麻煩他人。在善意與溫情的引導，我願意一點一滴的將毫無防備的自己與你分享。可是，你現在告訴我，一切都是我的自作多情！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IvnkYpwCi
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一股怨氣與委屈衝上我的喉際，我忍不住受挫的激動，聲音顫抖到令我覺得可笑：「如果你早知道這一切都是我的幻想，就不該對我這麼好，早上也不該露出會讓我誤會的笑容！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9jajBWw49
說完，我頭也不回的跑下樓。我已經沒有勇氣揣測他的心情、他的表情，以及與他有關的任何感受。在那之後，他會是什麼模樣，我不敢，也無從得知。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIyPHU4WqX
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我的步伐在離開理學大樓後，越來越緩慢無力，最後，我一人茫然的走在回去宿舍的道路，剛修理好的路燈將我的影子拉得有整條人行道那麼長。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r8Ygr5Bzz
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我失戀了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIrwq0fQta
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莫名其妙的，連朋友也當不成的失戀。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PaNIljb7f
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回想起上禮拜與阿則相視的溫存，對比剛才他毫不遲疑地拒我於門外，現實突然變得與夢境一樣模糊。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUc6XxjaQt
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阿則，終究還是那個學期初，我所畏懼的冷面助教。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQVJ7YAnt
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當我滿懷期待時，發展總會事與願違。這副狼狽的樣子，真不想讓任何人瞧見。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllSUfVcVZn
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宿舍房間的門口，潔瑜似乎有事找我，但在看到我後，她立刻將原本要和我說，看來不大重要的事拋在腦後，著急的關心：「妳怎麼了？臉色那麼難看？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW5vRASASD
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當下的我肯定面無血色吧，吹了一路的冷風加上情緒的波瀾，臉上還有血色才怪。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYvq7z1IoV
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「沒~」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTZ3QQtetA
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「妳去找助教了嗎？」不等我說完，潔瑜隨即睜大飽含驚訝的雙眼問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9WmqbpMvl
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關於情感方面的事物，潔瑜非常的敏銳，敏銳到我只想當隻土撥鼠，挖個地洞埋藏自己。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhNYEh9ys8
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我說不出話來，只能默然的點頭。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oL1HwwTZ3
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潔瑜從我的語態釐清事情原委，忿忿不平的罵說：「欸不是，我有目擊妳送卡片給他的現場，他那誇張害羞的笑臉連口罩都藏不住，一臉就對妳有意思啊！還搞得妳那麼傷心？根本渣男欸？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHZ9akUIek
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「我不知道......」我沮喪的說，先前他明明看起來滿滿真心誠意，我曾說服自己相信早上以前的他是真正的他，但經過剛剛的打擊，我已無法理性辨析。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQauEcHTSQ
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「沒關係，我還不會回家。」潔瑜似是捨不得看到我的萎靡，義憤填膺的說：249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4CpoMh9tG
「他的研究室在哪？我明天一早陪妳去問清楚！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUljvDmPEM
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這時的潔瑜又再次擁抱了醜陋灰暗的我。胸口有如被大石塊頂著，悶得難受，倒不如痛哭一場好受。但不曉得為什麼，失戀的我哭不出來，彷彿這樣的情緒已然化為肉體的一部分，無法隨意割捨。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPt03qzSaS
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在潔瑜的陪伴下，阿則會跟我說清楚嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS5IEHLuOi
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阿則是真心排斥我，抑或另有我不曉得的隱情？
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