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夏允綸發現這陣子天氣時好時壞,就像穆景宣對他那樣,有時不怎麼搭理;有時願意陪他聊天。94Please respect copyright.PENANAFoSxfFDdmn
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甚至路邊的野貓也不會這樣,至少接受得了撫摸,還稱得上是親近人。94Please respect copyright.PENANAfYrQCQQkJV
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「唉,你也是這麼想的吧?那個人實在是…太難懂了,明明我也把該做的都做了,為什麼他還是那個樣子?」94Please respect copyright.PENANA9fHrJGBlGI
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對,自己也沒想過,會跟一隻只會喵喵叫的野貓講話,太荒謬了,怎麼會以為牠聽得懂。94Please respect copyright.PENANAc8inuEAu8f
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野貓聽到,只是喵了幾聲,睜著大大的眼睛看著夏允綸,貌似是有在聽,事實上只是他自己的幻覺罷了。94Please respect copyright.PENANALwYGv04YVY
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覺得自己頓時間傻的可以,夏允綸不禁苦笑了起來,然而野貓像是疑惑般地歪頭看著突然間笑出聲的他。94Please respect copyright.PENANApem4IBDqhw
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「是不是覺得我這樣很奇怪?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAEK11e7elgE
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這次野貓只是對著他喵一聲之後,就走掉了,像是在說「你這人還真奇怪」,頭也不回地離開了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAgT76UERqvz
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夏允綸還蹲在原地心想著,看吧?確實很奇怪,連貓都不想理的奇怪。94Please respect copyright.PENANAzydfirlUfr
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奇怪的點可能是因為自己對著牠講話,或是因為這些抱怨的話…總之就是有其中一個可能吧。94Please respect copyright.PENANA9bZxlEmw23
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或許是貓不懂人類如此複雜的感情吧,夏允綸這麼想著,自從遇上他,自己的生活彷彿原先在海上平穩航行的小船,突然遇上一陣暴風雨使得船身不停搖晃,安穩的日子已成混亂。94Please respect copyright.PENANAxBUsZT6QxX
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當然這樣的改變有分好的跟不好的面向,但目前似乎是在好與不好之間,全看那個人對自己的態度是什麼。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2cH6wLoCxB
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夏允綸嘆了口氣,起身走離,本來也沒想著要走到哪裡去,只是漫無目的地散步,到了該休息的時候再去尋覓一個歇腳處。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcgxh0LK6tB
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走著走著,到了一間巷子裡的咖啡廳,看起來像是老屋改建的,裝潢走的是簡約風,燈光明亮,適合想在喧囂的城市裡找尋一處寧靜的人入內。94Please respect copyright.PENANAEx6ziaZV35
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不如進去吧,剛好走得有點累了,夏允綸確認現在已經營業後,才走進裡面,找了一個偏角落的位置坐下。94Please respect copyright.PENANAXx73CbAhLY
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店長笑容可掬地給了他一本菜單,並倒給他一杯水,說了句「要點餐時再告訴我」,就走回去忙了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsZBH6wfJXN
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看了看四周,似乎這間咖啡廳有兩、三個人在工作,現在正值沒什麼人的時段,觀察下來座位只有零星幾個顧客。94Please respect copyright.PENANA0ihHxpF5yv
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大致翻了翻菜單,有咖啡、甜點、茶飲、簡餐,品項還挺多的,雖然自己想點安全點的常見選項,但其他新奇的也想嘗試看看,幾分猶豫之下,選了一杯冰的焦糖拿鐵和一球淋了咖啡的冰淇淋。94Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ1osEAiFw
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點完餐後,看了看外面的風景,挺好的,雖然天空有點陰暗,不過感覺下雨的機率不大。94Please respect copyright.PENANAQDbva9j7uR
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回到自己一個人的感覺,也挺好的,暫時可以拋下那些煩人的事,好好地享受清靜的感覺。94Please respect copyright.PENANAddZH5pAMbz
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然而天公不作美,忽然下起雨來,所幸夏允綸有帶傘出門,不用擔心回去淋成落湯雞。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5C5nM8UXF9
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沒想到天氣沒那麼好,但在看見窗外雨天時的小巷後,又覺得這樣子也不差,別有一番意趣。94Please respect copyright.PENANAxo1j0lJhLh
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但,又覺得好像少了點什麼…一個身長一百九十公分、相貌出眾…不對,怎就想到他了呢?難道自己真的習慣他在了嗎?94Please respect copyright.PENANAJYBzv1SlTX
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像是洩了氣的氣球一樣,吐了口氣後癱在椅子上,自己可能需要點時間冷靜一下吧。94Please respect copyright.PENANAQaTptCUAZB
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過了一會,東西端上來了,看到店長露出微笑的樣子,自己彷彿也被感染到了一樣,也用笑臉回應。94Please respect copyright.PENANAI883gLcr3k
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做自己喜歡的事情就是這樣的吧?會展現出讓人看了也一起微笑的笑容。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZe32rB3B8g
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挖起一勺冰淇淋淺嚐一口,冰涼的冰淇淋和溫熱的咖啡融合地恰到好處,咖啡的苦中和了冰淇淋的甜,原來這樣的搭配挺合適的,兩個看似不相配,實際上卻能相輔相成。94Please respect copyright.PENANAtkKqB8QPAc
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如果自己和他的關係也能這樣就好了,不禁產生些許感慨。94Please respect copyright.PENANA3gaYZ89H4r
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瞥了一眼,見到桌上有張小卡片,應該是跟自己點的東西一起送來的。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZbBkYXTbEQ
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[看你好像有很多煩惱的樣子,心情想必很低落吧?希望甜點能讓你暫時忘卻這些擾亂思緒的事。]94Please respect copyright.PENANAIWGzpfm9s2
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抬頭一看,是店長在櫃檯對著自己微笑,看來是他發現自己的心情沒那麼好,順手寫了些加油打氣的話吧。94Please respect copyright.PENANATLoZO0zlPo
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對客人這麼好的咖啡廳,應該生意要更好的,但又怕生意太好自己也沒辦法尋得一處寧靜。94Please respect copyright.PENANAyxzJWYHBjN
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果然人的心態是如此矛盾的呢,就連自己也不例外。94Please respect copyright.PENANAkgjY9P8B0b
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自己此時的內心像是烏雲密佈的話,店長寫的話語就像陽光一般,透過雲層照射進來,給自己力量。94Please respect copyright.PENANAKBb9QhwYOW
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這麼好的人,肯定有對象了吧?不經意有了這樣子的想法,長得好看、個性善良、聲音好聽…條件這麼好,沒有對象都說不過去了吧。94Please respect copyright.PENANA251SGKU8E7
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吃完甜點、喝完咖啡後,看著那張卡片,夏允綸決定收進自己的提袋裡,接著走去結帳。94Please respect copyright.PENANAqASmcWDUbm
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「餐點的口味還滿意嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAIO8X6SltY5
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沒想到會被問這一句,大概是因為自己是第一次來吧,便點了點頭。94Please respect copyright.PENANABzzJUmyjOD
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「那就好,希望嚐到甜點之後,你的心情有好一點。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAdnR8AOL8mV
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「謝謝,確實心情有好些了。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAp7S1gAo9xw
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「有空常來吧,如果有出新品的話會有招待的。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA5A5I1ghDOa
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「真的嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAocSesuMmby
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「我們出新品後一兩天會給客人嚐鮮招待試水溫,如果回饋不錯的話就會變正式品項,相關消息都會放在社群上,可以趁那時候來光顧。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAxAQWRkDf5L
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「那太好了,之後有空閒會再找時間過來的。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA83bN9poZR5
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夏允綸致謝後離開咖啡廳,看來之後想出門散散心時有個好去處了,欣喜地拿起手機追蹤了社群帳號,正抱持這樣的心態的時候,就看到有些人走了進去。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjzvzwbiIcM
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仔細看了下時間,的確是會有人潮的時候了,或許是自己帶來了客源吧,夏允綸心想著。94Please respect copyright.PENANAyDhUoT99vj
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回到家後,認真看了一下咖啡廳的社群,裡面貼文有出現似乎是店長的帳號在上面留言,便好奇地點進去頭像看。94Please respect copyright.PENANAT4NlvDsMjb
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確實帳號是店長的沒錯,不出所料名草有主了,然而令夏允綸感到意外的是,對象是個男性,明明是兩個同性卻是如此般配。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJDGppiDEhG
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雖說這個時代,同性之間也能談戀愛、結婚,但自己身邊的好友沒有這種感情的存在,自然而然也就看慣了異性戀愛,認為是理所當然。94Please respect copyright.PENANAFRbNGqp9ol
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那麼自己會是跟哪個性別的人在一起呢?夏允綸不免在內心提出了這個問題。94Please respect copyright.PENANArJy9xk0Hdj
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換個提問的句子,自己會對談感情有興趣嗎?婚姻不見得都會走向幸福,有可能變成愛情的墳墓;反之不婚的話,自己能忍受得了終是孤獨一人的情況嗎?94Please respect copyright.PENANAEP2nIloPx6
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有的人習慣有人一起,有的人習慣一人獨處,這並沒有對錯,應該是說,感情很多時候都是難以分清對錯的,站在不同的角度都是有理的結果。94Please respect copyright.PENANAk01Hpx1MXk
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嘗試站在那學長的角度想好了,有個人一開始見了自己只想逃,到現在變成見了自己想接近,怎麼想都奇怪,雖然以自己來看也這麼認為就是了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZmT8AhjaoL
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究竟是哪個環節出錯了呢?或許自己以為那道證明題已經解完了,結果發現答案對了但論述有誤,或是答案並不是如此,抑或是還有等待著自己去解開的後續。94Please respect copyright.PENANAkeHzrivySn
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習慣凡事都有個答案,覺得那些答案是無解的數學題很討厭,有種推估運算久了卻一直沒有解答的煩躁感,即使無解也是一種答案,但還是喜歡真的有數字解出來的題目。94Please respect copyright.PENANATuQo1rOcgk
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難道自己跟他之間,只能是這樣了嗎?就真的註定是無解的關係?夏允綸還是沒辦法接受這種停留在模糊地帶的情況,但下一步該怎麼做呢,自己可說是沒有頭緒。94Please respect copyright.PENANA6kN7UKXHxL
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試著打破現狀吧,沒有踏出去怎麼知道之後的路會是如何呢?雖然這麼做很不像自己會做的事,不過也別無他法了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAj3I8DSovXx
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此時的夏允綸不禁感慨,要是人與人的關係,能夠是用尺將兩點連成一線這麼簡單就好了,自己也不用花太多的心思去設想會發生什麼事。94Please respect copyright.PENANAViq3HqVqmv
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「果然,感情這東西真是複雜呢。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAKpSSocnshA
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