「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZaUaZhT3S
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ405GglO9wV
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFRvt644K6
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「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMVgmuiVig
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7X6HtgUdg
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSTAgXv3bM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9ICD4qSxu
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAumo3nANuO
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6tVE2UlLv
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzYtNijFiq
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHhM3HR1hD
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXEqDMC3V7
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyQUmVyCla
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlgED13sCZ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ25D5Dm88k
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGNODJ0TnT
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy4tB0c1dw
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqtpvjXUby
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjuiNGGz3Z
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全部都係女人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefgJSK9jDP
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7idP39M9zS
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWQGbZa2qO
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU0GNKZqI1
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUcDBW28hv
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fenp9SjiX
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMQyO03Tci
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5O6NoCc9B
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm41AfIGtn
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iS4W7rqX6
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ26C26uOY
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvzGoKxFeA
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHTTPSoD1K
子瑜困惑。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLAvsM38RT
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3g9CDe3b0
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh15mmAz1YA
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「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvzV4SbKqM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkv5FKosEH
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwwb0zAI2c
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「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44cPXwZhEt
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcAsMxbyiq
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbwNeKajZg
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGL5ucKMxa
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75tk5HkhMb
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4ih5zudVF
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比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4asYfhlxzM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNDjvbmKBA
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CrcR6Xmyh
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdomNwCdUt
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMiy7qJBTf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O3fEMLPhh
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsY5UPlHgQ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtyoa4iCJb
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO4w8N2d6m
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT8V6tZTvj
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZyiom85jU
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrTzeY08x3
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8qdp0pYBK
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KtL2qYem9
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlneYexzfPQ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i4S425S64
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOPKZm4Sxw
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd8TwDaQSh
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGYpvPXQCb
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRynff6GgOc
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM65ASLufPj
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnFDWznZmJ
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSQ6gSCR6F
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點解你會係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8LBYOkc0a
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你憑乜係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLwiPeHRfD
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無人鐘意你呀？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9HK6uG7SV
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面皮咁厚都有。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30AeJdMvK9
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幻聽。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqUSXKk9qC
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5AQx8Lurf
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkBmv82NKn
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkjQBP0DHf
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9HVae5jmq
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vMImNpe8g
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus4KJHdBXk
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhW1GEPtKk
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYBHjvADf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYA7Rw3BIs
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HBgDMuNFx
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCstWLxlbp
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgMgaSN2Wh
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBerJnxBboA
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN7xDAB0yR
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wtKJGrz5c
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYGpZYfGan
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYakK7cxVB
一切都係自己一個。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheNZfzYZnC
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaVhS3bfsI
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcsCTZkrK1
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB8HXWOovN
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmmfMzPG49
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBEBgzY0PW
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9pwOF1i9i
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrtXoXPiYx
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh23Nm6cdRd
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS2RJygTpz
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDIWnvMNWP
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNzmyEeNSH
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYQB7ooclc
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpBYlmY2mi
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNvXzhTsyz
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYG82ChKO7
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfnVz0bkdW
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kUE6a5gwK
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrCN5VGb4T
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFSvSiOpkq
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」