「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv6qrlqomA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5rAMRnQjZ
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixn3n47jfn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExSq2aXxJG
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOgQhh4Uo7
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZjCU8zgA8
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIDPWVB653
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw94y2dWk26
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBj0AGljpH
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PwzbeOBDH
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbnV4DWLh3
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm85YQyiVl
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutQgwFcbJF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefUDh0c6T6
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiRV2sdOnM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar9mby81RF
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePyA26Lugj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EiZOoN2jy
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQtNOLsbS1
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNRPXg54DG
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT2DJmqPzh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Euhfftpk
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4fIMYqaeE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwbvauIfsh
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSO8exs93O
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlo6PMt71C
全部都係女人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gv4B4CJFM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0wVJTHOfM
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3dXaChPpn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XKdaXlqrP
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGCNZ7hrak
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLMVVx0wTf
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR1tMjQiH4
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F2LdKmtBA
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy2qa0Mu9G
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q2gMIm8Cf
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4BmhAR236
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzYqOqm4y5
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEH0wkIb0N
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdsZd3t3y0
子瑜困惑。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RHgCsdYlU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwHttAKLWC
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o3skZWs2e
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDsBZ1VtJF
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzhpPQkALh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGSqMogjBl
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCBatDr2lI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIBFsO7Frj
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdINl3SriDN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI49NpHVSh
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX8bz3kX6b
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUufd0YAzg
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6otn3BQIB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmMfm4FROr
原來友情可以咁脆弱。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Q2ISfa5k
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNapog633D6
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRXttAANtz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgAmTi6Mpz
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISnfodjK2b
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHTdf2og97
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nkAk3X3qF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJFS6A6cfP
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2amw5XF4Ne
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9zfSef02n
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WgUayP35R
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXTYrcXqzC
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Ki5rDkys
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iCOWzvCwr
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbbyLC3LTs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHc0YJkOcf
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxGUoFjRzp
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSgeelVNi3
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD3QfDx0FH
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNSYswPTOe
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fp42NWD3K
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUZ1FEHxjO
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KLg2QosHX
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H50LMZsOO
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDPIhR6UBI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZgnvKpMFB
點解你會係到？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4juNPFTrN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VtCdGjo6b
你憑乜係到？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0jp6OQWNQ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzmxvoCIIS
無人鐘意你呀？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8rRBPNKJs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiCjnEFbac
面皮咁厚都有。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyQPzUTChe
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop96t0RJ6z
幻聽。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfQObwxgt8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8wekStktI
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakjBN4HXZj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSghEGPBO2
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeF3QElmbN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqBV6t0kyY
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DF7wyr0VB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoSeokdtI1
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i6WyNEyBR
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATEKFadReC
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyAqBlzcjw
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCGQvBFFOa
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcSyeddL0x
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhlM18ockQ
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit04DnACjx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr30DoSAZ31
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7kj7yRXs9
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFyrpjJfxz
一切都係自己一個。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEswPwKEtDo
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqo9gpAUZe
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74RIB08msU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2juNHEq36D
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8MI1XdHqN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxfQmf4k8N
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGkKNxP0vf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpyM0cFL5H
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOR5AnzC36
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEAvc5h7zQ
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGu2r7uH86
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVdlgRYHGs
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheIVAn75vz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcB9v1e0oi
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXciCJxY7LF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87gENI9bZO
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJIYJrI5tJ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAoq3k5Uvl
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIqWgvVk8t
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoECqRl20x
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」