「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDWLsCggFh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCQAHS3nVw
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QeV5qBwPR
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhHpuPkYiU
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6dJtnSAwp
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJEreQvXft
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSPfU5hkae
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrFB7YgsSS
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj4ZZTlgYA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF6S331Lbb
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvas1FHg3t
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU6mhh1lod
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC5Qn4pPQj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw5lkCaLZP
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7q9GH1FMU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfhVO6W1A6
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnptQcLe3F
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfBYlxFCd0
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNrBHcD5r4
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bww51o1OX
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVBBVKWg3P
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviAJFp0n1y
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VwVKpOaCO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOmA7Awjkd
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjzZvXevIE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPJ6F25quX
全部都係女人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4n3myrrRg
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmbKthW8Tt
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHSyKE6oWs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtK7u1U9H2
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i5wVftt7E
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbhzwnn5sg
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwGFgXYqx1
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12TY6MB8Rm
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjO04zcR9W
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgTrukDCDk
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zl5ADoFVt
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2BzgRpaMI
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRaHyu9KlW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dXBwhh0h4
子瑜困惑。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdCjcBIXPV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZshejrwT2h
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATa7XH9hEo
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ5PrzRQyF
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFABKuloDv
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGmm4JpkhX
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9gNzXL0X2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgdEz5FSZZ
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DN3NSyIP6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqzcsIs8hR
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREyBZhXObV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkt42NHXMH
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbzuNG4If1
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbFRldBOBC
原來友情可以咁脆弱。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm9vhPv7yW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ixFDTvR2
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkulXAENFcA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXAxoJCO8T
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuilQ67SvR6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh6qKkGsCh
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg3YNaXvtK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGkgdEQX9D
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq8t8EnqK0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUgPm6TqNq
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNkJIImmof
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33AO3wVrDp
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUpIPJDXAT
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4zL7XNM7T
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbRJ9SN5XI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KW5G5zD3g
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq374iP2mf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyvNSoKTgi
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsokqFh4R9
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdV8ZyYeGN
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrbrozD4v3
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztbzz98Fvh
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Js7iJJxJT
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrujbgzJj6w
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNVpLRZ1V3
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6iWrTBlaW
點解你會係到？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpVHCDSQq2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDwG5UC2l6
你憑乜係到？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Np7ZbJgAn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq3XYypHOv
無人鐘意你呀？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDucS9fwvP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpmTZIBMye
面皮咁厚都有。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cDc20CJYf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1A0wC14lD
幻聽。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGXYYWWkku
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlO51abiOz
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtysDxYOMHr
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRycsSpuFAr
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvs5SvAcMa
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6dNLVpt37
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJoROqqNwL
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp223bnHql
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuOblZnHZF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFDnj4f9k0
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm7Vbmp8fv
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSFa90tEcV
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RckH6MGaf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7jIRED0ek
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTELkpEn5Nj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDtu3tgzr9
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBre5e7haI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoq0SrqnFf
一切都係自己一個。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8Ldyv0pv5
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBVgSwYHe
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxd7rCeU1S
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OZX16Zrbr
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuXKnOJO94
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqPhg8o4Bk
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c5vvGyVk7
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtsObCNxmm
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkherM947yV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEsvTpidC4
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKI0fEPLdQ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM6DCD4d3v
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1JINtnCZo
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwQUcc5I4v
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ONWLtwRtS
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvxHYwpofx
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9LjUQBttL
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZqtScazQj
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRFz8uPzrx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaVdU2b5Oq
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」