「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqVVJjh4lB
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss2DEq4Hye
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPqFeroQhI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVSEuD9zYs
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGWqs0L9xA
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NZbQY0cWl
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RiP7uBahX
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5WfNrwTJl
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYsd32jpHH
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EgBST6IKe
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhog9HDjfW
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfelvqZw7C
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqFkmq0EnA
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6wz0nqhwJ
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceq3pROMsD
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GKZfVvoJu
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKYvMlx8AW
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyRXDYfK1Y
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXEVXfXmUq
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdnD5eAIzF
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm8Dm7DzF9
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UQMtLCPBz
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMAj2Rq7ed
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VXGZhxLre
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2hhhYWIfS
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6HwWpZbDi
全部都係女人。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCffPbljD6
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RtexPP1nP
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGdCu4kiBI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr6wadtBeC
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwpoQaskfY
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J5qR3RLee
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuS08dYxmZ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrisiomUcZ4
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yRVEGSPei
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAHWXj0LZH
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh79Z8qXPo
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK5hVf3iKy
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM6qCbnc6e
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvmOLRwmdj
子瑜困惑。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYobm8Z8ep
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtxvK1CxMk
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCdpjniy0Z
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s0S5373NP
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4V4uLMAu
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJdXhE9x4d
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqqlPa2YcE
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR97G7cu8m
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iWCXjBtEC
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoN7KbCYm7
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN2v33wgE3
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo6dLTG5qJ
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hoem6oFHR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjBu9qZb3i
原來友情可以咁脆弱。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu15ZDwSj1
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaGoaQ2vkt
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkivCTKkZD
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpAME8HTA9
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e8fdwJkA3
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWVcSmzqZ8
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEBnasbjEi
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXFrHcLoN5
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GCUJR93Ck
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm29QreER2
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYPO7IJna3
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9gxycXQs7
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CzJMHTSPI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bPprPDlPC
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sO7ajLikU
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIQD7gwmEJ
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3kiezZ4uA
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96uB0BEhLa
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbxTszwkuM
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaN9YgqAkx
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LM1glIKOR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEQ7wbb3PZ
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUYd81QSCH
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK7mej7RVa
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur2Xka6Ln7
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjTQ8KXJcn
點解你會係到？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0fIxFLUCE
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3d7jVvEuA
你憑乜係到？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSbUTMZBfi
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcJb3KdIww
無人鐘意你呀？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2kC1H0X9o
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0zn0Vc38P
面皮咁厚都有。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ7fLboPMo
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD5Qk8zLM2
幻聽。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPDIikqHvQ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw9JENKsUP
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R0HQUJb8j
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXuuUSOYyb
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KguC7JnZt
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E9rgveprK
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYdRfpmpJQ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsWkh9itFa
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9qYxKw0or
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6Fo3jd6A6
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmkkjwZ5XJ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6YdoCumjX
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzCOx02a39
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAM90Fmx1N
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9wu7j63Oo
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0kwk25evM
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kWZrWbzhQ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU53rLLkj6p
一切都係自己一個。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCVjfZBGg9
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「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZJopZevuL
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc5UrXFKFB
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXXKkxeme5
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMwWPxbEaE
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDqiAG5Dqk
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwm6Gs2OHB
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb4zQSEh1C
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUt9QL09sa
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxVbsWIkep
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0OYV12e8f
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DEKxygpvP
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuKLfHpnH3
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYykoRSgka
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycpJzdgRgt
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ2vVpx60B
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasrBxkqbwy
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLkLdUqvrp
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuPvGXeBu9
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」