「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPxAsqPYY4
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpdjv2Ui4u
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vjfiQDrr3
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXazXY479JZ
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqAIoa2ye9
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSWhbckF2V
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrraGKe7im
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只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvaYf2xx6h
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI174gwMeq
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9kAmdCf7h
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh337EvCFMU
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnrwLvPD6i
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但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC5LM1c9Mb
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftqoi8qRwt
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnT8wXTc4q
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx90HZkEDS
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wft5bTby4
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPemjDUpCKd
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全部都係女人。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7tskKSInC
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzdbE7rkV2
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本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHkbD9R6gW
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnExSYxOtA
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqD4OaV0wE
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoxlnqqeLZ
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT91qguiRf
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlOs7ax9AO
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkeqATvZoM
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQTEmbQw4K
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0VlmkEsU4
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1rSqbBbFI
子瑜困惑。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNSDJW3nM9
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeXyy8ZaDq
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdWyDGoki7
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「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz5642KZtc
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqQCfmo8Ns
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdC02GZUnY
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNMUwVRrP5
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNHN5BaUl0
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq32dlwCPq
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ovc6h2Pkj
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVdaHpQcmZ
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGR8XIQMh3
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjC9As3yzA
原來友情可以咁脆弱。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAehejxS8N
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比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWfCQV8hZO
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU5w0pncfD
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmx0zto0gt
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae1EABk6aI
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv3GCCN9RE
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcucVyeYegA
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNywPLjaq0
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2uRkOdnfT
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK75LcoLKBh
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因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DOWP6dEYG
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMYXa1rUkR
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZbiVgC66p
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU5b4GKVqV
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquyFEG8a0y
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1MwzvDiSi
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CSknKkXBT
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8H4GG0ZAb
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oMSfgkXx9
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwvYnKb9CV
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQd9e9PXmS
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JhXcVgLfS
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBepaO0wxa
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點解你會係到？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCwdDE7CLg
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你憑乜係到？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJFlq61BUu
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無人鐘意你呀？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmXKYV8076
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面皮咁厚都有。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5sdB8TH4z
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幻聽。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVYwga9bRl
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無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NL79uOQpS
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a5EUAb9cH
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyVteiwven
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux1weJxKeE
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw2KY9MUZQ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqa1cR463o
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHjMjSn3t7
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自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ592WljFKpV
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedtFRPRG7V
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPc6H0cH6P
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtlstRA1kU
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnndYmJnzvo
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2LDZg185I
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHFFbaMSkw
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一切都係自己一個。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ihSv0HccR
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4nQ6WTOyB
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5iiAwCqYP
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxRHOT2B1M
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQuubK3kuL
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx99a86xJ7
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCQWLy3WGX
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9X4tFDD2H
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlgYDWrso9
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一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm1OLrMhHS
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUraAUgiW3u
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar7odLR4Bx
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所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hVUKANJMR
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt20gmuAMM
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「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7WFPHEJgh
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「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」