「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG94qOQSV6
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9OSeHbUMf
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ952BEmSIC0
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYgu9kkaVZ
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPibr9XSAO6
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ2a6e4azU
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN9bTjv86w
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0XaaA3ATr
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUtTPaDR26
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURgOKWVfXY
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1DJE2oue5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkTas6j0C5
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSUDrxwZsh
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47d9okr2IS
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBMklrbb7G
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5T3nILipA
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhS94QxjXE
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDSZUt8OPR
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3ODdPeLNA
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsVQGBGV6y
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMXGf9gzn3
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gJEZ3K4dN
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZAMRgsx6g
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyeJChSZ8D
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUdkd9gHFt
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuUefa85Uq
全部都係女人。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEAyZX4ZvD
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDkNzKylEt
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vALKy5Nh4
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQxJ2nzJAe
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA5t8LJ0Fm
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8O3INXIsq
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e6X0WG7p4
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJNs2DF2yg
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2sQ1W0MPE
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAwMjqT2gg
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQbkl2MMM2
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQLsdc4t3Y
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdMS5F1DA4
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQaSTN9PWn
子瑜困惑。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko7VNaVjCO
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbpcpEQ1Tf
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0UbfziisF
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8FSqndyQI
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR3yJhjoLG
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sWXku05GB
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdkS4PBljz
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMo9fykCob
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ywHJZcOkx
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpEBQA5Qhz
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ4FKVnrLN
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoesb7oaJIg
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHQDx7340M
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOeiokNR19
原來友情可以咁脆弱。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KA1pEKDYD
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcAp25P6zj
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oxv2h2xxs
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv1WOXFqpM
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6FT2pHqgb
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHnTuLcmk1
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M7WoI7tci
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1bxhGxVJs
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodAcxerIQb
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxil773G9RY
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35N7vvbXiD
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS1I03ZY2f
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAwm1Gm1Al
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse8MwMEIGP
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYeZmlu9m9
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQcrh5u1C7
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE48m9ftDiS
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdo5kzVJ8H
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxy9vMJKpQ
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ISRtdpsV
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6gN9GLYoO
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIwTZ8KfX1
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vyKrpP92e
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1t16yyqkE
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9i1qJTYep
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZlr8lDzAN
點解你會係到？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5oYWZTdet
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91PAngwGkO
你憑乜係到？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fBd2iGL4J
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWYHbSbZFT
無人鐘意你呀？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuvGNwVQwx
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPsOJY5W0R
面皮咁厚都有。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFlpLEHH4d
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgyKQTe7lT
幻聽。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamnqAehDMS
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi0BEzq5xP
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovDzWhUmAe
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtLriQ0jf2
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ZhLgH9yu
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jYZRvMam4
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9epWYk3LTC
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDzyXgw1js
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oA1eQN310
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtc8eqnVrl
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlnAzNujyN
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewp4UznZX3
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC54NWO6qX2
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsduOgTItjn
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDGVRh61ux
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkaSjdg4aR
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V2NJnXD0P
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl68dVtsEe3
一切都係自己一個。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJwpVMvisA
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX0ih6tRMO
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnomFWwTDJe
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlItMNaFoyV
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrlBCeS0bl
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwqji5oJny
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwocMrqmL9
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbpMnEIUpJ
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VAl9bup9d
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQAWfPFuLH
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCCrOpM2CU
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf4YeQyQ1U
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2mfXY5p1v
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiOtHfUf3A
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtavLYvox9w
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD99nq27ZCG
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFt6ldMYFW
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfQmCJ5MMT
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r6NgvPpAE
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXqJwctkqI
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」