「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbASXNyR1g
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqGA7PHhRb
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY4SJpnrcT
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「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr9E1P09A2
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmKlM3sOvj
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AR5744iBW
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只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFchcK4H9
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3IJq2DYpN
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5zmvK5I16
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblKUauZ4S6
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFydOAtdbdw
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但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhZT2SFZon
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPgTaDZiZT
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQnDtBUjEk
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mTAoaEXc2
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjzUAGjzGi
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP3ldiWVWM
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全部都係女人。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyo0tJjVyh
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyuRpc3kzj
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaEaEDQTaT
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDc4sipAfB
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK4svbRyPW
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalJ4c335YG
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「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorTdeo5jU6
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bPiosOCmQ
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWNZbMxUKP
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAg0WL4Nzy
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIy4d1R7NT
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9oCXsCIDa
子瑜困惑。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiRk5Y0pmQ
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiPJKMJpLN
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMYbKI1n7R
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「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UaYyQhYJe
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23g8b1PpdJ
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnz7f7WVbC
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukmUmfHPkN
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mZbXIfLDe
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKGHZZGTTx
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXwE961Omp
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3adeDDaCxZ
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhqLmVqUob
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9WRZkNlmA
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比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MArmk6Jp4
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36BbpqI6gO
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPvXResPZm
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ8T1tHTxK
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2R1vogvXx
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZlw8X6DVS
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn5hBMvcdE
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjLzHC33vx
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJrO4v6s6F
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEcKd7pF5g
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJclx4wpA5S
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好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTImDQxwBxR
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGRCs7v6aG
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qGmx7IvLI
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwSAg1MOkc
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokyeinx8kX
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDO10M4xjw
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtjIEA2yLU
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTez2xpmBQe
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMCApx4aWO
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFq187xfxe
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAgdsEkcwt
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點解你會係到？348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnQcg6bciW
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你憑乜係到？348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2s66rUxFm
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無人鐘意你呀？348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPCohbSNjq
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面皮咁厚都有。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgvBagScBX
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幻聽。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAacys6OCo
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW885yK2w5f
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYyowpRICw
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3cN8c5ePO
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BY2yuq4jA
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6OZciRhye
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MVG1UXnQT
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErPPSpjxF9
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLS22n4CN1
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自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGuB9CtAQP
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBR3n8fjjz
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4meJTiQwP
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nlFYbybwI
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8lls4Np8Y
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f3Ft4A9Nt
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOPrpyWbtK
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx3VlWIEaj
一切都係自己一個。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMkhrIUhin
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe0eb758sF
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHPEAJcO5Q
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaKquoOC2m
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtAccmUvjT
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15K9szRoks
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc6WlNGya4
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或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpafudONMMR
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAqyMBxSlL
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz2wqhQSUS
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK96TuZ9cYy
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPboHnEdDFe
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所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEu9BJdLAS
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fe0uykmUZ
348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4b9DFmqXC
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6ZYbMQFNO
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「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
然後按「加至主畫面」