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循著聲音的情感去觸碰他人的內心,這個心鎖起源於「我想理解該怎麼撫平他人悲傷」的想法,這是艾琳娜告訴他的,笨拙又善良的體現,但在帝國的理解上,卻只是「能從哭吼和哀號中取得情報」的能力。8964 copyright protection105PENANAwMeJZcMynp 維尼
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拷問完男孩的阿蒙不禁去想,前輩的心鎖又是被如何理解的呢?8964 copyright protection105PENANApZv5Ovj7dk 維尼
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將情報彙整成報告交出去後,在只剩下他的辦公室,他坐在沙發上,望著手心裡染血的指甲,明明剛才還在做嘔,現在卻感到舒坦,孩子忍不了痛,只是拔掉一片指甲的哀號,就足夠阿蒙從他的腦海讀取所需的資訊,所以這是他現在唯一能在心中致謝的理由。8964 copyright protection105PENANAz7bvmYBJr4 維尼
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謝謝對方只是個孩子,才不必受更多傷,無論是那個孩子,還是他。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKTBwGRyk0B 維尼
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失魂的雙眼望著桌面,這樣的想法到底算什麼。8964 copyright protection105PENANAd72nFzn1wt 維尼
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受苦的只有對方,他憑什麼裝出受害者的樣子。8964 copyright protection105PENANAfp5LgYxFqS 維尼
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拔了一片指甲,就好像他的手指也被砍斷一樣。8964 copyright protection105PENANAlUfx3ubqa6 維尼
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那以後拷問成年人的時候,他也要縮在角落,表現出受害者的樣子嗎?8964 copyright protection105PENANAFuPGzPqk9V 維尼
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他不是被逼迫的,只要沒有去違抗軍法、沒有去自殺,就不算拒絕吧?8964 copyright protection105PENANADxci7hYDuG 維尼
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他是自願成為戰爭的工具,為了讓戰爭更快結束,為了讓從前的日子──8964 copyright protection105PENANAa4nP2x9198 維尼
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在地下室,當阿蒙將蝴蝶收回去的時候,那對翅膀已經不再發光了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKGhJqJDyGp 維尼
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如果說心鎖是心的體現,那能不能回到從前,他不是早就清楚了嗎。8964 copyright protection105PENANALXmjXsngCh 維尼
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門把轉動的聲音響起,他抬起頭,眼神恢復了軍人該有的剛直。8964 copyright protection105PENANAkrQSUp4PkV 維尼
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「哦,你果然還在,真了不起,能這麼快就結束工作,你的心鎖與讀心幾乎沒有差別呢。」戴著眼鏡的男人穿著同樣的軍服,手裡拿著兩杯熱咖啡。8964 copyright protection105PENANAb8iH2HfhGO 維尼
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阿蒙還記得,對方是將男孩帶走的人……不,最先認知的身份應該是達利上校才對,是誰將男孩帶走、男孩的去向又是如何已經跟他無關,他根本沒有資格去關心這件事,他伸出右手接下咖啡,達利卻沒坐下,往他的左手看。8964 copyright protection105PENANA1Rz2MkKOWm 維尼
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「不丟掉嗎?那個。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAlvPU4q9z6C 維尼
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順著達利的視線,阿蒙才想起自己半開的左掌心上還躺著一片指甲。8964 copyright protection105PENANAt4LQ708QT4 維尼
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儘管能將眼神馬上恢復過來,四肢似乎也還是失神的狀態,於是阿蒙的左手臂就像夾娃娃機上的爪子,從桌面平移,正當要翻轉手掌讓指甲掉進垃圾桶時,放下咖啡坐在對面的達利阻止了他:「等一下。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA8fKbVkGyQc 維尼
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「把指甲加進你的咖啡裡。」8964 copyright protection105PENANACxK0ianJH1 維尼
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對方的表情,就像請他加糖進去一樣理所當然。8964 copyright protection105PENANAlU04jdneZx 維尼
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達利的眼珠就像金屬做的,那他的瞳孔也不該有多餘的搖曳。8964 copyright protection105PENANACOj7xhPd9K 維尼
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無所謂,如果這是他想要的。8964 copyright protection105PENANA4i6oCCT8qr 維尼
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阿蒙動作停滯的時間,並沒有長到讓達利認為他在猶豫,他把手收回,將指甲投進自己的咖啡裡,表現出服從,他以為達利應該有所滿意,但對方只是舉起杯子喝起咖啡,見對方邊喝邊瞄向自己,不用命令,阿蒙也將那杯加了指甲的特調放到嘴邊,喝了一口。8964 copyright protection105PENANA6xVe8SC51b 維尼
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直到放下後看見咖啡裡載浮載沉的指甲,他才意識到達利是不是希望自己吞下去?8964 copyright protection105PENANAU1g9Zupr7S 維尼
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算了,等待對方的命令吧,他已經無力思考更多。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXgFPdaJFXU 維尼
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達利依舊沒將杯子放下,儘管下半張臉被杯子蓋住,仍能感覺到他的面色凝重,他問向阿蒙:「你有喝到血的味道嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAwHtYJdNkKd 維尼
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「只有咖啡的味道。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAkUokRibKLu 維尼
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緊接著阿蒙的表情終於有了變化。8964 copyright protection105PENANANjKibuEKq4 維尼
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「我也是,只有咖啡的味道。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAKOCEwitScP 維尼
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達利的嘴唇流著血,他把咖啡杯的一角給咬碎了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAStECUZhIuh 維尼
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放下不能再用第二次的杯子,他把咖啡杯的碎片殘渣從嘴唇拔出,吐進手心,扔進垃圾桶。8964 copyright protection105PENANAeA4Bz3dOVS 維尼
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沒有用衛生紙止血的打算,他面無表情地用那張鮮紅的嘴說:「我們『只能』喝到咖啡的味道而已,阿蒙少尉。」8964 copyright protection105PENANArCvZf6RbRT 維尼
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「我們只配從苦澀中提神,沒有香甜可口的原諒、沒有失魂落魄的餘裕,別人的痛苦又或是我們的痛苦,都無關緊要,我們不該感到疼痛,只管讓對方感到疼痛。」從達利唇邊流下的血,就像水沙漏一樣不斷把他那杯咖啡漸漸染紅。8964 copyright protection105PENANApbZoj0bYcg 維尼
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「所以阿蒙少尉,向你發問。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAq93GyqAZ94 維尼
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「你的心鎖,是能『透過折磨他人,進而侵略他人的內心,用以達成拷問、威脅、欺瞞等行為的軍事力量』,沒錯吧?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAbGSyzJmReD 維尼
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「……必須要馬上回答『是』啊,否則會受更多傷的,這是你前輩的經驗,阿蒙。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAqzkISFHEYK 維尼
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「是。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAnkl5QoJh5L 維尼
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「第一次世界大戰結束時,著名的指揮官曾經說過:『所謂心鎖,即為本該鎖在內心之物。』這句話可真沒說錯,像你這種無法抑制自己,將惡意給具現化出來的惡魔,只有我們能夠管控!感謝軍方吧!將你的力量用在貫徹正義上!」達利上校拍向桌面,染紅的咖啡從破碎的杯緣滲出少許,他將身子往前移,整張臉擺在阿蒙面前,義憤填膺地將述說著大義的血沫噴到阿蒙的臉上。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnx52nAodmo 維尼
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「懦弱的人跟推卸責任的人,阿蒙少尉,你知道哪種人比較堅強嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAWrktr3Odjy 維尼
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這是類似蟲蛀的蘋果跟酸掉的蘋果,哪個還能吃的問題嗎?8964 copyright protection105PENANAMahwflF1p9 維尼
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「答案是推卸責任的人,如果你不夠堅強去承擔,不如把責任推給帝國吧,推給『正義』吧。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA5sokh0bFM4 維尼
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只要把所作所為解釋成命令,就能得到解放吧。8964 copyright protection105PENANAgY68l27koP 維尼
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阿蒙苦笑了起來,當認知到不只是他,前輩還有達利上校都在戰場上扮演不適合自己的角色時,自己並非孤身一人的這項事實,多少彌補了孤寂。8964 copyright protection105PENANAapAoFTLYhO 維尼
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只能喝到咖啡的味道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAlwsOy9FU3F 維尼
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他將手邊的咖啡,連同指甲一同飲盡。8964 copyright protection105PENANAMfUPgpy3jM 維尼
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達利上校的笑容很深沉。8964 copyright protection105PENANAw9rkrUE72M 維尼
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「我並沒有命令你把指甲喝下去哦?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAzEFsvGC2sG 維尼
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成為軍方聲稱的惡魔肯定很輕鬆,將一切視為無可奈何,就能解開道德的枷鎖。8964 copyright protection105PENANAaBnVMUq1bL 維尼
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「所以這不是命令,這是我要承擔的東西。」8964 copyright protection105PENANApR8oLE9sQ2 維尼
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所以他選擇了成為惡人的道路,一切都是咎由自取。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHcXWa93hXa 維尼
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「我會做的,達利上校。」準備離開的阿蒙將身邊的軍帽戴上,帽沿下的眼神已經與達利上校一樣,不是下定決心也不是有所覺悟,他們不需要那麼多餘的感情,所以只是稀鬆平常,就像要求把指甲加進咖啡、把咖啡杯給咬破,是他們隨手就能做到、輕而易舉就能做到的事情一樣。8964 copyright protection105PENANANfuRYdlVcv 維尼
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「哪怕下次要拷問的對象是個還未出生的嬰兒,我也會伸手把他從子宮裡扯出來問話。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAlcNZAw39tY 維尼
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只能喝到咖啡的味道,所以阿蒙也從達利上校的笑容中,聞到了咖啡的味道。8964 copyright protection105PENANATg2xiuXC4t 維尼
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「說得很好,阿蒙少尉,看來是不用特地忠告你了……還是你想姑且聽一下?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAemDeMryJgq 維尼
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「聽聽吧。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAhWMD274KsN 維尼
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「也沒什麼,就是跟你說逃避徵召的士兵至少會被關十年而已。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAsyi5pJZLay 維尼
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十年……代價總覺得比阿蒙想得還便宜。8964 copyright protection105PENANAMrpc2R48o0 維尼
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「但該說不愧是帝國出生的嗎,大家都是聰明且勇敢的士兵,原本喊著『死也不要上場』的人,也都會在三天內從監牢走出,並改變了心意,意志堅決地踏上戰場呢,果然都不是懦夫,只是需要帝國開導一下而已。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAWnMDoo1jam 維尼
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「謝謝您的忠告。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAJZT3VVEhlz 維尼
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阿蒙不會逃避自己的罪,但不代表他不想。8964 copyright protection105PENANAZQHO96ugP6 維尼
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果不其然,第二天進行拷問時,心鎖發生了變化。8964 copyright protection105PENANAQJl6jUh45h 維尼
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放出蝴蝶時,就好像進入了沉默的世界。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHweVg8XHv6 維尼
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不再是「循著聲音的情感去觸摸他人的內心」,而是「將周遭的聲音吞噬去觸摸他人的內心」。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKOjS8lwFtv 維尼
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到底是自己不想聽見,還是不想讓別人聽見?問題的答案已經無關緊要。8964 copyright protection105PENANA3nxDaGcIkX 維尼
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起碼要永遠記住,那個孩子發出了什麼樣的悲鳴。8964 copyright protection105PENANAH3uO6HimP2 維尼
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他用軍刀把男人的手臂連同椅子的扶手一起刺穿,男人對著自己奮力地吶喊著什麼,他恐怕覺得沒有意義,因為他沒經歷過不需要講任何一句話的拷問,也可能他已經在招供,但聲音怎麼樣都傳不過去。8964 copyright protection105PENANAh0caOuH4lj 維尼
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聲音上的感情還不夠。8964 copyright protection105PENANANhvwxgzuwd 維尼
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於是阿蒙粗魯地拔出軍刀,緊接著像在槌打釘子一樣,猛力地往對方的手臂連捅三下,阿蒙將軍刀拔出時甚至能看見沾染在鮮血上的木屑,彷彿深怕不夠用力,就會在刺進去前停下,只要猶豫就會洩漏出自己的感情。8964 copyright protection105PENANAy3Jzsd2LP4 維尼
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所以不能猶豫、不能猶豫、不能猶豫。8964 copyright protection105PENANAdkO7d0Hdy1 維尼
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必須去習慣才行,將來肯定有更殘忍的事情等著去做。8964 copyright protection105PENANAstVinPl0I5 維尼
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到時候他不能把自己也是逼不得已的白痴嘴臉擺給對方看,哪怕對方只是表露出一秒的理解,對他而言都足夠是救贖。8964 copyright protection105PENANA1nAwuyO2IQ 維尼
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沒有決心違抗軍法跟自殺的人,沒有膽子從此與艾琳娜分開的人,沒有資格得到救贖。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnedmmnOBlc 維尼
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