And We All Grew Up - Unsent Text

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It's been a while.

how you've been?

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I saw you hurt your leg on your IG story. That must have been painful.

Maybe you've been busy.

But I hope you'll see my chat, so we can make fun on each other

Just like we used to

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Funny, I'm typing this as if I'm having a crush on you.

I just feel a bit nostalgic.

At a time, when you used to be the one who call me

And pour too much text it almost broke my app

That was fun.

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Hey,

remember that time, when we used to video call?

We did it in the evening. Till morning

We didn't stop talking

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And as the dawn came.

We would watch it together through the phone.

That was 3 years ago.

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When I came back to visit the next month,

We meet out with other middle school friends, You would tell that one to everyone

And how romantic it was

You manage to make it annoying, somehow, in your very own special way,

I guess that's you~

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I remember you told your crush liked you back

And I'm glad that you went out together.

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Then a year went by.. maybe two

I didn't talk with you until I texted you out of nowhere.

Just to say hi.

I told that I came visiting again

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But then you told me that you want to break up with him

I felt disappointed

All those hours of calling me, texting me

And now you say "things change"?

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How?

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And yet you wouldn't tell me why

Not even a single word.

So I sat, just thinking to myself.

"Huh, you used to be able to tell me anything.."

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And then you did break up anyway

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You said I'm one of your special friends

That you cherish deeply

I smiled.. yet

I didn't feel a thing

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Why is that?

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Maybe because I wasn't completely honest.

When you ask if everything is fine with me.

I just lost someone

That was the real reason I came to visit.

To accompany her, until her time passing.

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I remembered you tried to hold my pinky

And I felt annoyed and patted your head

And after your soon-to-be-breaking-up boyfriend came to pick you...

You tried to offer me a hug

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Yet it felt .. a bit hollow

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I don't know

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Did I ever tell I used to have a friend from my old suburb?

I don't think I do.

Yeah, she was fun like you too.

But calmer for some reason?

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I first known her when I attend cramp school.

She has long messy hair, with bangs closing her eyes.

Then high school came. I met her in the suburb,

She treated her hair nicely, that you could now see her pretty eyes

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We would hang out in the suburb, playing UNOs and other stuff

We would smoke cigarettes, try to take that one comfy seat from each other, back and forth.

I haven't talked with her again after that.

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I did felt, like I wasn't even her friend.

Because I felt kinda distant from her every time

And I did accept it,

"Maybe I'm the only one that thinks of her as a friend.."

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And then she got married years ago.

I attended it. Didn't get a single gaze.

I truly accepted it.. that I wasn't her friend after all.

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And after meeting with you, I went out to buy dinner

As I finish ordering. I turn back and there she stands.

She rushed to hug me.

And told me she heard.

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I didn't tell anyone.

only my closest who came to the funeral.

And yet she knew.

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Her hug.

It was really warm.

I cried on my way back to my place.

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She rushed. Asking me how I am.

Concerning me.

It is truly what I needed.

I cried.. thinking

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"We truly were friends.."

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And you said I am your special friend.

Am I, really?

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Remember the necklace I gave you?

I said I consider you special too.

I don't know if I truly.

I don't think you should keep it any longer.

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I hate how empty your hug was.

I really wished.

your hug were as warm.. as hers…

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