她闔眼試圖驗證自己的想法:「既然她可以感覺到朕的想法,朕應該也可以反其道而行。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAFNGTH5Y0Qw
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「沙卡美,聽到我的聲音嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANARjDPuY8rN5
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「咦?」沙卡美張開眼睛,小娜沒有再亂動。她放開沙卡美的手,雖然沒有張口但沙卡美依然能聽見她在說話。像聲音直接傳進沙卡美腦內,沙卡美直接在腦內聽見聲音一樣。231Please respect copyright.PENANAg4a0tB3dNz
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「在公在私也好,我......我真的不想沙卡美和哥吵架。我們現在已經危在旦夕,就像走一條隨時會斷的獨木橋,雖然到現在我們都撐過去了,但還沒走到對面之前都一定要齊心。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAilV0DkTtKx
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「但貝弟弟也沒有考慮到風險。」沙卡美在心裏回覆。231Please respect copyright.PENANAvg5127Uc41
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小娜顯然聽見回應:「沙卡美真的覺得哥為了我會考慮風險嗎?沙卡美難道不熟悉哥的性格嗎?我再直接點說,」小娜的聲線猶如某些激昂的音樂般,聲量由「pianissimo」逐漸昇華到「fortissimo」等級。231Please respect copyright.PENANAlQbhlgotS0
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「沙卡美認為自己一定是正確的嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAezilSVbecb
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沙卡美有一瞬間被她嚇到,但隨即強力反駁:「朕有甚麼錯!朕所做的一切都是為了人民 -」231Please respect copyright.PENANAnJnHJ6QcG7
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「一堆藉口。」231Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZsrAClQEh
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「甚麼?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAUNhLRoZOIc
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「沙卡美,讓我告訴之前的妳和現在的妳有甚麼分別吧。妳以前是當人民的擋箭牌,妳現在是當人民是擋箭牌。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAK65aPm7oUY
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沙卡美以往不管下屬勸說,每次討伐盜賊時都走在最前線,但她並沒有害死任何一人。231Please respect copyright.PENANAIIrvBRU3mJ
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「連妳也要反抗朕嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAordNhrTkhq
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「我是要叫醒妳!沙卡美,魔力在侵蝕妳的意志,妳不能依賴它!」231Please respect copyright.PENANAMOYa60lXpA
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黑色魔力是絕大多數的魔力使用者都無法涉足的領域,當魔力依然存在於世界上時,專門研究魔力的組織也無法弄清黑色魔力的原理。231Please respect copyright.PENANAT90WVwK3Vc
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「朕不要!這是難得的力量!」231Please respect copyright.PENANAJjabuUyubp
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「妳以前被限制、無能為力的時候可沒有要求過力量。相反,妳會用盡手上擁有的材料想出天衣無縫的方法,現在有力量就想全部自己一個人解決嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANA0bcu875ZKk
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「有力量才能保護重要的人!就是因為朕沒有力量父王才會......」231Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1ui3vpwYI
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魔力研究組織認為擁有黑色魔力的魔力使用者便是惡人,於是為他們加上「異端者」的惡名並追殺他們。「異端者」的確殺人不眨眼,但只限於他們想殺人的時候,他們會不留一絲憐憫地斬殺阻礙自己的人。他們有些人本性善良卻被世界欺壓,被迫走上不歸路而已。231Please respect copyright.PENANABPbpOLffr8
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「我不是叫妳放棄它,是學會控制它。」
「控制?怎樣控制?」沙卡美毫無頭緒。231Please respect copyright.PENANAK2DDtL7Up2
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「沙卡美,先跟我說妳現在的感覺吧。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAf7rtpttPbM
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當然,也曾經有個別魔力使用者嘗試挽救異端。「挽救」聽起來太高高在上,還是用「幫助」吧。但異端者的心結絕大部分都不能彌補或挽回,許多伸出援手的親友、過客、同事、老師反而被拖下深淵,而異端者則繼續在空無一人的屍體山頂狂笑。231Please respect copyright.PENANA0HXEMJ7t0W
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世間認為「惡」比「善」強大,但箇中原因為何?黑色魔力似江水般吞噬敵人;白色魔力則似絲帶般捆綁敵人,看清它們的差別了嗎?231Please respect copyright.PENANAtlARGVv0gZ
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世人處處受道德倫理掣肘,戰鬥時仍然有所顧慮。相反,與世人對立的「惡人」只在意自己。231Please respect copyright.PENANAcpfZCo6sHP
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野獸和人類的差別。231Please respect copyright.PENANAHQoK35lRqi
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有親人的野獸暫且勿論,無親無故的野獸可是脫韁野馬。231Please respect copyright.PENANA920011FfJn
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「心一直很不安定。比如說,朕一直有想傷害小娜的衝動。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAgk2oSpDS16
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「為甚麼?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAcRWGBnNzHp
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「世界都在欺負朕,朕想報復世界。」231Please respect copyright.PENANA0jgXimfkxI
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「我是世界的一分子,我有罪。妳是想這樣說嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAzyVtDsM3tL
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「是。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAjrbbC17w9N
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「但我幫了妳很多忙。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAVga7OESmQT
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「妳甚麼忙也沒有幫。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAa0cXPsLqrq
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「原來如此。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAxfbYH16sj9
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小娜打算從原因開始分析為甚麼黑色魔力使用者的行為和性格會與他人有那麼大分別:「無論我對她有多好,她也沒有放在眼內。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAufPX40eDD9
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小娜繼續問:「妳有感激我嗎?」231Please respect copyright.PENANA8b72TtV43V
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「有,但不夠。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAu7nX2gh5d4
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「不夠?甚麼不夠?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAKJx56cxC4p
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「朕想妳幫的不是這些小事。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAc3LqHqxwPE
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「沙卡美想我幫甚麼忙?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAcAyADa45ht
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「朕要 - 朕要......」沙卡美沒有再說下去,她望向門的方向:「真奇怪,格雲還沒有回來......」231Please respect copyright.PENANAhdcHHr59CW
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「那個忙是讓妳覺得很羞恥的嗎?」小娜問。231Please respect copyright.PENANA9aCivIlefv
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「不止羞恥,是侮辱。」231Please respect copyright.PENANAScdhINqgyK
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「說出來。」231Please respect copyright.PENANA9JQIoLBy7D
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「朕不想!不要迫朕!」沙卡美開口說話想趕走小娜,小娜緊捉著她的手在她腦內問:「為甚麼不想說?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAVdwyGarNqR
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「朕說了妳也幫不上忙!」「妳不說出來我又要怎樣幫妳?」231Please respect copyright.PENANAqlW3pxiXaZ
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沙卡美沉默,小娜期望自己能迫她說出藏在內心深處的祕密。231Please respect copyright.PENANAF2NUlEeuc4
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小娜做的事過往有成千上萬人做過,他們沒有一個成功。他們總是在最後刺激到異端者,令異端者肆無忌憚地釋放魔力摧毀四周的一切。231Please respect copyright.PENANAN1P4xPzPBf
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她當然不知道自己正走在鋼索上,她也不知道甚麼是鋼索,她的聰明可能反而會置她於死地。231Please respect copyright.PENANA1KEabPAutP
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「只是因為害羞而不想讓人幫助自己,也太笨了。」她想。231Please respect copyright.PENANAcgHoWQsWVe