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呢個壞習慣，已經持續咗好一段日子，本來只係偶爾，慢慢地變成每星期一次，又漸漸地變成每星期三次⋯好似正逐漸依賴呢種刺痛感令自己減壓359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZPCyCRdZi
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有時留喺學校溫書，總會有溫書溫到個腦實晒記唔到嘢嘅時候359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfOBgcj28p
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「咔！」邱茗然推開天台嘅鐵門，前腳踏出去踩喺天台嘅水泥地上，邱茗然用力地吸一口新鮮嘅空氣，「哈⋯個腦都就Hang機記唔到嘢啦⋯！」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbzGhRE2K2
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聽到開門聲嘅殷書賢猛然回頭望向天台門口，見到邱茗然推開鐵門行入嚟，兩人對望一眼359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNLDwfC2Bq
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殷書賢擔心比人發現自己呢個「壞習慣」，所以見到有人推門嘅時候嚇到窒咗一下，但好快又回復平靜嘅狀態359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWICaNSfYOz
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「咔⋯呯！」天台嘅鐵門被打開，然後自動閂上359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsPjqsgFKo
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殷書賢孭住書包踏出校門，搭巴士番屋企；佢坐喺窗邊嘅位置戴上耳機，好好咁趁呢段車程休息⋯359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIZNESgnpM
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「佢㗎⋯？」邱茗然回頭朝門口嘅方向望咗一眼，低頭望鎅刀嘅眼神裏係滿滿嘅疑惑，「點解會帶住鎅刀喺身⋯？」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBMZDyCEet
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殷書賢拎出鎖匙開門，啱啱推開門，殷書賢就直接一怔359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVXInEdkwA
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「姨媽、細姨。」殷書賢對坐喺梳化上嘅姨媽同細姨禮貌地打招呼359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aUa1gyKWb
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「唔通喺學校⋯？」殷書賢拎住筆袋，望住筆袋沉思，腦海中忽然閃過喺佢離開天台之前見到嘅最後一人，「會唔會喺佢度⋯？算啦⋯聽日去天台搵下⋯」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoyiGxlVX7
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「有種唔太好嘅預感⋯快啲食完飯番房⋯」殷書賢感覺到有少少不自在，喺心裏對自己講嘅同時手悄悄加快咗夾餸食飯嘅速度359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKfpRSbBrp
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「係喎，書賢諗好讀咩大學未呀？」細姨忽然間將話題由佢地嘅日常一下子拉到殷書賢身上359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfMhEQxsON
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「書賢讀書咁叻，一定考到大學啦～想讀咩科呀？」姨媽好似湊熱鬧一樣加把口問359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWwSf14KjQ
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同家人一齊食飯，本應係一件好溫馨嘅事，但對殷書賢嚟講，係佢無休止嘅地獄一樣，又攰又辛苦⋯359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwwnGMRwaZ
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「佢打算讀醫呀～」未等殷書賢開口，殷媽媽就一臉自豪地道，唔知仲以為殷書賢已經喺醫學院讀緊書，「讀醫好呀～」359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9AP5xu5hf
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殷書賢一直耷低頭食飯，佢都唔想開口講嘢，只係聽住長輩嘅對話都足以令佢疲倦不堪359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHilfce4ue
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「書賢，你溫書嘅話就番房先啦。」殷媽媽見殷書賢將碗筷放低便對佢道359Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8w0UPmDPM
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