放學後嘅學校少咗一份生氣，樓下操場傳嚟嘅訓練聲特別響亮，黃昏嘅陽光打喺學校嘅每一處，將所有嘢嘅影子默默地拉長443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY2wioiMbl
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身處喺精英班嘅佢，每一科都要攞到好成績，聽朝早又有測驗，殷書賢感覺壓力嚟得太多443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YyfvpgsjD
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殷書賢伸手入褲袋拎出鎅刀，將刀片一格一格咁推出，然後拉起左邊嘅衫袖，手起刀落443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sgUWPX3cZ
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「呼⋯」殷書賢調整着呼吸，刺痛嘅感覺由前臂蔓延，隨即又喺前臂多鎅一下443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkknfPnS5F
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佢嘅左手握緊拳頭同時，拎住鎅刀嘅右手將刀片收起，順手地將鎅刀先放喺矮牆上443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4pXDzgeni
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「壞習慣真係⋯」殷書賢定睛望住傷口滲出血，喺傷口上嘅血逐漸變成一顆顆小血珠443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzDx3caAsj
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呢個壞習慣，已經持續咗好一段日子，本來只係偶爾，慢慢地變成每星期一次，又漸漸地變成每星期三次⋯好似正逐漸依賴呢種刺痛感令自己減壓443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpJW1Lv4Kn
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有時留喺學校溫書，總會有溫書溫到個腦實晒記唔到嘢嘅時候443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QOosV5f81
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「咔！」邱茗然推開天台嘅鐵門，前腳踏出去踩喺天台嘅水泥地上，邱茗然用力地吸一口新鮮嘅空氣，「哈⋯個腦都就Hang機記唔到嘢啦⋯！」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6I3e5QXTp
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聽到開門聲嘅殷書賢猛然回頭望向天台門口，見到邱茗然推開鐵門行入嚟，兩人對望一眼443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgkkmT4zvS
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「嗯⋯？嗰個係殷書賢⋯？」邱茗然望住企喺矮牆前著住長袖冷衫嘅男仔443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUr2XNDOpR
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殷書賢擔心比人發現自己呢個「壞習慣」，所以見到有人推門嘅時候嚇到窒咗一下，但好快又回復平靜嘅狀態443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfdSlmfWsy
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「咔⋯呯！」天台嘅鐵門被打開，然後自動閂上443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2H66nB7cg
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「咦⋯？」邱茗然偶然望向右邊，目光自然地落喺離佢不遠嘅矮牆上443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOmkMbTu71
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殷書賢孭住書包踏出校門，搭巴士番屋企；佢坐喺窗邊嘅位置戴上耳機，好好咁趁呢段車程休息⋯443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgwi2pftpv
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「佢㗎⋯？」邱茗然回頭朝門口嘅方向望咗一眼，低頭望鎅刀嘅眼神裏係滿滿嘅疑惑，「點解會帶住鎅刀喺身⋯？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscqWVh7L4g
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殷書賢拎出鎖匙開門，啱啱推開門，殷書賢就直接一怔443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad9A3YT2ew
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「書賢番嚟啦？」「嗨書賢～」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3Asegrw5Q
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「姨媽、細姨。」殷書賢對坐喺梳化上嘅姨媽同細姨禮貌地打招呼443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNFENERKoI
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殷書賢直接走向睡房，不輕不重地將房門閂上，然後將校服落嚟換上屋企衫，著上一件薄外套，免得比人見到手上嘅痕跡443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjMFZCLsiQ
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「鎅刀呢⋯？」正當殷書賢準備換褲，打算將鎅刀拎番出嚟時，發現褲袋入面咩都冇，「鎅刀喺邊⋯？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVljfX3Wvs4
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殷書賢搵勻兩邊褲袋都冇，打開書包、打開筆袋都唔見鎅刀嘅身影443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nHxGklMl5
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「唔通喺學校⋯？」殷書賢拎住筆袋，望住筆袋沉思，腦海中忽然閃過喺佢離開天台之前見到嘅最後一人，「會唔會喺佢度⋯？算啦⋯聽日去天台搵下⋯」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAs4KNJhjp
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食飯嘅時候，媽媽、姨媽同細姨就喺度閒話家常，殷爸爸同殷書賢就安靜咁食飯443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2oQ9I7pzX
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「有種唔太好嘅預感⋯快啲食完飯番房⋯」殷書賢感覺到有少少不自在，喺心裏對自己講嘅同時手悄悄加快咗夾餸食飯嘅速度443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa6MgcCjto
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「係喎，書賢諗好讀咩大學未呀？」細姨忽然間將話題由佢地嘅日常一下子拉到殷書賢身上443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHg5gUo1Bl
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「書賢讀書咁叻，一定考到大學啦～想讀咩科呀？」姨媽好似湊熱鬧一樣加把口問443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPpiYEK2E1
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同家人一齊食飯，本應係一件好溫馨嘅事，但對殷書賢嚟講，係佢無休止嘅地獄一樣，又攰又辛苦⋯443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRn7nQuDda
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「咁你想讀咩科呀？」細姨追問道443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI0SwWTrEg
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「佢打算讀醫呀～」未等殷書賢開口，殷媽媽就一臉自豪地道，唔知仲以為殷書賢已經喺醫學院讀緊書，「讀醫好呀～」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkQ1H0MFvS
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「讀醫呀？好事呀～叻仔！」姨媽同意地點頭443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnSCixArW3
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殷書賢一直耷低頭食飯，佢都唔想開口講嘢，只係聽住長輩嘅對話都足以令佢疲倦不堪443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADtQ7JZBMn
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「點解講嚟講去都係呢啲⋯ 宜家似學術會議多過一家人食飯⋯」殷書賢邊食飯邊喺心裏無奈道，愈聽愈覺得壓抑443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOV1Te7X5Q
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「考個好成績，將來條路都易行啲。」「讀書有咩咁辛苦呀～出到嚟做嘢就知讀書好啦～」「為佢地好先想佢地讀好啲書，將來唔洗咁辛苦嘛～」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT1EWxK6xV
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殷書賢聽到覺得精神上好攰，食完飯就將碗筷放低443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjildsAtyI2
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「書賢，你溫書嘅話就番房先啦。」殷媽媽見殷書賢將碗筷放低便對佢道443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeoTUhL9Tr
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「嗯。」殷書賢起身就行番房，無論係唔係溫書都好，殷書賢只想逃離嗰個令人疲倦嘅「學術會議」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x90cae7Yr
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「書賢真係乖，我都想我個仔有佢一半咁乖咁上進。」姨媽嘆一口氣，諗起自己個仔同眼前嘅殷書賢嘅差距就覺得苦惱443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBT9JwjLA7
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「佢考DSE啦嘛，唔努力啲點得呢。」殷媽媽平靜地講道，雖然聽到其他人對殷書賢嘅滿口稱讚，內心都有啲飄飄然，但都唔可以咁明顯表現出嚟，「考得唔好點讀醫？」443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkJSLYdCzy
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