No Plagiarism!swCsbR3cp6wrjwdJxyNQposted on PENANA 大一時,我剛剛入學就被一個學長纏上。8964 copyright protection142PENANAjyn30coCaw 維尼
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他說他對我一見鍾情,想要多認識我。起初,我也抱著能相處看看的心態,沒有拒絕他的一些不過分的請求。我會和室友們一起與那個學長的幾個朋友吃飯、唱K之類,總之大學生的生活都努力去體驗。8964 copyright protection142PENANAelSveOKkOa 維尼
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我很快發現我不喜歡這個學長。8964 copyright protection142PENANAxgM7Udj1XV 維尼
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因此,再一次學長的公開表白,我當眾拒絕了他。我記得當時,我對著學長鞠躬,腰都折了九十度快有,誠懇地跟他說我不喜歡他。8964 copyright protection142PENANADAH4ok8X93 維尼
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原本這件事情應當就這樣過去了,但被我當面拒絕的學長似乎覺得失了面子,必須跟我討回來。8964 copyright protection142PENANAYRdNxQoD6D 維尼
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因此,學校論壇開始出現有關我的大量造謠。說我看著清高,其實在酒會上都會裝醉勾搭其他男性;說我私底下在社群軟體有經營私密帳號,內容不堪入目;說我對人很雙面,背地裡會說人不是。8964 copyright protection142PENANA8DxXeQDILf 維尼
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那些明顯的毀謗,他都搭配了一些遮住帳號名字的截圖與看不見臉部的照片,再加上學長的幾個好友的「證詞」,我的罪名坐實了。8964 copyright protection142PENANApeRYJKwes8 維尼
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校方似乎覺得不太嚴重,沒有出面處理。輿論燒很大,當時校內幾乎每個人都知道我的名字。8964 copyright protection142PENANAwajqulqnHK 維尼
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許相欣,那個恐怖的女生。8964 copyright protection142PENANAlKSl5otlpE 維尼
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原本跟我不錯的室友對我切割的速度也是極快。我在學校開始被孤立,一個人生活的日子很難熬。我的性格不算開朗,室友已經是我想努力維持住的友誼,最後卻因為這樣的造謠沒了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAQycc3Ejc0f 維尼
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沈念寧最初跟我不算要好。她是我三個室友中,跟我對話最少的人。8964 copyright protection142PENANATcpBTMwv2i 維尼
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她那時不喜歡社交,大部分時候就是一個人在看電腦。8964 copyright protection142PENANATDePgpXHMA 維尼
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我開始獨自上下課以後,她才主動跟我走一塊。我跟她說,我是那個恐怖的女生,妳怎麼還願意跟我說話呢?她笑著說,她不是笨蛋,看得出來事情並不是網路上說的那樣。8964 copyright protection142PENANAqu4aQFxcDU 維尼
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她是很好的人,一直陪著我。在我的生活逐漸變得黑暗時,她充當了我的星星。她總叫我「小欣」,聽著好像叫我「小星」,但沈念寧才是我的星星。8964 copyright protection142PENANARPyEtdvpSy 維尼
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我平靜地看過今天網路上的造謠,內容大概是指責我看上了看著很乖巧好騙的學長,說我又想搞小動作。8964 copyright protection142PENANAmw29wnANQZ 維尼
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當初造謠我的學長已經畢業了,這些輿論是當時聽過我的謠傳的人再傳出的。8964 copyright protection142PENANAc3lWLHFeuI 維尼
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「太過份了!好像妳不反抗就好欺負一樣!」8964 copyright protection142PENANAAKdcPPiRKx 維尼
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沈念寧倒是比我更生氣。我看她大力敲鍵盤回擊那些網民的樣子,好像隨時會把筆電敲壞。我擋下她敲擊鍵盤的手,讓她冷靜。8964 copyright protection142PENANADpkYt0wmQ7 維尼
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「念寧,我沒事。妳跟他們吵,他們也不會相信妳啊!就別浪費力氣了。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAjMMyP2wdrA 維尼
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「可是……」8964 copyright protection142PENANARbza4ABpUm 維尼
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我與沈念寧對視著。她很擔心我,我能從她的眼神讀出來。8964 copyright protection142PENANAmJK9p74Xg2 維尼
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我勾著嘴角,只是微微笑著。8964 copyright protection142PENANANxBHbuiE1y 維尼
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「謝謝妳,念寧。」8964 copyright protection142PENANAjqj2TNq8My 維尼
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我想,輿論過段時間就會淡去。我就過我自己的生活就好了。但這個輿論的當事人除了我,還有當時跟我一起吃飯的賴昇,我還苦惱著要不要跟他說說,也不知道他有沒有聽說過這件事情了。8964 copyright protection142PENANAKwszGH6CFw 維尼
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在結束了一頓飯以後,我想還是通知一聲,將事發過程簡單發給了賴昇。8964 copyright protection142PENANAM1OSn35OkP 維尼
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我看著有些冗長的line訊息,內心忐忑地等待已讀跳出。8964 copyright protection142PENANAwn62VxRZPQ 維尼
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賴昇似乎在忙,暫時等不到他的訊息,我就不繼續等。結束了下午的課程,我再打開手機時,他已經讀過訊息了,不過沒有回覆。8964 copyright protection142PENANAbCCvM5oPDz 維尼
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是不是覺得我是糟糕的人,不再想理我了?8964 copyright protection142PENANA5TMppOrRAS 維尼
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想到這邊,我有些失落。我覺得賴昇是很好的人,他對陌生的我也很溫柔,幫我解題時也很有耐心。我想,我挺喜歡賴昇的。8964 copyright protection142PENANA2L23yTMGFQ 維尼
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如果他不想要再跟我有交集,我也不會過問。我能明白,當時也是很多人都相信了網路上的東西,不曾想願意多認識我本人,聽到傳言就離我離得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection142PENANAs41gW0wD1O 維尼
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我很想告訴他:我不太會喝酒,喝醉了也只會想睡,不會亂搭訕別人;我沒有什麼私人帳號,社群軟體用的少,帳號也挺乾淨的;我不會背著別人說壞話,我挺直接的。8964 copyright protection142PENANArFAUdT0evZ 維尼
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但那些又如何呢?賴昇會相信我嗎?8964 copyright protection142PENANAgx12NDW4g6 維尼
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我將與賴昇的對話介面關掉,收起手機,不想再看。8964 copyright protection142PENANAfvXEhv4WiC 維尼
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讓我變成這樣的人順利畢業了,留下我一個人殘破不堪,時不時還要被別人提起那段痛苦的莫須有的過去。8964 copyright protection142PENANAkcZllkBIU8 維尼
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回到宿舍,我緊緊依偎著沈念寧。我靠在她懷裡,小聲地哭著。我不想讓別人知道我的難過,因為他們只會說我很虛偽。8964 copyright protection142PENANA3WVBpJjQ91 維尼
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造謠被說是我的真面目,而我流露出的真情會被評價是虛偽。8964 copyright protection142PENANAsXEFP6JpRH 維尼
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