P. (1)39Please respect copyright.PENANAmjubjBV50d
很多人都會經歷這樣的一個階段吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVKO0l21Sex
一無所有,又失魂落魄。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtuytbxhnxz
習慣性的否定和貶低自己。
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P. (2)39Please respect copyright.PENANA9vyAgMPhyJ
生活的毫無存在感,只好宅在家裡,與泡麵為伴。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmm4lKKXwoS
沉默寡言,稀鬆邋遢。
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P. (3)39Please respect copyright.PENANAwmhJF06Rrm
獨自生活的太久。39Please respect copyright.PENANACagu3umKYp
對外面真實的世界,充滿了恐懼伴。39Please respect copyright.PENANAreZlo5k3L5
只能把春天,過成了冬天。
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(4)39Please respect copyright.PENANAum6whvFQWl
雖然也渴望交流,渴望溫暖。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXMPggB1AuV
但似乎已經失去了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHyOsc5emRN
開懷大笑,與人交往的能力。
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(5)39Please respect copyright.PENANA87A5u0BbcH
當隔壁的人,主動搭訕。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7ukaqVAnbw
但習慣了沉默的主人公,只能尷尬應對。
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(6)39Please respect copyright.PENANAOx4yE1cU7d
我不是一個懂得。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiEY8o9DSNs
如何討別人喜歡,和融入人群的人。
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(7)39Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Ln0WMDJy
我就正在想,人和人之間,究竟是要保持距離,還是要互相取暖呢?
而在一群人當中,如果顯得格格不入。39Please respect copyright.PENANAPV2wuD7D0D
你是要拉近距離,還是保持自己呢。
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(8)39Please respect copyright.PENANAiytsc3C3mx
我想人這一生,就是對新環境不斷的適應。39Please respect copyright.PENANAkizLcOcnDe
畢竟群居動物的天性,本身就在我們的基因深處。
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(9)39Please respect copyright.PENANAoVIzH5NVY0
所以我們無法捨棄人際關係。39Please respect copyright.PENANAv7Tw6UrKLS
也無法離開情感的擰帶。39Please respect copyright.PENANAV1pVXJoA5g
當你進入一個新的環境。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3xwLS97CGI
就要面臨新的人際關係。39Please respect copyright.PENANAlE3dVdNNXW
但是卻每每,都不是盡如人意。
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(10)39Please respect copyright.PENANAvZadd5mnV2
因為任何的感情基礎都是交流。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqyS53WyAxR
只是當不適應而強行進入的後果39Please respect copyright.PENANApZMWIVAcyX
往往都會跌過跟頭,吃過苦頭39Please respect copyright.PENANAuW7U7sTew3
這不僅給自己留下了傷疤39Please respect copyright.PENANAwMkvQxkZ5V
也給別人帶來了巨大的壓力,因為強扭的瓜,總是不甜的
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什麼都改變不了,什麼也都影響不了39Please respect copyright.PENANAzNftwjxL3D
只有失落,是一個人的孤單39Please respect copyright.PENANAUdREgAjRNa
人與人的交往,是場各自為營的戰爭。
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(11)39Please respect copyright.PENANAMTPgBSyWXi
因此人必須學會傾聽自己的心聲。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqAATN1ZVoB
自己和自己交流。39Please respect copyright.PENANARtBSG5hHtg
這樣才能夠形成較有深度的內心世界。
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(12)39Please respect copyright.PENANAUNjQXnrKWK
我早已習慣了,失去睡眠的夜晚。
想念著一些孤單的身影。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcPGB5Ap9bu
只有閉上眼睛,凝聽心中的聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAH63LHLF5bS
我才會清楚地意識到,「 」對我的重要。
(13)39Please respect copyright.PENANApupGu5jRx3
我是個很悲觀的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWbyaziIpOL
但是我的身上,似乎有第二個自我。39Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ2gmEQdP2
她很樂觀,而且活潑、好動。39Please respect copyright.PENANA16mlqpM43u
什麼都想嘗試,什麼都想經歷。
(14)39Please respect copyright.PENANA5elAjJevif
這另外一個我。39Please respect copyright.PENANAMjm35pWKIk
仿佛是它。39Please respect copyright.PENANABI3gAtxepm
把我派遣到了這個世界上活動。
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(15)39Please respect copyright.PENANASOtJtt8pXw
同時它又始終在關切著我。39Please respect copyright.PENANAb4uhBwog2K
把我置於關於它的視野內。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3284Qu6xVt
像是隨時準備把我召回它的身邊。
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「我是你冥冥之中給你綻放野花的田園39Please respect copyright.PENANAxs9SHyli0U
潛意識的另一個你,我叫冥花。」
我:北「冥...花?」
冥花:就叫冥花吧,沒事的。笑過會清淨,哭過會透明,難過才有意義!
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(17)39Please respect copyright.PENANAz4zTtNlIGF
即使我在世界上,遭受到悲慘的災難和失敗。39Please respect copyright.PENANAd5qo4xeUxG
只要適得返回她的途徑,我就不會全軍覆沒。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqVKlEANfhi
它是我的守護神,對我守護著一個永遠的家園。39Please respect copyright.PENANAG0C4OXY5a2
使我不至無家可歸。
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(18)「39Please respect copyright.PENANAl0no2WYwxL
冥花:39Please respect copyright.PENANAEqc4QKILrx
你只要享受生活濃濃的愜意。39Please respect copyright.PENANA284TyXuyHZ
和雨後放晴的天空就好了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAABBDXdSLUt
把濕透的我豪不在意的放進口袋,也不會怎樣。39Please respect copyright.PENANA1sRUzdjSu5
因為我只是一把,為你存在的雨傘。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbbpNDWR83W
只要能夠從漫天的雨中保護你。39Please respect copyright.PENANAAPGRTO3qDH
就是我全部的使命。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqhiNUIEZVc
」
(19)39Please respect copyright.PENANAhGJWJmBmXw
這條道路是你的,你可以探險。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGyP3H6YFlw
可以開拓,也可以放棄。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8sBJc3hFm3
但是放棄之前。39Please respect copyright.PENANAodp0idMKZS
請一定仔細踏遍每一吋土地。39Please respect copyright.PENANASpmZRMEqJB
否則,你會無所得。
(20)39Please respect copyright.PENANADLzy6lHbo7
冥花:39Please respect copyright.PENANAkXsHlEfzro
你只能向前看,你只能向前走。39Please respect copyright.PENANAE99hmWYWIN
看看是不是有意外著驚喜在等著你。39Please respect copyright.PENANATrS09Dovir
或者意外的荊棘。39Please respect copyright.PENANALmdhz5bShU
除非你站著不動。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxIZEQRXfxf
因為我終究只是另一個你而已。
(21)39Please respect copyright.PENANAunhbmzNrxN
你要有選擇的勇氣,也要有承擔的勇氣。39Please respect copyright.PENANATwH6yHCZfb
不過首先,要活在當下。
(22)39Please respect copyright.PENANAlNBIRBvNw0
冥花:即使你未必獲得人們的掌聲,但至少每一步,你都要有收穫。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5ZkyZkyMB
每一步,你走得愉快,且心滿意足,就好了!
(23)39Please respect copyright.PENANATeJmc0JYiB
另外一個我,永遠都在呼喚著我、鼓勵著我。
(24)39Please respect copyright.PENANAvzenOWnfIJ
在我奔向那個可能性之前,我必須把這個我給做好。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7VVFphdP05
我的每一個當下,都要對得起自己。
(25)39Please respect copyright.PENANAtWL4cAKEqE
冥花:39Please respect copyright.PENANAcONj4VaZ6T
好了,另外一個我。39Please respect copyright.PENANACn5SGHS2HW
其實我想謝謝你,讓我扮演了你另外的人格。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHuiBpMW1vB
住在你的靈魂裡認識了這個世界。39Please respect copyright.PENANASTL9t7MKhU
但如果我和你告別,請不要思念我。
(26)39Please respect copyright.PENANAPKARQSwrKf
欸?39Please respect copyright.PENANA9i9FXLPbZa
我想要由衷的,向著它離去的方向,喊一聲:感謝39Please respect copyright.PENANAJNLLio9glW
但卻沒有勇氣大步向前,說一聲:抱歉
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【修正版】39Please respect copyright.PENANAZiEnubOFhD
它一直都很小心細緻的關心安慰著我,不是善良。39Please respect copyright.PENANACZXyx3CaTO
也許它只是想在自己難過的時候良。也想被他人關愛吧。
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===========過去畫面閃過===========
時過境遷,物是人非。
守一座寺廟,等一個人來。
當過往褪成回憶,留戀已是傷痕。
不後悔曾經遇見,只願歲月靜好。
腦裡一閃而過的畫面,那個畫面究竟是...?
(28)39Please respect copyright.PENANAbIEQFKZlrf
冥花:放心,我在這裡,一切都好,
「要高興喔」
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(29)39Please respect copyright.PENANATz7NuJh9cY
從小到大,我們聽到最多的是。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqXROoJE4DO
你要懂事,你要有出息。你要出人頭地。39Please respect copyright.PENANAc5KqWokMv7
可卻很少聽到,你要高興。
世界只剩下黑暗中靠近內心的聲息。39Please respect copyright.PENANADa2oRuPvlo
就這麼靜靜地,在同一片天空下聽風的聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAT48L8YVMNd
雖然身影已經不在這裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3ETXd8Sr9d
但我知道你一直都在。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdZYV3JQal2
即便旁人無法看見,即便無法用手觸碰。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmWWzY6IeIH
但是它,也會陪在我身旁。
風裡有喃喃絮語
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【文言文】
致來世者我曰:
吾願待汝,復來此世。39Please respect copyright.PENANANRkxxc2NUH
願世間多善意,未來一己之身,有勇猛愛此世,勿避逃。39Please respect copyright.PENANAi2lmBvwmmR
遂祝君彼茁者葭長,得禹於己之福;得其所愛之人,及愛汝之人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmnWC2XihSa
願君生活及未來,無兵革,福如東海。
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貞觀四年,庚寅夏至七月五日 北冥族宫女画家丨北冥花
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【白話文翻譯】
我期待你(妳),能再次來到這個世界。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFlJVuY9Pdd
願世間多點善意,讓未來的自己,有勇氣去愛這個世界,不要逃避。 」 39Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sk1DySnCD
然後祝福你茁壯成長,得到屬於自己的幸福,找到你愛的人,以及愛你的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAuNZH0de2Z5
希望你的生活和未來,沒有鬥爭,充滿幸福。
貞觀四年(630) 庚寅 夏至 七月五日 北冥族宮廷女畫家丨冥花姑娘
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