P. (1)94Please respect copyright.PENANAAsJMpc8TZZ
很多人都會經歷這樣的一個階段吧。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjhHyi6CDtI
一無所有,又失魂落魄。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5UTI9tClYs
習慣性的否定和貶低自己。
94Please respect copyright.PENANAUyDsKNBHCT
P. (2)94Please respect copyright.PENANAQdCvbJmOLz
生活的毫無存在感,只好宅在家裡,與泡麵為伴。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFahBdrtL
沉默寡言,稀鬆邋遢。
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P. (3)94Please respect copyright.PENANAfkGPhw1ynu
獨自生活的太久。94Please respect copyright.PENANACxRGDahjU4
對外面真實的世界,充滿了恐懼伴。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2vTDXTuZa9
只能把春天,過成了冬天。
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(4)94Please respect copyright.PENANAPxuEb44IDP
雖然也渴望交流,渴望溫暖。94Please respect copyright.PENANAUIqJjdkbQO
但似乎已經失去了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAnxQcGc9Lsk
開懷大笑,與人交往的能力。
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(5)94Please respect copyright.PENANAaI276Fi0cy
當隔壁的人,主動搭訕。94Please respect copyright.PENANAn6M8TYd27m
但習慣了沉默的主人公,只能尷尬應對。
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(6)94Please respect copyright.PENANAFoPzmyYC4G
我不是一個懂得。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2ES4jIdjz8
如何討別人喜歡,和融入人群的人。
94Please respect copyright.PENANAeRX8DWFXbU
(7)94Please respect copyright.PENANAcALn3XW7mn
我就正在想,人和人之間,究竟是要保持距離,還是要互相取暖呢?
而在一群人當中,如果顯得格格不入。94Please respect copyright.PENANAYga4W2oq7j
你是要拉近距離,還是保持自己呢。
94Please respect copyright.PENANAqePKQh9rhe
(8)94Please respect copyright.PENANAbxsgmPsBpq
我想人這一生,就是對新環境不斷的適應。94Please respect copyright.PENANAOhJtKKrcZV
畢竟群居動物的天性,本身就在我們的基因深處。
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(9)94Please respect copyright.PENANA4nTfqegufI
所以我們無法捨棄人際關係。94Please respect copyright.PENANAuG79oPWB7U
也無法離開情感的擰帶。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjAGylkXXrs
當你進入一個新的環境。94Please respect copyright.PENANADBLyYctuQu
就要面臨新的人際關係。94Please respect copyright.PENANAaJov0pl5Xq
但是卻每每,都不是盡如人意。
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(10)94Please respect copyright.PENANA4QL6KxRKlO
因為任何的感情基礎都是交流。94Please respect copyright.PENANAVmpE4NcAbP
只是當不適應而強行進入的後果94Please respect copyright.PENANAChpGzaupkC
往往都會跌過跟頭,吃過苦頭94Please respect copyright.PENANAOMBTma4wGq
這不僅給自己留下了傷疤94Please respect copyright.PENANA8GRn3vpWKD
也給別人帶來了巨大的壓力,因為強扭的瓜,總是不甜的
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什麼都改變不了,什麼也都影響不了94Please respect copyright.PENANA7qBa9rFmd4
只有失落,是一個人的孤單94Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hjy400Uzu
人與人的交往,是場各自為營的戰爭。
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(11)94Please respect copyright.PENANAc61MBxHAIi
因此人必須學會傾聽自己的心聲。94Please respect copyright.PENANA6zIyctzSFb
自己和自己交流。94Please respect copyright.PENANASLJPVDXjBF
這樣才能夠形成較有深度的內心世界。
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(12)94Please respect copyright.PENANAWyp3GUVbHk
我早已習慣了,失去睡眠的夜晚。
想念著一些孤單的身影。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7x3Bk1TSx
只有閉上眼睛,凝聽心中的聲音。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjedFIU5qCd
我才會清楚地意識到,「 」對我的重要。
(13)94Please respect copyright.PENANA1lJp6R6Ikx
我是個很悲觀的人。94Please respect copyright.PENANAR2BNh3tbUN
但是我的身上,似乎有第二個自我。94Please respect copyright.PENANAhRIVmehsG6
她很樂觀,而且活潑、好動。94Please respect copyright.PENANADXn1g1ouxU
什麼都想嘗試,什麼都想經歷。
(14)94Please respect copyright.PENANAwVayTAEfUj
這另外一個我。94Please respect copyright.PENANAgp8Ow3LyoH
仿佛是它。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5o0Xtp5s9L
把我派遣到了這個世界上活動。
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(15)94Please respect copyright.PENANAyku9cxvjnO
同時它又始終在關切著我。94Please respect copyright.PENANATaP4W9xnnO
把我置於關於它的視野內。94Please respect copyright.PENANA83sLei3C98
像是隨時準備把我召回它的身邊。
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「我是你冥冥之中給你綻放野花的田園94Please respect copyright.PENANA8TXSoP2Jib
潛意識的另一個你,我叫冥花。」
我:北「冥...花?」
冥花:就叫冥花吧,沒事的。笑過會清淨,哭過會透明,難過才有意義!
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(17)94Please respect copyright.PENANA3nYANT38oV
即使我在世界上,遭受到悲慘的災難和失敗。94Please respect copyright.PENANASRtZmCYIGY
只要適得返回她的途徑,我就不會全軍覆沒。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlpoD3ZDVwP
它是我的守護神,對我守護著一個永遠的家園。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjQhgMfgmwV
使我不至無家可歸。
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(18)「94Please respect copyright.PENANAxyMNTo9nei
冥花:94Please respect copyright.PENANAd0hdKuM1vj
你只要享受生活濃濃的愜意。94Please respect copyright.PENANAO3Iin8pmDt
和雨後放晴的天空就好了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjHA2elRI1d
把濕透的我豪不在意的放進口袋,也不會怎樣。94Please respect copyright.PENANAxWQyjY7Jsj
因為我只是一把,為你存在的雨傘。94Please respect copyright.PENANAriLpiAxg2D
只要能夠從漫天的雨中保護你。94Please respect copyright.PENANAmhtoYBY4ZZ
就是我全部的使命。94Please respect copyright.PENANAI9qbpaGjVS
」
(19)94Please respect copyright.PENANAYeStZUA8nV
這條道路是你的,你可以探險。94Please respect copyright.PENANAser5Duk4pU
可以開拓,也可以放棄。94Please respect copyright.PENANAss51pJPweO
但是放棄之前。94Please respect copyright.PENANAVqQFlOJjLC
請一定仔細踏遍每一吋土地。94Please respect copyright.PENANA8NdOmu6dtK
否則,你會無所得。
(20)94Please respect copyright.PENANAADgCVk2Z1z
冥花:94Please respect copyright.PENANAU8lU3KJjrS
你只能向前看,你只能向前走。94Please respect copyright.PENANAAs6JpT8tuk
看看是不是有意外著驚喜在等著你。94Please respect copyright.PENANAq9NWgloCwC
或者意外的荊棘。94Please respect copyright.PENANA76PHYp5041
除非你站著不動。94Please respect copyright.PENANA9zYUx7IVB2
因為我終究只是另一個你而已。
(21)94Please respect copyright.PENANAOlwGVvUDxN
你要有選擇的勇氣,也要有承擔的勇氣。94Please respect copyright.PENANAvq5CEuKeuE
不過首先,要活在當下。
(22)94Please respect copyright.PENANAZOGrK8eUkh
冥花:即使你未必獲得人們的掌聲,但至少每一步,你都要有收穫。94Please respect copyright.PENANAS4p6q4FxZJ
每一步,你走得愉快,且心滿意足,就好了!
(23)94Please respect copyright.PENANAgFQ0ZCAsCf
另外一個我,永遠都在呼喚著我、鼓勵著我。
(24)94Please respect copyright.PENANA4eHx2nPD2h
在我奔向那個可能性之前,我必須把這個我給做好。94Please respect copyright.PENANAPvG9q0q07L
我的每一個當下,都要對得起自己。
(25)94Please respect copyright.PENANAaD4TO3DVZZ
冥花:94Please respect copyright.PENANAV8WzwRreml
好了,另外一個我。94Please respect copyright.PENANAGvuihMxzYS
其實我想謝謝你,讓我扮演了你另外的人格。94Please respect copyright.PENANAzHEgtHqeCE
住在你的靈魂裡認識了這個世界。94Please respect copyright.PENANA7pOzPhiies
但如果我和你告別,請不要思念我。
(26)94Please respect copyright.PENANAfcuw13WYTz
欸?94Please respect copyright.PENANACJEwJ84EH0
我想要由衷的,向著它離去的方向,喊一聲:感謝94Please respect copyright.PENANAw8tHbrr9Rh
但卻沒有勇氣大步向前,說一聲:抱歉
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【修正版】94Please respect copyright.PENANAEDmlzW5t1T
它一直都很小心細緻的關心安慰著我,不是善良。94Please respect copyright.PENANAr9h6bzQjpN
也許它只是想在自己難過的時候良。也想被他人關愛吧。
94Please respect copyright.PENANABYc90njZE2
===========過去畫面閃過===========
時過境遷,物是人非。
守一座寺廟,等一個人來。
當過往褪成回憶,留戀已是傷痕。
不後悔曾經遇見,只願歲月靜好。
腦裡一閃而過的畫面,那個畫面究竟是...?
(28)94Please respect copyright.PENANAp51GVdan6A
冥花:放心,我在這裡,一切都好,
「要高興喔」
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(29)94Please respect copyright.PENANAlpplvEmLv5
從小到大,我們聽到最多的是。94Please respect copyright.PENANAmXyRawHMPF
你要懂事,你要有出息。你要出人頭地。94Please respect copyright.PENANA4zN28nWn4Z
可卻很少聽到,你要高興。
世界只剩下黑暗中靠近內心的聲息。94Please respect copyright.PENANAV2gqv5pX9a
就這麼靜靜地,在同一片天空下聽風的聲音。94Please respect copyright.PENANAUykp4AHgCh
雖然身影已經不在這裡。94Please respect copyright.PENANAt1l35qPbIP
但我知道你一直都在。94Please respect copyright.PENANAzLnRIB48gH
即便旁人無法看見,即便無法用手觸碰。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2lTrCOct58
但是它,也會陪在我身旁。
風裡有喃喃絮語
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【文言文】
致來世者我曰:
吾願待汝,復來此世。94Please respect copyright.PENANA7XTVjzH422
願世間多善意,未來一己之身,有勇猛愛此世,勿避逃。94Please respect copyright.PENANAH6KVLVvj1A
遂祝君彼茁者葭長,得禹於己之福;得其所愛之人,及愛汝之人。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsgRJbAbuzS
願君生活及未來,無兵革,福如東海。
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貞觀四年,庚寅夏至七月五日 北冥族宫女画家丨北冥花
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【白話文翻譯】
我期待你(妳),能再次來到這個世界。94Please respect copyright.PENANAOv69rFCLRt
願世間多點善意,讓未來的自己,有勇氣去愛這個世界,不要逃避。 」 94Please respect copyright.PENANAPI1mlbI0GX
然後祝福你茁壯成長,得到屬於自己的幸福,找到你愛的人,以及愛你的人。94Please respect copyright.PENANAAXdAk3CxRt
希望你的生活和未來,沒有鬥爭,充滿幸福。
貞觀四年(630) 庚寅 夏至 七月五日 北冥族宮廷女畫家丨冥花姑娘
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