P. (1)98Please respect copyright.PENANAmuQij8nmea
很多人都會經歷這樣的一個階段吧。98Please respect copyright.PENANANGSyXnFpgv
一無所有,又失魂落魄。98Please respect copyright.PENANA4wxsZdsL9s
習慣性的否定和貶低自己。
98Please respect copyright.PENANA2KLeqsqfJA
P. (2)98Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ7qsCUEx1
生活的毫無存在感,只好宅在家裡,與泡麵為伴。98Please respect copyright.PENANAjkQUC6a19w
沉默寡言,稀鬆邋遢。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAIux7dnXaKR
P. (3)98Please respect copyright.PENANAaYqGnRf3ve
獨自生活的太久。98Please respect copyright.PENANA5UU6I7GL7Z
對外面真實的世界,充滿了恐懼伴。98Please respect copyright.PENANAoe2REFJ3zi
只能把春天,過成了冬天。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAsFQdBekKiw
(4)98Please respect copyright.PENANArfyCO3cCUt
雖然也渴望交流,渴望溫暖。98Please respect copyright.PENANAUcRfavedaP
但似乎已經失去了。98Please respect copyright.PENANA10dDEEJG4D
開懷大笑,與人交往的能力。
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(5)98Please respect copyright.PENANAFLqwl0iH0L
當隔壁的人,主動搭訕。98Please respect copyright.PENANAmUBARkBGQb
但習慣了沉默的主人公,只能尷尬應對。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAjEDufrfeqk
(6)98Please respect copyright.PENANAiS0IMvT9JK
我不是一個懂得。98Please respect copyright.PENANAB9xNvCxAhh
如何討別人喜歡,和融入人群的人。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAgveJ70uwtC
(7)98Please respect copyright.PENANAVgZQSXkAtM
我就正在想,人和人之間,究竟是要保持距離,還是要互相取暖呢?
而在一群人當中,如果顯得格格不入。98Please respect copyright.PENANAFgFRh4KQD3
你是要拉近距離,還是保持自己呢。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAzy8cTXFWAD
(8)98Please respect copyright.PENANAwEPN5gdJti
我想人這一生,就是對新環境不斷的適應。98Please respect copyright.PENANAjhg7zkFrYp
畢竟群居動物的天性,本身就在我們的基因深處。
98Please respect copyright.PENANA3XeRJeUL5a
(9)98Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y468u94Fx
所以我們無法捨棄人際關係。98Please respect copyright.PENANAsWD3lyEtbV
也無法離開情感的擰帶。98Please respect copyright.PENANAhpcq32T6xq
當你進入一個新的環境。98Please respect copyright.PENANAeNBQ44CHiU
就要面臨新的人際關係。98Please respect copyright.PENANAU9R0TTy8Mg
但是卻每每,都不是盡如人意。
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(10)98Please respect copyright.PENANACmS4QfT9K9
因為任何的感情基礎都是交流。98Please respect copyright.PENANAFqhJyQTrtb
只是當不適應而強行進入的後果98Please respect copyright.PENANAEo4uFbn26I
往往都會跌過跟頭,吃過苦頭98Please respect copyright.PENANAVq9leGIYAy
這不僅給自己留下了傷疤98Please respect copyright.PENANA4JNpKFXWPk
也給別人帶來了巨大的壓力,因為強扭的瓜,總是不甜的
98Please respect copyright.PENANAYrIDsNFMu2
什麼都改變不了,什麼也都影響不了98Please respect copyright.PENANAVg0IqA5mov
只有失落,是一個人的孤單98Please respect copyright.PENANAOgVjBM0qqB
人與人的交往,是場各自為營的戰爭。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAapdGR6PVQL
(11)98Please respect copyright.PENANA64q3drs7Kv
因此人必須學會傾聽自己的心聲。98Please respect copyright.PENANApuz79fCa38
自己和自己交流。98Please respect copyright.PENANA8UYnXrLsWP
這樣才能夠形成較有深度的內心世界。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAUYptmFHuwU
(12)98Please respect copyright.PENANAAKD2fVPMk6
我早已習慣了,失去睡眠的夜晚。
想念著一些孤單的身影。98Please respect copyright.PENANAAeXuAtwSp9
只有閉上眼睛,凝聽心中的聲音。98Please respect copyright.PENANAiOsSyCKS2k
我才會清楚地意識到,「 」對我的重要。
(13)98Please respect copyright.PENANAid97SD7YKt
我是個很悲觀的人。98Please respect copyright.PENANAtpEOOZyAXO
但是我的身上,似乎有第二個自我。98Please respect copyright.PENANAtiB2ugwI25
她很樂觀,而且活潑、好動。98Please respect copyright.PENANABwYTqOhFCn
什麼都想嘗試,什麼都想經歷。
(14)98Please respect copyright.PENANAJBtU2bZHGk
這另外一個我。98Please respect copyright.PENANAzXMX897J4O
仿佛是它。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlh6Uemc8Xi
把我派遣到了這個世界上活動。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAeBFCdrGNNL
(15)98Please respect copyright.PENANA9f7IvyCsFn
同時它又始終在關切著我。98Please respect copyright.PENANANjye8MQPMb
把我置於關於它的視野內。98Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2prNNZSgO
像是隨時準備把我召回它的身邊。
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「我是你冥冥之中給你綻放野花的田園98Please respect copyright.PENANAync1H98DL5
潛意識的另一個你,我叫冥花。」
我:北「冥...花?」
冥花:就叫冥花吧,沒事的。笑過會清淨,哭過會透明,難過才有意義!
98Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5EDXGbmxZ
(17)98Please respect copyright.PENANAs7mvMmL7yr
即使我在世界上,遭受到悲慘的災難和失敗。98Please respect copyright.PENANAramTHJ5acx
只要適得返回她的途徑,我就不會全軍覆沒。98Please respect copyright.PENANAWvThRzDp3v
它是我的守護神,對我守護著一個永遠的家園。98Please respect copyright.PENANA0lZSxuuc3P
使我不至無家可歸。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAo2dnjzwiJD
(18)「98Please respect copyright.PENANAuvzkwk2uLu
冥花:98Please respect copyright.PENANAuMkkX9lHAm
你只要享受生活濃濃的愜意。98Please respect copyright.PENANAg2CGsQNISG
和雨後放晴的天空就好了。98Please respect copyright.PENANA6HxdycnDW0
把濕透的我豪不在意的放進口袋,也不會怎樣。98Please respect copyright.PENANAv8ArOSeKXc
因為我只是一把,為你存在的雨傘。98Please respect copyright.PENANArIxWsoMQXE
只要能夠從漫天的雨中保護你。98Please respect copyright.PENANAgM98q0cz7J
就是我全部的使命。98Please respect copyright.PENANAZcH5COtg16
」
(19)98Please respect copyright.PENANAogFdIoECQ5
這條道路是你的,你可以探險。98Please respect copyright.PENANAyJWqJSIzf0
可以開拓,也可以放棄。98Please respect copyright.PENANA0Sq8NBOUb2
但是放棄之前。98Please respect copyright.PENANABV0NBmXSIx
請一定仔細踏遍每一吋土地。98Please respect copyright.PENANAsoQknvOdHq
否則,你會無所得。
(20)98Please respect copyright.PENANAlzGb5RgA4H
冥花:98Please respect copyright.PENANAiOjVW1QW3U
你只能向前看,你只能向前走。98Please respect copyright.PENANACK12StjJ9N
看看是不是有意外著驚喜在等著你。98Please respect copyright.PENANA6hBO9FrGZA
或者意外的荊棘。98Please respect copyright.PENANAAI8LAgKtCd
除非你站著不動。98Please respect copyright.PENANAE1ROGPkp3v
因為我終究只是另一個你而已。
(21)98Please respect copyright.PENANAU2Ik6r6J7b
你要有選擇的勇氣,也要有承擔的勇氣。98Please respect copyright.PENANAfNN6AJokfp
不過首先,要活在當下。
(22)98Please respect copyright.PENANAvgCmdhwV9x
冥花:即使你未必獲得人們的掌聲,但至少每一步,你都要有收穫。98Please respect copyright.PENANAVw6kWf5dHw
每一步,你走得愉快,且心滿意足,就好了!
(23)98Please respect copyright.PENANAxWcqj7YbPs
另外一個我,永遠都在呼喚著我、鼓勵著我。
(24)98Please respect copyright.PENANAhLwxe9fNH7
在我奔向那個可能性之前,我必須把這個我給做好。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQjFjHc8IaF
我的每一個當下,都要對得起自己。
(25)98Please respect copyright.PENANAAtIinIoH9c
冥花:98Please respect copyright.PENANAQf9XLyBlii
好了,另外一個我。98Please respect copyright.PENANAZubG1jLCI0
其實我想謝謝你,讓我扮演了你另外的人格。98Please respect copyright.PENANAvMDkh6gRAv
住在你的靈魂裡認識了這個世界。98Please respect copyright.PENANAdsVBaq0Djx
但如果我和你告別,請不要思念我。
(26)98Please respect copyright.PENANAX74Lm7WISn
欸?98Please respect copyright.PENANApC0u6gu2fF
我想要由衷的,向著它離去的方向,喊一聲:感謝98Please respect copyright.PENANAwWe5OZmNdi
但卻沒有勇氣大步向前,說一聲:抱歉
98Please respect copyright.PENANAZyGeT1Onet
【修正版】98Please respect copyright.PENANAFCkx5P5f9y
它一直都很小心細緻的關心安慰著我,不是善良。98Please respect copyright.PENANACqs3nNW6dC
也許它只是想在自己難過的時候良。也想被他人關愛吧。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAFQDeUwIFl1
===========過去畫面閃過===========
時過境遷,物是人非。
守一座寺廟,等一個人來。
當過往褪成回憶,留戀已是傷痕。
不後悔曾經遇見,只願歲月靜好。
腦裡一閃而過的畫面,那個畫面究竟是...?
(28)98Please respect copyright.PENANAnxVRgUenIA
冥花:放心,我在這裡,一切都好,
「要高興喔」
98Please respect copyright.PENANACrEdiRZHUn
(29)98Please respect copyright.PENANA9fTwKz1ctA
從小到大,我們聽到最多的是。98Please respect copyright.PENANA3JaVYuq0bv
你要懂事,你要有出息。你要出人頭地。98Please respect copyright.PENANAnnbKEhmO4p
可卻很少聽到,你要高興。
世界只剩下黑暗中靠近內心的聲息。98Please respect copyright.PENANANyXAUk7vc0
就這麼靜靜地,在同一片天空下聽風的聲音。98Please respect copyright.PENANAcKWn0VP8JL
雖然身影已經不在這裡。98Please respect copyright.PENANA3j1pmi0irj
但我知道你一直都在。98Please respect copyright.PENANAfKNHNBSdUT
即便旁人無法看見,即便無法用手觸碰。98Please respect copyright.PENANAkw9WjokAx6
但是它,也會陪在我身旁。
風裡有喃喃絮語
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【文言文】
致來世者我曰:
吾願待汝,復來此世。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlzWjPiGdSF
願世間多善意,未來一己之身,有勇猛愛此世,勿避逃。98Please respect copyright.PENANArnnoEbVqaQ
遂祝君彼茁者葭長,得禹於己之福;得其所愛之人,及愛汝之人。98Please respect copyright.PENANATh020lUiyR
願君生活及未來,無兵革,福如東海。
98Please respect copyright.PENANAS04y4KCCMR
貞觀四年,庚寅夏至七月五日 北冥族宫女画家丨北冥花
98Please respect copyright.PENANAAZdTKg1YSw
【白話文翻譯】
我期待你(妳),能再次來到這個世界。98Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ2C4wUa0X
願世間多點善意,讓未來的自己,有勇氣去愛這個世界,不要逃避。 」 98Please respect copyright.PENANAJk3qOD7Vkc
然後祝福你茁壯成長,得到屬於自己的幸福,找到你愛的人,以及愛你的人。98Please respect copyright.PENANAoipL9gbKm6
希望你的生活和未來,沒有鬥爭,充滿幸福。
貞觀四年(630) 庚寅 夏至 七月五日 北冥族宮廷女畫家丨冥花姑娘
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