嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaKHELfGqU
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iHOw2Iiqg
其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ30xvHFTP8
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1r0rsYQ6i
咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFNfGHELlK
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHvptVf2Pf
可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmwyUxv5cU
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCshrhAyVAf
我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx0Q7l22dx
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO42K3tzPpH
「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CiYEeKhvX
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa90U4awst
「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ042VfubRQb
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPzTRxTyoM
「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagff8iKGkY
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PvlnIAZ4i
我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWL7kLReup
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwLvE9ZIGJ
直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuVwFKuvZX
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tyGDlv328
但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48T2wcD2VL
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigzDmhhhMn
我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBdi2bHaoH
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb0KEy6H1p
面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJhlPBfS5U
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmKisa7Cwa
可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfruKhFWBRs
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNAB8f5IiQ
成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJqBZbTTNP
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHT31IQ00F
我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOucFeqdKvY
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEq82H5zSf
我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn2lIWgFhd
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZyFvBQpHQ
每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQzLnuymWf
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRkkkZNZjU
「一年喇⋯⋯」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ80wBcmH9O
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0OR8HB3YA
「兩年喇⋯⋯」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlYKKNichW
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYswyunBZvO
「三年喇⋯⋯」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxYvuqaZsc
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8SPqMowId
直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW06aqx0xIO
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMkcUqYD4N
「六年喇⋯⋯」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yJVnvo1Md
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9hipvdORk
然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxhy4ZdTN6
8964 copyright protection910ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE7OXmc7Uz 維尼

3.148.217.26