嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwuP6xAbg3
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其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLGimFEHC3
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咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmU4Pu6Vrs
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可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF75hdzzXiM
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我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8W9eUpzfc
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「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwFQTBMoXG
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「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwExJiDR2Bq
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「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa5H02MNo9
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我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmQYs07Xvc
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直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlVsEZvs6i
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但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBhPxvs8Vt
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我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzKVoA9ENG
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面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlcLbEyoVQ
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可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALHHr7KY0Y
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成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll8wwfWM13
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我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UeYMQH923
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我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL08YeQjhea
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每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQpZbDM7qK
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「一年喇⋯⋯」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg2d5IHxTn
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFiVlSUxby
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「三年喇⋯⋯」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq31XBB5PxM
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直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit6yg9PLy8
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「六年喇⋯⋯」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNNb9F6uG2
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然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzQZvTBf8v
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