好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEHgiG3oeD
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz0BXWu2ZC
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwP5KYL52e
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIcuzl4icx
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydtlwtVG1v
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx6MVmOTL2
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2oZbBwg8g
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTxsLa7Wdu
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點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWRptZJIqb
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iGuQz7etY
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocKkpWZI6R
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFLPuf2Tjm
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQfj9mOkZj
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y1iFnLabm
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMHoCkeHH9
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwYIEXxx14
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EVMAy10aN
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd6UXE2gfM
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B1leXwuMJ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhEHeNJ8mQ
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I7n2pd9EP
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6wpCQdx3J
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe8sPTOnCn
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDqC3OF82A
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQrRYfdQDz
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJVrA12UEG
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3ygIgqdbS
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD0AvJuMXQ
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGZq4e2X9E
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1BLtL8GFU
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8YlRuEJXX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6mfBdqi7c
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4iplKe3Y9
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雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2331XVB3x
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlBphDGX0p
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AHul7k8q6
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EIpiN6OE9
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或者係逃避痛苦。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZJc7sUzhT
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IKodWqUvn
雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFnhRfjCX1
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnghI4wHzU
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHxGyNWG6d
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDV5gzWx59
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM1f0Uu2JO
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtwRoq5Kim
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVaqvGdnNU
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