好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8LRZmIGBF
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4f06HbVsG
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuNviZ6l8g
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分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSVcYhJAdC
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZST8oZMAt
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvzZCZOkff
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI3UeEhjcA
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiB7wLrwgu
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveuhCXsnIs
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDFqCkMEuv
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBUNUlzbw6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv2QDKguNk
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59EP1D8Iwc
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDVUU4Txe5
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmIPxjbm2G
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMVV85m7MR
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv9A06eTU0
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwfMKcdESW
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpdNsO2mX2
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdGzOdRm3X
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJyvDcxJex
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNROmMW4FkH
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqXcSFvh2c
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2onN41zwR
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDGTJgusAk
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzcVc4mLnG
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogLr2U5CLq
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuECpuGA2H3
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JEQw4lnET
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKT2GJ95JK
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZHswqfLz7
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwBK8wU300
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9AG8zJHSB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHgZRBEVEc
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZq4tYlcZm
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbT9WzA3EY
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvt4fXtV7O
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyPkMGLBsQ
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或者係逃避痛苦。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B0x8HNuVu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpHxFt539U
雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11COXqGH8H
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmNYlCIMrC
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQC8hyJfY7
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBebbD13x0
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt90wgtSqTh
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyvtwtn2k
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN97yAX3muu
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