好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczM5ss2M5m
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t0eVY34k4
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeyA9yoCJg
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QBH9EjTOf
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrjTL8PVxJ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPkEsR0B9m
點解一開始要呃我取消咗？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg5KNZgpVQ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeiFScfXTx
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpWM8WODmQ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR2I2bu4v3
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrN7q8fo42
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcim3PXxzUs
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa1FtDkSY2
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeB9PexF3v
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE0zdNf6K6
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlKL0WKm8e
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLknYuQyV7
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAEZum0zlT
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSvGLfwMFM
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlx1cIXdOT
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknpEOh5zV9
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuaVrSMWdT
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVpeRHLkh6
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWUtuu4voz
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEubiBG0Z3I
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gB51o6AhA
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIJQQy8dH7
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHDSeVDjkU
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbazsa3QjC
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGvew2q0gp
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ1lLM6BxF
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MSWlCLmfH
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUUrF2Q9KE
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDjTWJZ0Nv
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0hsiGvUf1
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD8Z3eQHla
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86CJsrLArZ
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGI6bKY3j4
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8iV2qeVqx
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5b2IZKgG2
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ytsOK0kR
或者係逃避痛苦。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnoNULNw1Z
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ngA89pFFt
雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBtAOrnsEI
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ0wcn9LMI
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd3euwH4Bl
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wyJGOIpDA
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyepqh960aR
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmUdcszzYe
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEH2ZmmLTC
然後按「加至主畫面」