花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijdSLustSf
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaNGMI9icj
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG1jMckXt6
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKCaYM1OGX
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORxV0cBYJc
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK9faKgh8Y
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQq3RpE8l3
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOVYbF8XCa
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo85jyVMTuj
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4852LCJU5
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXKImPcQjQ
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthpZwfLUXv
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「那又有什麼法子……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHijkawg3LJ
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「夠了！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG0ALEwtrf
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1q9FJcpCS
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlJViD4FBl
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zB7nEpTf5
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPWWOMITIT
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AbbkxVvM4
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl6qHQsiL6
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw5ct5nwc3
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfkWQrMCzM
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSb4XnSVKM
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「為何還不起來？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpMpGxyYPm
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「我已受夠了！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PBp3Gl8Q5
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「住嘴！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBPADvKwEI
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskSGxC9Dwl
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ0gaiPSw7
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第七天，我終於見到她了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiATw7XmFRS
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2luAOhQPSt
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdTTK39NHE
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm7HJTpmXq
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAKusTg0qR
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「呃、謝謝……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI0JoYVW8t
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「不客氣。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQPlLz0nge
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7PHpQavOP
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcHPnvgT2V
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOExtrHTl1
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPevoFzkhw
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0NSigcjrO
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86NQQHFg0f
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPcCJKSm4t
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「沒受傷吧？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLqB2g8cg1
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZRqyy1N4p
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqpyoEBhpp
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaW9ClHs7K
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YOlvWzWgB
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8df7WDOMhU
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「欸？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvGEkneB10
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmV4gKjOXT
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij1HzIVQ9g
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0YSCnQZOK
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAiy6SnlOG
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaChB1TG19x
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然而，我不能。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmlSm7gG0t
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「謝謝。再見了。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0rDY7OsY2
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvUfyeyiOe
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOGG2k5xc2
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZCHgVflkK
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「又如何！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7GK5R5eLb
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkMljf6xrc
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「那麼——」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KWDGAsXgN
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDi5rcvYAT
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78QUfnJwuX
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsRNBIVmBr
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuVHbQu4KX
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或許是同病相憐吧？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCSJYl0Hsp
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iVV02xNDq
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1kEHow0Dm
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這麼就足夠了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeZnbXOM7X
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIIYth5bTa
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbxR4LGGtM
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGRRsZLCDE
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5WcDYRFMm
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84ElMx7Eaa
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「這支是什麼歌？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXLoDKgiK0
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBvJHCVpKd
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurjrUzxQEj
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghyfj0Pces
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn3w4HWXVi
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ4TCyvlxM
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUikj2f7xg
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YkeIZLpJB
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「啊，是『頑強』……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Io83Hxoi
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會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEVmwlWxJI
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcAlYKDhA1
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGjQcaoOF4
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四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQyJpH2sls
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JwsyoGZ0L
「妳很像蒲公英。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IdM3Q4KWk
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SjWCuJeI6
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctDSfnwpIm
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「也許。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5UzcacL8s
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cCE4Dx2zp
「真不肯定啦！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJhp2XSHwz
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與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC5xSdl4Ck
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像我這麼的人……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9XPEaE6vM
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9bBW6lFCu
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRppaygq4bT
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHQjJKAnYs
「風？」我疑惑地反問。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQwsGAvA20
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMEhBSmnwG
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpektXSdh59
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5wFMeTKEn
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSwhY69MFK
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPGPou7DDp
我真的活著嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoCCOJmyK8
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaItjRV64A
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq8AQOgtmz
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7aVlKUQHr
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bjeOQXC84
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5brQBDNIbM
「沒關係。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRsbKqt3GT
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「那麼不行時要說啊！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSbR2hPJxO
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL6Wrgb8E9
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWDd1tM8N5
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95nlcHj2uS
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiKQC3njXX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUQfB7cZah
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvWFvzcSpn
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUd68YbRvl
「快點、回去吧。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjGaAxZznI
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHPKcYdJOh
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjv8fmgpEE
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w7rsANhuv
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDA9UeARKV
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46KutUirrp
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkVJ63R3bJ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfX3O5FXaS
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kpk3LugTf
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NQvuTH2N0
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeWStzkvjl
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOTJiG6l1V
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3gWzNcbe5
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tPIIR8XBh
所以這樣子就是最好的決定。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv9VQpMXtf
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5l1a2Mbki
可是，為何我會想哭？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bXBsPnNLx
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ159Mg2b6UM
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkxtjOHhxI
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpIKQqqYUZ
我想起那個她。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlU8dX9OvS
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj2PwwcQpH
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GnvmKgCKj
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG69xyvIN9x
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45PbNmXgIQ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYbCxLvbVy
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTksjueGpV9
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk3kzlsbjn
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7xYVLLEQu
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpacr0DvB2
今天我終於死了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNnXYi4TUm
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6LHVJogy6
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb0BA4Jah0
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PaObX9Ik5
我不想死！我不想死！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjlxGlopxX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GMdRS6eep
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVk31TNVhq
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbEGb5sSw8
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2yMgUuD15
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiLn6BVYWO
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAJYrWERkx
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPBiwMARC4
不過，為何她不再笑？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpQcsPRN7a
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd1TQgD20K
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1H2hCU67w
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWSDuYKCp6
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFOztS8BtZ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qfZ5iiR2v
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneqbbQznfU
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe9aFyOeJF
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPZ8np42d
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgtayCFMdv
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru7TDypVGm
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDqo4EOyqe
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELvGltXRaw
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM71UlnJ2ti
現在的「人」耐性真差。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVF450dVK4
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm1X2DbTZ5
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tHPe1Y6Kn
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0womQRugP
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy2GuZEv5J
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKV2i6SeVq
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKDuQTL1W1
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhxk8SK2Xl
「你是死神嗎？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkggHRdSGBt
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmSBu0lzxx
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVLYsuAeVG
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuHOQHjgF8
「哦。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu252jf5fo
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也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7RxwOXak9
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgt2iKQTH6
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYZ5oeyfbN
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjkLQrKwNP
很想回到過去。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC1giUu95b
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如果可以……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqynOAkIYaV
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkfCQU9y3C
再一次、再一次就可以了！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gCnDFCaez
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASIdzsgjp1
請給我道別的時間！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIgCoW0rVy
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIF2mXM9bb
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DkZ0Y6Iea
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49CU59UJUK
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuNtQyxfUJ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZtuuTaK0l
「嗨。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrOaewry8s
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxvLgLHcbI
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLqfHRlETa
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy6AaWuE2l
「我就在妳的面前。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VDk61IP9o
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKJ07rpuLq
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuGFkmdKpc
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviLCaF0qPJ
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYs0zZNytd
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5g0KNcZbC
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKspw8VItW
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJziRCTtwye
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoncXquE4G
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewObs3Stvk
她這句話是什麼意思？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpdFuEHx0C
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHXDEsV9n
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj6N4WBI08
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEmH61ViZx
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nRJUxMiOy
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiFNDpYRG4
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjgO31rZEX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h6OscDoFS
「我……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4kBaE2qOi
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZr46QB52w
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MFNrg5pC4
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6znrdHlqlB
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaND9mEAW5
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNSJVAsPW6
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8GLtkV09N
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9J6xD55DN
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLWJszMO8M
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUMz0BPNnL
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ffQPDznxF
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2rOSQqzSU
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18OOsVQv3r
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBwxkLeANS
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsncf3LVzU
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsidQwleFm
「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SM3U0KnXj
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ253RSqGGtp
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3K3Ef5u4e
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願妳幸福。
然後按「加至主畫面」