花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDamL3L2Ky5
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9gJzLAKZM
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dnxnnFkzC
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4ZFIL5lba
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO7ul6FW3w
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk6xpo5TaP
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdRHBsafrK
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CdV4shF6w
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUeHJbQXpK
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImKrAXUHBF
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDS3Tpf1Ig
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBQ3zHPgsN
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「那又有什麼法子……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI91V4LqYZ
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「夠了！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1p3Xngnly
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUUJMy8oEu
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZJxZ5aE31
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj3EYbLDuQ
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AJlzZMsLQ
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4HIkLkITU
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJpCfEgG7X
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqffZT2GaCg
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Jn3n5VGa
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkccJCLjbD
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「為何還不起來？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gChSCCA3V
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「我已受夠了！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSCiWSMGsb
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「住嘴！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunSovjUW2I
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VqoSqImSS
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKOQixOIS0
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第七天，我終於見到她了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUFKZdKSFr
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgseWFIS3lA
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Glgl7MKLF
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmz48uYKEA
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MXA4hQsgL
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「呃、謝謝……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVapt48nhx
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「不客氣。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE376vU9fN
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx69wiHC6qe
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt4jOhGT6F
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLWBYZQztj
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb02IOvYktq
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn1ubNaz7w
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN07ZONIny
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YKYJKU02k
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「沒受傷吧？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5LCkomGoc
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxgjVKTvNd
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLqOCHvDLq
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRu51z1XQ1
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JtAbvruEs
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UYKDEnoxV
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「欸？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRld9atKXf9
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Hj06QTJZ
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFDh2x5Dia
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMcvYbPg2Y
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZLC09thaT
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSTQ0OODx3
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然而，我不能。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMY8U40BDJ
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「謝謝。再見了。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB9zp70whn
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIs22FkFik
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h8u5HzzoJ
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMcO5cmywO
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「又如何！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpdkgHv2OP
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoSZC40IgK
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「那麼——」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh31urRLzra
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6prHd0MCVU
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztfhzsix2C
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFONMov7zg
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfN7n81ehB
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或許是同病相憐吧？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiTw1K2zbC
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3osNLwyUk
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgQVlsQZDz
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這麼就足夠了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvXzGDB8BE
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsbbbkxE6Z
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc307TPUrtd
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDQ0nhIXJb
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUZlIlg5LF
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr488nOQvj7
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「這支是什麼歌？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3jmsHpHM3
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1HNAeEUwk
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTUt9scggj
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUpgmHVlhu
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOOdWWkjeY
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K4CUBsSVg
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP06CjVnklw
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkQYpEvS7M
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「啊，是『頑強』……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz57C4Okop
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會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0arZKOZFs
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CE4cnsXNp
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLdIvXhqDd
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6V7aBeGAz
四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrB9TmkOlZ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2a7jqWVaF
「妳很像蒲公英。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyLCM8fLGr
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbHJk86684
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKNk6hn8S6
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxsCemAxju
「也許。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg9NjzT54G
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0UbeXcXxd
「真不肯定啦！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WgPL8QvIH
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GD5hJjUV9
與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt0XmdpLia
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfDl9JBx6E
像我這麼的人……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXCrKtXFiO
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVemKJVGJD0
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFikaRpbTeV
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypT7rcl52Y
「風？」我疑惑地反問。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXT4Upit08
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gLGcRwWZ4
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pVti8fj3L
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsBpCcsFmJ
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUlZMDdl9S
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgavNVoWUB9
我真的活著嗎？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DHS4sYPdH
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80bGuEMrYt
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLgCm5kCXk
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7JRo8RSOI
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORxzzJ1dfF
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5cet3Xhov
「沒關係。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvp6CFreu8
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6GuW6lwi6
「那麼不行時要說啊！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4SYl2nBhg
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAT6zsWpsI
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJu28RP3VU
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWbaVvt0wb
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokWriQH2ZN
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvYYDyo52l
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LiW5tVjoo
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEJaw6kfqy
「快點、回去吧。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUXfKXVEQr
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe8h2uUdvF
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqMi1SwHC7
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWx5UNmNTZ
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlaGzVNMB2
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUbnUlFWw9
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfiYSgZhAm
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hNkM40nEL
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl6WMI5KTp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw0oNfueft
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9V6lN7aa6
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcs8v7F9KB
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9VCQ0244q
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所以這樣子就是最好的決定。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtR8oI3HUj
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUgHncu1Xn
可是，為何我會想哭？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwFxBuJoHx
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdnCFMd4PB
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4XyQBuvaz
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhT6sCRt8
我想起那個她。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLju5wnF73J
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBRNKmAaly
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vd8PKNbQX
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaC7iGZJJd
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMXowG2JAz
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmqE6qmQyx
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrhIFhxaIk
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYEawD6ByG
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEptJKvkvRM
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfH1vvcAZw
今天我終於死了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjpVpmT9ey
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwig94O8H3
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV519wHXoL9
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIYGKkdqQq
我不想死！我不想死！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgdgigHZSM
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkzczp7RtU
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sO30cV6j6
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrwpJSJZko
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7q7CMpqRG
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N37xAwq8G
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiyK5xbo2y
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDzxzqbHlP
不過，為何她不再笑？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdULCak7mvE
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXY6uK4ONc
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2pRH97B7E
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6SuPpxC9l
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwx0m4jI3Z
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZYRjaxIRL
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM7ZoLtrjC
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC5xir0w3W
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa6cqwX5hy
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UCk2ChYRB
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9RlYAZW7z
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoe4AodqmB
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhS2cGfGCM
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0BMNNTMue
現在的「人」耐性真差。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq1UymlNo9
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WxxSQ69gU
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb3sKmDAD8
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXV4mKYRtF
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeEX9Mruso
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBoxDzEbO5
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbb85geyo4
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpavqNM7Yt
「你是死神嗎？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf3UUvjGcb
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeWmgGsm2s
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjp4FEIxTV
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb3n2OznsD
「哦。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcQFLtok9L
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZuPVVFLuX
也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0uhGF84KU
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw5XwlLdZI
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUtPa05coX
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8NZ9CTUVr
很想回到過去。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUgdkLXFuJ
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如果可以……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAUKKv4xD6
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwSlyjnaAH
再一次、再一次就可以了！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk6JDdNXSN
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJPv9gyxNx
請給我道別的時間！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYZiyT3yFT
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtBi8Y0JqL
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjRi8oVktV
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpKQYhGIf8
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNzxwJ7j3Q
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi0KjDOPwH
「嗨。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsdvYzWkgk
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi47pI5XipZ
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk7Yhbnj2a
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzEJ0nMjEt
「我就在妳的面前。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E2M4jmyna
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVNk8ZXStI
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyVmd66Z5f
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhFvIg4Cp
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHoZ2HPMZn
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEufY61Rl47
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiTMCNsWcC
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDYV3VxmPp
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxjiZ1Vk3C
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwjlaTCUqb
她這句話是什麼意思？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l9YwvS4Zm
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfkBNyTEgl
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi5oGXgcjp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTt80BS2Lc
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEJdkcJzMS
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq7IUAsdEI
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6BDe1I5CE
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2AVJ4WCbW
「我……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPSBlVILlo
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCHbsipn9J
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfxQ4N5tVz
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Tocm7buO
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPjfRXiVtp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE11GgchbG9
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTvy6kLVSJ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNWnh6MG3I
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoORiDUGDa
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp6sr2ucr3
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmh9s7anjU
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvGpp9zIYJ
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHjTeVQBTp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mm44w8mSt
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCYOukGHZz
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「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Iuzq4kESH
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pw29VYG0Q
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ix3gBFbny
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願妳幸福。
然後按「加至主畫面」