花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBidRNXy0wN
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9dcoXGU9p
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QmzNlwRGe
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy7lF7S24u
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDRsdvjftC
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZKFYdvVB
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Ma4SBxnZ
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wy7mLyWki
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB8rMeDkGZ
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOk0jRJYSE
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實在太超現實啦！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBybkoQClEc
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ72u0G9B2
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真矛盾。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9pXHNxx6G
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyFZ4pscOT
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ044P765o5K
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很完美的人生吧？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEofLiyz53N
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyln5IBYPGu
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3YY5mlM9E
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMm7Mf64Uq
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錯了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdCh8YycMZ
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完全錯了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76YooBZE67
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqfoVVfDXn
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZN7yimgMP
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxTq5oUkcn
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgTKMLw0QB
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6Ea7Ftt12
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會死掉嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfeB6CO9j5
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沒所謂。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaCNup8NqT
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM1qmRiwII
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pyAv9KSSk
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLPK2xpRrH
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyiXCDlnbr
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGZ9xJ6Qzi
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兩手是空空如也。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwXddzNyGG
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoWyud6Liw
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCZnArJJTj
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ9NeyVSVX
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2OWi0Hh1o
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FxsaKlVzs
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtK3n0miCd
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIKfSwipBC
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假如……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6NgOr87ku
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKkmWFEA27
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdODtWU9vOh
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqTJs1U7bp
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zrnMERDRp
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGQStjeLkN
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMsMcVpRdy
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAfyZQ17pV
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjyKAopZlO
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我真的活著嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgmUDK3Tpv
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6riVLC8444
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu0t5nbXWs
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUajpTiHFu
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ddglsQutB
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很可怕。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVurVLDgN2v
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK9gojsBql
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPARYBz5cei
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnXua3jQwC
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPqJlJTXsX
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72RTh5ji5u
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ca81mKkhI
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「妳怎麼了？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSllgHAwXd
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3SYRbh06M
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「看起來很痛……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ3HiazfRi
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjId9WovyvV
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「來，打起精神吧！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuYjWfRztR
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLReqgbaW2
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DRktd2fsA
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHZMS4WmVK
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到了哪兒去？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOF8QBbUzO
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSbo3WseaQ
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtXQd0Zaj9
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEKbAyTJm3
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyhJAE17Bm
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo2tt5nxcs
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為什麼呢？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTrc8TUrpD
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINXzonjN33
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOclwm9Thc
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix6Ug3o4AI
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嗯……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZUbI7UQDg
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqQECRihrJ
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMzksHsjJp
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xm8SAe8tk
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMBXwJSugC
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimJHoHXGmw
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjejYMUeP6E
不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KnUsAVRV0
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG9tB9nnNz
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後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I0We1d9vA
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhC34tfSOo
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHPPI8O6NQ
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Fx1sF5Fj
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4dEKJ1kmr
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「有很多東西。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX9iJalL3T
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9fsjVdnt2
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OOmrkTtt6
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYr8DTO4yu
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfOPByulPf
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沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH7ZYP8xM0
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI8qHZOvga
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQnvH3DofS
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6hot9BcU5
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJcHVNWIqP
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwnlZNUqjW
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdOnODWhMB
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa2x47xIqf
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixdyRHvK66
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbxw9pQmo8
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAqJtiNv5o
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p6WnzKyXW
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBYSOVIaJa
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS8JrEiZU8
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODgBeUsx3K
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這是我第一次自己作出決定。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdXcYFsK4H
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTF7oxtuWP
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMYhCXOHNN
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仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIS2vX3dXd
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p5zri0m2p
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGTx8pzbsX
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznw1nNuYZX
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKknMrK76R
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嗚——541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXvGENp1xL
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警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs22WxtCgfV
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6PU74HEQp
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2rDl5giqH
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGe3JQGE0s
「妳還真是……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvN327ePrW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdO4KlMOJt
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoHzH041gE
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4YnVMklWZ
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ1OBFNDhn
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHUT1VohUp
「有想去的地方嗎？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvVJlR8d8n
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkE4QDXdtg
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXA4SCjxg8
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztcfkRtKCr
「沒問題。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQETWesEKFe
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNnf1nmtsc
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VIFC9KobW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfR21S9zGy
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3skxu9dHPi
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe8idd6RgS
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg844YYJpV
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq2vna1QTV
「喂！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPF9RSNAwk
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtDHDVVGhf
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xeJSW3ZC9
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcG2ganFAZ
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY6bClzBqY
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGNS70SYzz
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt6oGIhMcL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHBaM2ljbG
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXlAH7t8XE
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCScx1m8ZQ
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jTSAgzs2D
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSQmh1MjGS
之後要如何是好？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BS7XlEkml
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUw234iIQt
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzlcir2rhd
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJIGIUihr5
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1c8GMAxFI
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagGCjm4hXu
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzcTtXl4g9
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2XcM5Sb5E
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBfTeaqsRH
沒有要拆下的樣子。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYNhGUhCG2
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsKDmKLa1P
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsSMMg71Y1
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藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46BmQcgdX4
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkim7ys20v
「送給妳。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUy96dnUvz
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDMBHksiVJ
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ct2VzrmAk
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRxGYMvCCs
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhswXf8tZ0
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm93sf72jyU
我好像不太懂他……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ELmMRFU2J
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPQa1TdfaO
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU8893bfFl
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyN4ssVNuq
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4kKeKv9fy
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO0nIhLhNT
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6tgPruWSc
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「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cEoc4yEiR
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「戰爭？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEPfgW5gGR
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFevmfFdkx
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHhLMMytTh
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「其實我……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHrNqMmRDp
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嘶——541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmUzbMbty1
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刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlDsZ0kann
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHXlFbUHn1
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0byJB5OlQ
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「爸、爸爸……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasp77WxckM
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i7aG1uPU5
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYgqwpA53Y
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1ZTPuW5pG
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd6J71891n
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11j5RkQZfK
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeakxSPZpB
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXT8uMXQvP
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW350dSezX
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbRTwfRhdb
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9BBTQSkYJ
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5xe3khvDT
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或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXRMZX7qWN
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR2OzpdJd5
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4fxsNrhLc
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnjo2YPGVz
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgLVAKuYpY
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QIBRo5OnA
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxJjyMBCuv
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美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1VPyERBnM
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那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxJSdehqmp
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpcUa75pUT
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSrx03qCQ4
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0VVjhde4I
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4CwNcPC27
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沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1LavfBNX0
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然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhZvx7LSOM
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咚！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNOIpSx5g2
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是什麼聲？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ0ATJziBm
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqcehW5NSd
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDTr8Cnsyz
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mRljmMJGx
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry3ID5108M
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqgAckBLrf
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6gYVmnOGh
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRC2GnnWIf
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xrSftV4NQ
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26sAj8rxUi
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO8eoL2fNc
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH365G7gkb
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n0bVBTiAN
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRgGQr8zut
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjQszQA99X
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzFylCOyfb
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F2CVS3mIH
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqCo2Viqvd
糟糕！被發現了吧！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrFG4EDXfQ
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYpJdsNedt
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeIP2dpMvv
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl8X1Frekx
「謝謝你，還有再見。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjnP4ucr1u
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtYnFHjMWO
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29a9c6Tmeu
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJsgxtVRUX
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ7ciCyNxP
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4TMrf3hfj
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nIMdeN9Lw
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdaxAcQ25A
「不要上飛機」。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj8H00vnJW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUvQz9T8yR
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjpbLbPTse
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWhGWDBqku
是他寫的嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0oRNVCLFs
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mR5LYgv6n
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYkEDHXlFM
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rsvy4vREb
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lgmx0XxLv
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwW4jDfbTi
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6R60uTsKq
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJa1Nu8U60
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXbQIbN10d
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6nX5HaR3h
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9klNPy41mr
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmesZT5NF6
「……那快點走。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKALpGRHvDT
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqjHqZO8hE
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrpMzAydkL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBC55TYiT6
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdklRUo9QHU
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCwVwZaSr5
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FH8GWH6Xo
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnt1Pt5Pvb
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gm3Ej4SWL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI55d5XBDcp
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6u4Hzq72y
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhBPrShBaN
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERck2ICxAW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSGCUra4Q5
「拿著。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFtOBfvNR1
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOGC0EjWXk
「唔。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamzgv7UoYQ
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48NLVw877c
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaH3vnpOfL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpcFGVX2UE
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSe5T5bBAK
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7TigbRiUo
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYyLgGprxd
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT2wLbYXdA
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3ijVsLC5m
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQaeGWhXqK
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYMZMkrSrd
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fesxWwh9q
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxlGe7qPMt
很懷念。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmuDfaoaXw
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXLGAqUQPL
不過一切都要完結了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztGcAeSMgG
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK9CpfAQKe
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5jSnvllRl
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aZhmi7swo
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3JI76L0Q5
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwBnFNh1Pr
「不要上飛機」。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0tWEupu0E
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVFMZtvwDR
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnp9vTtsVY
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhRNBFHk4r
轟！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzVhsdhcs3
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlRIWPWpbr
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltk39nhNnt
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk7dmnQPwi
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LDrCregTc
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJLtEh5dui
「爸爸……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoPbSm34ao
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIaV8EdjLu
「什麼都別說。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHpfTecEaj
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j7D6DsDbd
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37tv0aCPiw
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKGk3nWQ2T
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrG4IsvQdi
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pQhinDHEO
爸爸？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU5CRyr6he
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxclC9ovCsu
爸爸在哪兒？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBblbqDlizr
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMljWn24gB
很痛啊！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sYlOU2ZxV
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWWV3qZBP6
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXDlZasIJM
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s62McdPZF
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UcfymuVTi
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X1EE6feYa
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69xH6lgjJX
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV8nk7Y9Px
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
然後按「加至主畫面」