花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxwsv4zUc7
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UokkDdVoe
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkkX7DH2Cb
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlASphRAYw
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXIjLE6HLm
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCvHnZ5MSB
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqocZY10ZAR
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFJZdDd1U8
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif75EHp5MV
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VhHMOQyN8
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOVneaK7Tl
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NxNACuTRo
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「那又有什麼法子……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANCSQ3g9NO
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「夠了！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL2UvXiBDU
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcyVrUIvHK
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv3k5uSzMv
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2Xkwl0qtv
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLVsWcG0AF
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPaFw85NaV
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazdfkSXXLa
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrYfOlZUKw
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaAdHpwoZo
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4mCb4ggu1
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「為何還不起來？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsanxYXsvZ
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「我已受夠了！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BOqyT2AnH
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「住嘴！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTfLfCbBEA
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU8KOOGS5z
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2I72u5LgV
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第七天，我終於見到她了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4xhXb7oOt
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AA5CnMCI8
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUirVsV8k47
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYLE0urCYG
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfWXuDfe4m
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「呃、謝謝……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroBMyABb0g
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「不客氣。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L2U34HE8q
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GxKq5ZDj4
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2kVHHqo11
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54qz5ZJ1pB
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIEQDHVaht
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclp18WWvqh
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0U9ek2uSt
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQhrwGxiu8
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「沒受傷吧？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr9hLAo4qG
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3txPYNRWDB
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ7qYaRzhs
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerCqGLX3T1
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V53cd8RGA
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGdSsg0B5k
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「欸？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFJT0F10RQ
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76vAWaUFnK
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWSWUbbkdr
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjP7P2wXyZ
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7LVqeuzso
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF6TIDXCIW
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然而，我不能。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc07oQoh02
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「謝謝。再見了。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTzVbRgjhq
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jiNhEeOGI
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LYwaWAKmL
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbBHwXQR64
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「又如何！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RuwDqT9RV
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DI8nB35ar
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「那麼——」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEQlQwwloK
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVS3v7XgE5
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoWHjtyY6n
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWKbXIFWx4
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcgII94GO3
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或許是同病相憐吧？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo4tsgcDX7
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm3fwEZmAC
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VGILV0T7G
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這麼就足夠了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6dt1QyNAC
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8ZFAgU0vA
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c7LF637MJ
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXmKApkdv7
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUieR8LKea9
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2gSs1cPWg
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「這支是什麼歌？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjrmjwe1Ec
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulInng3GAh
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOkvi3XivV
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLoTVYihci
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz1aIlVtW0
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbajTIzGAk
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4Hons7WoY
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBKPpjqJ40
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「啊，是『頑強』……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdQio85Kgc
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會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00WvmKyxyK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5FcIztxbZ
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1neRgsQ6Az
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四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lNrqdT9p9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPaB2QHNf4
「妳很像蒲公英。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7tXn3opvS
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi1Jb6bMoi
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwFiVR83Nv
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0gKIi530W
「也許。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHyYGZv5Mf
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBnY2cTvRN
「真不肯定啦！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uQi4UVpXX
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與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZiywYQuzC
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像我這麼的人……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCNnd8ytML
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxjzOF306Y
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfFKks29Hj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTKLAQuRm0
「風？」我疑惑地反問。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMZBSY7Wdc
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgl8td8Q4X
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI1Wb85QhK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX9WYyPHAW
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgskxak6Wv
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtxF5ChiSf
我真的活著嗎？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2xeOeSaPx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD8VRpfuTJ
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm5kjKWtny
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mlbu8qvGO
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGydXzcCob
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoVz9MvZVb
「沒關係。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvy1JskK1D
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOBAhbxixS
「那麼不行時要說啊！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOpHHbeQu9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD977L7U1BY
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT24cEmRIj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJCH0jGbmG
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA37Y41Ule
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUn28Gk56F
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdYsFhtCdd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRnw1CsTQm
「快點、回去吧。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns6OdhSiw7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZncsMNQnrS
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9SwpbDjIJ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoa7x4Plzh
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDhy5IsRIm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfqOD9cRZB
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvePOzLZkQ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLV9RNVmO8
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmdnMTtnZ6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFyZBShwM8
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCWQxpqDmT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaQnx1Rdig
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcYt4mNCPK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn3OKz3aoz
所以這樣子就是最好的決定。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRtUIVNehb
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNYStOBGSK
可是，為何我會想哭？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFOZSYoCXO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2nlPQUvQW
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRpxBliuRR
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGPHLAyWry
我想起那個她。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrefk7bF2BK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71A48IOPcP
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4FEfuTe6N
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ZZvUwF8A
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDwKEVKF0p
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC4GT5UPpe
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp3YBFSfk4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbh8xuPclv
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yMNF0Y817
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今天我終於死了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Tc58HNcz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSQ22vcXHH
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW629wlZCk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLmFUfgRyz
我不想死！我不想死！885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkIERS7K7a
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U65o7ChGp
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1bZ2brlSB
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIEeuVOzHd
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG8NwjWypC
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7YStOHM0X
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjCgye1WWU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kmIuvq9qW
不過，為何她不再笑？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JVGibeeKx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWON6pC28Y3
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oY88xB1Y5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtENvvWqviH
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWl6u24SHL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOCxUNdxTH
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqwLl57h98
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAzzV0svwh
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnce9IOHW5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvY8XXidON
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdmLTxSoWy
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Dmv84amQ1
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRH1SaPtkw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1GsnkAlLr
現在的「人」耐性真差。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXhN6pyY1a
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAaNqdKhCb
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztcR4Px5wX
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYAnP9tDrx
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFqh7trlGd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko0vH7hTl0
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9X2gejDkJ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd0qb5etBI
「你是死神嗎？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUCKT7xh7M
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo1R3tr9H5
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2oWica2MG
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bhXmsaf70
「哦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFPzNFXH6x
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwTVvMIa8d
也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzjwR0UfoK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZsUWK29S4
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3VN9SE4yb
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8eU6YLLz0
很想回到過去。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul1S93koQl
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如果可以……885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFJwI88QGG
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKegpj9mwND
再一次、再一次就可以了！885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP4F8uJhMj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8UQh07Qao
請給我道別的時間！885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuugQydnRD
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWD5k7miuR
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse8R54QKxD
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJUUsPs83t
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqnHORsRWD
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「嗨。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD4EeRrkby
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1LLySNtT4
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh6EtyAT7w
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgzynYw0il
「我就在妳的面前。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyQeSIeYtM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrpyubuLpS
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3bV6LeZKB
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbiTQhUeZn
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh0MYtvmoT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZDjf5ev0R
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULkOWwnIzn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIzBK4Qe5i
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FnyQEGAnl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW5ZvcVOOo
她這句話是什麼意思？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89LDHDmDYf
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7ya3TCdGD
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡestgDSR0zd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqNSr8Q9tq
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DCmEJiGhH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng1FChXHpx
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOweEeQDCo
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpV3o9RKa1
「我……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYjYkJZFbP
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA6LaRyI8R
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrpabCz7Ts
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso1LRo9z5i
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sYL7YEkWX
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLDqkvZCr2
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05aBGHoGyU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkhjwgstFm
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSak7dQdey4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbbunKhhI3
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1fmUPcGf5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq38zGEQci
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvZEORTbY9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbKs6q3ZWl
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ZLkDAwTk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeTFpN7wzv
「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YVBrRXf9Y
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ6j3Ba0tL
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo1b3knZgp
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願妳幸福。
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