花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFCEAi5uiF
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWB5g88wmM
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFQHmWVpE9
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wwApzpvuA
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoKfMa4ceF
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNzJXQ5sZj
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3aH0yuzZK
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGkwyPoyKD
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHE4hHAqHT
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實在太超現實啦！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BUR9zOyId
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0jNIxsk0s
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真矛盾。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Id0UCcPNw
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDPlCnlj8q
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP8xmQ6GSX
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很完美的人生吧？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZrCmeVvz1
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUSvzW8EVj
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA7nNOw2Te
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nzQYA0wqm
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錯了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuO8hGc38R
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完全錯了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOGNSNKqgI
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkQ3o9Bw75
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZqFKJirCz
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1fJ7D8aTe
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGwQNfvpP5
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rKiYqxjue
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會死掉嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5RNH4iwyo
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沒所謂。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5YGDPyFxd
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiJv96lm3Y
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn4cAfaXg7
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJaOXjqpsq
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec1NqIMQUq
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1WudNNYGZ
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兩手是空空如也。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL24ZyD8SlO
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4heahKlYLe
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMi14sVKqn
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL0AShmNoa
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsGCz1ZRfW
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiePsBBk36C
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeYHFocNjQ
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIuO93RKKQ
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假如……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLH4xFYEJM
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyb448g92U
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUM2vBnh8E
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUDFJj8k6t
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1sLmTgKEq
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXwx6Wsosm
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXHmmghsUW
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOECLF8Hlzw
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGKNDu5i1X
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我真的活著嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkto6Smd6N
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJPn9lmuPk
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHwTO2AQTG
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQNWbZNj0C
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q36JDnKaw
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很可怕。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqj0HmsCwj
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7FhfzJ38h
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCOKaCAzH7
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb1Qg67dF9
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUsno9Qii6
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJsyaDZ999
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNKGdgplCJ
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「妳怎麼了？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZyJLTpLeR
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjykX0gNDJD
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「看起來很痛……」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgh64yLVo3
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ijrOzGZvP
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「來，打起精神吧！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBbmMKeWJ7
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tmkDoAYXG
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUTMfVfFMK
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RbJkxwwc9
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到了哪兒去？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJoDcC62NU
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTbOjv8hNI
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRCfJrZMGd
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zZZA96P8X
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSFupQLi5u
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkzW3et6c2
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為什麼呢？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogyZfrjwFQ
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzlFTSIOYs
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP72IwVTF53
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRPziqpW1c
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嗯……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6z7u9RgYi
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P7IE22I9b
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq9ro0n0Vo
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMcpFk2nJr
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSABg8HYtHf
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcQZZmE5Ww
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXHhwlvaDA
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGN4dRNHLU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RrixTHGTo
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdsHzsWALh
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32GuRTPEFc
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0whiRdrgM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpZNtx4IuD
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8YuIloocM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7obDfmLXDF
「有很多東西。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHlWVDrahE
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dNCsVMPbL
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKmTxHcsf4
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEmH07055E
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5n8H5RvkY
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpKkPYcbbn
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3WdrojxaJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs5xf2Wi8R
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UOzZE3Fox
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopnBWlvGjL
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmPfEuEwv8
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHfpzLhAIY
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwhmBiJ8OE
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxs9IfapUA
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ryZQUxNcW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJXRifNjmK
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAsxatVQMb
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscX1gWZrYR
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w8ygoYVQM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS7wGaf6ma
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaANTkGj4Y
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi00NhsIbmx
這是我第一次自己作出決定。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTkOT1opnX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDuGjiyzJ4
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZKduvD4TG
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3jbMvS6eP
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8jsoirHNv
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG9PuGwRr0
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy7WWs5DKZ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEDsICDSZp
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLFdFIwV8g
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi28lx5h2W
嗚——642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozpgivGYXs
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH0sabc1JT
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ0cwvuytq
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWD7LNs6TH
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq1vmq9MGL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zIEvrvlgL
「妳還真是……」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ndkq9cqFj
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrcOvxu98o
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dm6gmSd6j
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ogrnpNrZY
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nekGCXEHV
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmFTpWBwc1
「有想去的地方嗎？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjLo3adyrV
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQucHiumT6
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ364ONf5uzb
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNgl9r3ubs
「沒問題。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMW8jJLitJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4keNSkoXX2
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqOPRg1ZY5
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa78RMInDO9
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4mP0dWGLx
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOJKxSXeye
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqTJycqiOJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmHcgV1LaG
「喂！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY57y2J8vW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx0pJZhFkt
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bgSNHzqRb
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPERbRWJ6r
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAPPFbmvaJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMQjbKuo7L
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjJT9u2lkD
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQQtIK501C
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMn1EdwIAH
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqwtbiwu5A
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8rNGbNFr3
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSkD3UJX4T
之後要如何是好？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApnRyP9Cya
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxuS5Hhwaa
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicwnEdBXgw
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVogwpaL3u
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP69DAuyWO
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JpUHUf02Z
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTch7b7Hi3Y
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8DQtxzhyQ
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjA51MH1AW
沒有要拆下的樣子。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIjby37fA1
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVsBinINTj
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOadHdBczy
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HKWAFX9xZ
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvTZiJ4g3F
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQskTrWBfG
「送給妳。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl92ECugSg
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3jpzluSjd
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgnW4xIxA0
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZW4plVKle
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMxWsL2IgD
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQLg1lFXQ9
我好像不太懂他……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxiXmWCBA1
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfmpeJhoqh
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu9ZtXAUsU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPZGcOvych
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo85tj0XnU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRaK6ZP3PB
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSLUyuLmwX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAzE6axGc2
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErXNZoX35R
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FwuZRilYH
「戰爭？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1hYRiIWA0
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TXYNSL0n
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ355Avj2ziy
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjxVl4sWMQ
「其實我……」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IH2gaogZH
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFYrgnfsSU
嘶——642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv0VjwRnVi
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD0LFCwQAL
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPQlD1C190
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEJClHljCQ
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgvuOFCZs1
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHVZIPKqAl
「爸、爸爸……」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZIGPochSG
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2OJPgE3VW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfCRSzV5Fr
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZio8w14X8f
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCawfMvpvMn
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy5BAoRiu8
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5VBXKmdLG
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplOjCjngFe
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOJd3QF9AS
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3i00a2EPd
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8tHV28FDp
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHdjnFHol7
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或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxzY2wvl3v
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDYi8XihGR
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iFtwUfrVN
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxpErAcHVW
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiWrvLmuxk
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj1Z9MY7W1
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7O4Za6SlT
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTD9SwOIbA
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs1gotLkj9
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那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n50A7JL7y
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjPe3pSTx6
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJfJVOzB9j
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOEVkg3fKW
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhANSicfRQ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA6dOFCRdQ
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA2Gm3wPyB
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然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUbFiwlcmd
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咚！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P1rE3Ymur
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是什麼聲？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc9FnKPBkA
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我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1MhHEkVPF
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg94uFYVAj
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMps27t3Rk
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「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwjJKiHQUq
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看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL7SI6nIIm
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「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlwjHPq7eZ
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以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLRa2SCPrQ
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkythhFcMj6
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmDSdOqr7W
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM2qANXxPv
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糟糕！被發現了吧！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7YrTaCWfV
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGIVOw2mPx
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xONryLyy2
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「謝謝你，還有再見。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7nI4JZWzY
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoOA9Ykki9
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeRIJoA3rU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEutU68n3Lf
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdw4cRxySH
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVDCSE9fW1
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGq3UObwPb
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「不要上飛機」。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d7KhcpyQS
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwG5dJyR8c
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg91MdcPX53
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3tkTWvSi4
是他寫的嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jV0nxUvFL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7hzD4x40W
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYceOGokUm
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceCHaB3W42
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9M8gpd7gi
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaqSuG5M3s
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxlB4ZrjOG
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將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdmKDnQcm2
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSoQN83sdU
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8hfCvLPbW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoDlMEC6zr
「……那快點走。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQSeU8gT1n
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSYTPXb7uW
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MpWD0URpL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSKCYSpyAp
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdqarmXlaq
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只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoASZfjiIXI
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0co1Oy6WE
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXQpuWn4eH
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVakBl8DsDY
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCnD9ApFRJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq4dl4qvxi
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6ZVPBfb42
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「拿著。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeMQHtQDmZ
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「唔。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFWh7sfV5e
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuRA7tTHBL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAB0Uz5TbC
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPXshCJsR1
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFtWLmHHvP
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPQ5C9Xb4q
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQRhz3b88s
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爸媽真的不愛我嗎？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIgmmLxGRK
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvkNKZl0hU
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyifiLeU5Uo
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很懷念。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFKgtE6ycm
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPdbjCtKX6
不過一切都要完結了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGWwtaPmCt
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqjBcjGgMO
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNTsZGWSWb
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在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAztodLoMX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwmXoM82nv
「不要上飛機」。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllYY44mXaD
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcmpGZ7Tiw
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFQJ70X8Z6
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PFzdrZpXS
轟！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y4XQU87LU
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忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN9OpvPDE9
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e4zVOnFg0
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wtnzFijzz
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPHcF3o9i5
「爸爸……」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckwb3s9owR
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejb7rTuUPQ
「什麼都別說。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVepHd3JXTP
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正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloo5I2E8sY
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只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7jkPfhnVA
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爸爸？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcipnnTrJsV
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爸爸在哪兒？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGW9r8Evyn
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很痛啊！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdrWP7qpGX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQhzMwwLh6
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrPxDGIC8d
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL69unt9vpX
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsMG8ON1yz
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD4ndkIxDk
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQZ8eaZHrc
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQR3jFixcH
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
然後按「加至主畫面」