花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZCffuKmyf
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyXHF9oTow
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk5X9y1dCz
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHI8VzXuzY
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX7xlsEwCC
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUCBmrCmFI
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgjejHGU13
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3FQqwzD6O
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXrsZ2ArpM
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKzLbJSZ6A
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實在太超現實啦！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteHsArfEJg
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KGxLzdIrQ
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真矛盾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A2dlzKG9P
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG4JnHy9pB
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIcxFPj18Q
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很完美的人生吧？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUZ1Am6WAw
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMIwox9c9S
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv6AmhOhBM
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf20X9rki2T
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錯了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQoP7asojn
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完全錯了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1If8DRs9j
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEktdCsBlUf
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiIPfCiegc
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTKS8heCl8
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBdg8Mit5o
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMiKoR5qTt
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會死掉嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrZ3JUvlUk
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沒所謂。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aX3xUXEGM
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyAGU9PIFJ
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7s0QgbTux
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbw776Ybd4
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwYt28H35F
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LfO7rqJCO
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兩手是空空如也。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzzpvwm5uB
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmByJsEcdL
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfssgiGS6cb
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfzzJYh6iS
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuOEfgdgjm
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn3PVu6kN3
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WBWgU032k
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6muu1S2YQH
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假如……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHDmnECa0T
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfbxXnl6yT
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4NgRgMuGK
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ988XUgnGmo
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nB0ryBYLz
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEbj162fTX
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2iGsRaRrD
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT2HtK1xVp
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZZikLsp3l
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我真的活著嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MYrkwVVX8
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55YMGL72QY
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpyY3ip5ZI
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3lB5aKPqE
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VqmDwHcSh
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很可怕。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAlP8Wv4j9
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd922BRXLX
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTiTVRxwZg
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4HpmQMVQJ
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzn3Q4bVuo
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa75lfUyRoQ
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQz6Drp5vY
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「妳怎麼了？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4trnvEaz4
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeTuLbojN4
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「看起來很痛……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCCnDOfQ1Z
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxItVP2wM5R
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「來，打起精神吧！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTSFV8g5Sl
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C0DG9P7AS
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxooVS6jkFM
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRwEzMVdM0
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到了哪兒去？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhTMx0qXEW
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoybr2G1Lt8
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SxMy3f5to
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcVJEvs7sZ
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdVPuQZD1N
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywWz5HR0RN
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為什麼呢？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNqVsLXwAt
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi89Dq1Wsg
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39rlnMVqcg
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4EZkSzLXw
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嗯……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sqnQNgsb8
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMVp5R7pYw
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p83WD2MlO
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnQdOaqFhV
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaJC8cUCSS
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA6hLkepEL
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZfGKfMhEO
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOU2IXIjPu
從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZoNLRDpIx
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNSStX3Rxe
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWYJaFy23w
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YWGsA25c2
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Fjsf7J3D
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv9l9MmUy1
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuyC51xvNF
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY4TBwLzCX
「有很多東西。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuan4PiiBkH
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7JP2ba5wL
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNSiWHtQrz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmNzqxZWHO
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rlmT16Mtw
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12dkzcEGRT
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUQCzakeeL
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PhY9Lybw7
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZy2Z5p9uj
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lnRADMCqo
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5zsRGCNsd
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMllKQwPA9T
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY96fU34eA
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFpKLajk56
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GuykBhX3v
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckBczVoEsJ
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguhQ4VBUTE
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNYuZCiIZm
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLyu8C0gMX
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpli98mtkA
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oPv3EdYuH
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDIyJx3DSG
這是我第一次自己作出決定。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO732Xk0Tj
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOHxUTOY31
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuNcRtC4gu
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMxg8NXaHB
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrS3qJM9ml
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrNBJUKUrn
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ULAG9E4O1
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouDZkqGMPd
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfjurUn3ea
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtHy9reY1A
嗚——543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob1iucBkyc
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq5r5OtaLG
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pifZYBGxQ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlMIaddogI
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi4ZJQtFAM
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk8AJajKb6
「妳還真是……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNM7dJ02i9
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvx6xyuvD8
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVWIIb8yT
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvEY4xT9CV
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9A8tpJo0H
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQJcUnkO1M
「有想去的地方嗎？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw49twTXXo
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpRjNhmuKU
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKD89cQJig
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvyWTYknEY
「沒問題。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKVXz9kUC
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLMJbNLoUk
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrVTEgkWzA
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHrRrsUSRK
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j7o4Gcqiq
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa3p48L4Rc
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh2pJS68Ri
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJkwcj0x5z
「喂！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPfIvc7ODs
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBwDg6YO8X
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85e8q905Wb
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCOkHKE4yz
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKO6QxbERD
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUo9zx6gWy
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXxO6J8eG4
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNEY7QIs6M
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6qfpM5pof
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcRBBhoGeS
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXwAEHwFKk
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN7VSFPFEr
之後要如何是好？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq2sJKDohm
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKURBLKGTZ
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrOUv9Q34D
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPLtIxxUIc
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLnGQnWlwt
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPO6HolpCg
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfs4xosC6c
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRTKuzfOUL
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BRzxaUspF
沒有要拆下的樣子。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL88R8sVZO
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9aeeWmLh
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aukw3q60l
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jglVaNP7b
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xp3ZjxFix
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeiDnIkkJU
「送給妳。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiim67DHRP
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHy7xaatVK
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQRFYtbH7N
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlyAyqsU0J
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDWId6U2k4
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRaLRjVSAd
我好像不太懂他……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTubVFnTIY
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q8BzBgAaF
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6zd6VQN4W
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JwMUsthmp
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0Ztf5poQV
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfsLtaRgBQ
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmyAN7nvcp
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3jrgjBNzq
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVvg39Eg97
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jud2CIgTV
「戰爭？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LNlBCMBlj
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdoYhjAyrK
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRICELOL9j
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXl9k27rj2
「其實我……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr7vNLpkHa
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDorGZysv8
嘶——543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRVBEtygW2
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHxWsxLEqM
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzCCyJHVe4
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuU2JoOW1s
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXPXME6dYr
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z8kDgYAa9
「爸、爸爸……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNMYbn1hD6
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT3yGIFIx7
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dZGPdtVlL
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V93v2ZrTj
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmOYQA9omY
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkbTtHlQWs
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AvKEO7G89
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YAiI6qu9b
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfLx9MEMAQ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI1crbdold
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s3jRYdezm
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQiw1AqjB6
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLZICZZBuw
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTxzyI7ueN
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAS7Q2CgLH
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0lnVnRRce
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTo4VDub7r
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGpEGlcyXL
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrOY6TfV9i
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCdMTI9emY
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtAo6ItvCc
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAXAmh8mn7
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKVrl5u8j9
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJOah1A8Am
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmSNsxEYN5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0jY5FVEQQ
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODMEAUAPbX
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzWCgDbxcK
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVStOU3kUqW
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRPt0MiL3q
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAXkmCWlIm
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueuGNUwscY
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jakyS06px
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2JLJjdo7c
咚！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHnjAM0cUM
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGm54mEhFP
是什麼聲？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvmDoT3n9V
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif0jXcK4Hr
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EuNO94vmX
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvLbnAo6O
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUR5rJ2Imd
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7upYoeyuL5
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaD5IVwqKQ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ476sfRqqZn
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbooNmpoUjz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchi1JWcRXK
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgdKoU2x53
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbJgK457Zd
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bqMDeoHYW
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN9VNP4Xbg
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6W1O7b3Dp
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmJlhFI5an
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20iUh8HGQf
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糟糕！被發現了吧！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaw6akg8iP
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB8kx86NLF
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98P8IfuMYO
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs0WHGANmZ
「謝謝你，還有再見。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMhjBEB0N2
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEsuuQF0gN
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PNwZ970N3
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60FH8wu35v
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4JLpytXoI
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqe8Oma9s4
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv4FE8KMBz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzGvr5ZX3z
「不要上飛機」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUT8pcFDC5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8NbQTuH6M
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB32UOE1gO
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnpKCSsEas
是他寫的嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAOuYlDsUl
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDL8zfhx0u
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSopiqcZ9fV
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM3PY7WYel
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxXGlx05Ph
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTSkcYNltW
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLwsvYCxQ5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuk6IRu1Tx
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0LrDI0AJX
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUEsBeREoM
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z8H5t83fL
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E0TIUlaNq
「……那快點走。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCqIg8rYiB
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTtaXSKcmB
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI2oPXxd19
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kdYgR1iuI
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F9BobpCb3
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipMP3L5cJn
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLb2idQyOU
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXJLRugFHG
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhlNkAuf48
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRSFgZ1abQ
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSD5OxFWfx
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFfhf9oiys
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xhVhl4d06
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「拿著。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW458G3vZW
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIzsXqw00x
「唔。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6BjVxZ1ke
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jnyWJXOBJ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAoURVmqzy
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w3ORD6YvJ
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLt4dqzAfP
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuG6tHqJUx
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmlhczvqjm
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZXDTCA8PL
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv89A3lqzNu
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeyS3rRqiI
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUtqjYQKbz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmqItd3vxb
很懷念。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIluPf1Xdn
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2AERZZXOg
不過一切都要完結了。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWVyPObY9k
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm0aZuwKws
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAx2mKLnkq
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OhFh8BKir
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglr36X1X7A
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcoMAkSGoI
「不要上飛機」。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUoasPomOM
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp044L4HKRx
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5xbVMVR1Y
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPwMZ3uTE1
轟！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQkaN7b6Zz
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFER2QrVNf4
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDYVOOoADJ
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELH5d2uOWQ
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd54LO928jY
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtcnMgPlFN
「爸爸……」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJYwqI3FEn
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjmXk0bxve
「什麼都別說。」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ408dOLUaLI
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqgQqnYEWk
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb40X8JZM5
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WoNmIInXP
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSMSN0aGTK
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXuKLQl24B
爸爸？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8rPHbXulP
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSCWbSnPkP
爸爸在哪兒？543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6EOmxWGur
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tLWyLUkMG
很痛啊！543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybhzlxvbpY
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMAOcOckR0
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT3g1NAlBb
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Y68EsTox
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBfZhhDhoU
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLwdIGutjY
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtSH1DxWUd
543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyx3NskGq0
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
然後按「加至主畫面」