「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W9RQWDveg
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5GNhB8ilM
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpljuHE8f2r
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幼小我的父母就離異，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOCXfxUykU
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVvoYpiex3
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對母親的記憶還是有，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6CzeNHaTd
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記得她很常酗酒，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskEdbOJzoq
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後來的日子，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VEZz9wSCe
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX68wGoR2s
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忙於工作的他，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPqOfhwXQq
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPftzCO0TKw
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到了上課時間再直接上課，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kGCo17r91
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRgQ6iHOoA
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKEIQUZRHS
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzC5Z0fwBs
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC0Tb7Q37b
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7ylw9LnDT
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父親工作的地方不一定，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PGS2g819C
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輾轉的換了三所小學，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAVrIjRdoW
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kyJIyVWRJ
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他開始會喜怒無常，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHT0ldhTtP
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5P2GYmTFW
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABJWhqlG3b
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很小我就與異性交往，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq22FCy4IT5
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ59KB8V3jA
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeFvYNRRZ1
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpH0DUsJuR
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我會睡在工地，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFEbYBYssp
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ykTwOB68K
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eptBEaBCW
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPX5sNzl8p
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他開始會講貶低的話語，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTZ4ggMnMa
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那些原本用來工作的用具，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlCCr7Vlun
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTK8ZWtKiF
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz35YkjhWJ
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9HQzjPo91
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1Y58TBWzk
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要我轉告給老師，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqIhcwLdWd
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdImrp70Tmc
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpYlDkvWEB
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErazLKwVoy
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVjtYp6fGR
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細細去回想每個片段，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2saefyGlgz
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdE2i0C57g
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsbCC5bRc9
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhraTdWtUP
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd74NObfvSQ
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3G2gVRc4q
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sfMURQ4pa
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKMfzNb69f
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlMu0UBW28
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L1B0qyfNg
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7gMRBnHF3
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelNRVpkz6Z
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正準備吃下第一口時，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq4y139C6U
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj4m3aEQxj
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUuqICDE70
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