「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVX7zO6tie
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs5ZUwQjUD
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfD4zGrMBE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH01AuyFCJ
幼小我的父母就離異，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmdYxv7tTx
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rBqtthczn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Zs6wVj9y0
對母親的記憶還是有，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8r5YNgXUC
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記得她很常酗酒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPGukDNFPN
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後來的日子，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Od7GObyE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFypwwdZLR6
我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMwi7hrVve
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tbZhHEvpj
忙於工作的他，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeRKB0mDyl
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0C9BtXzHQ
常常讓我睡在幼兒園，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcz64DZV1t
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUScEsnAuu
到了上課時間再直接上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00n0fkO8Jd
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJil1x4NJkk
什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQz9iMPwZ9
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnVMwTiPX5
因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3ClwVWrcC
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMSSomvxQF
所以我總能寄宿在那裡，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyBNhKAFZh
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z7V5BfHwe
剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKBj6egGkU
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn9MwIGmYZ
漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcfZwF49xV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwgmacnbVO
父親工作的地方不一定，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5VJqaRb6k
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUfEUpg5Fu
輾轉的換了三所小學，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbkl5NQG7B
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdO576l0v5
以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfAB1tfzMV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzs8h5kqB7
他開始會喜怒無常，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nIEh0om5a
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjGkvYCc27
沒來由的找我發脾氣，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQChwR9sM2o
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kHYcKKVgE
下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEbV8ihd9o
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAuqBZForr
很小我就與異性交往，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0W7dsEyr5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX2WNPbyHO
試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxdHEIpvBS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMp50gVKKJ
家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTVVpY9bxi
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH2X4Akmeo
偶爾我也會陪同他工作，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgxAw6q4HF
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIBJ0E6rOy
我會睡在工地，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nlpTSwugP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbJGSrb7zI
用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbljlibCXI
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH8w3XACrV
父親在工作上十分認真敬業，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPfDPcRkLz
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE7injgQFt
委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrjHmWrQBN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUHjTw6JDk
他開始會講貶低的話語，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3jB9P8UoY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1xJuYWI4U
那些原本用來工作的用具，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCxnLmcyNA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRXDpC0D8f
偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLhXCT3Anj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4czTWCGxN
他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiqdJzCMxP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvdltKXRvu
有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3o9C67ifM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6KVR7jtTY
他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvDmy8PKpA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhRKWIRLvI
要我轉告給老師，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8Pt4nDtq5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDECJBRUcs
電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBspWFRtbA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iCcqTTiYr
老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLPzTO04B7
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAyhTZLB68
沒過多久被安排進了補習班，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaj5qxz1Om
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC2KFP3kNj
那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9s04mrMdF
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BDkAobpWk
細細去回想每個片段，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibJ4Uju6pQ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9MEUywftQ
父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjNI29j6JC
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TT6G36wNS
仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovtDc9ycye
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5emSopN8QC
對他一個大男孩很不容易，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SMrhjnDa9
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGtMl6g8sb
所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5sbUriTkk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFddR24CQqH
卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH84uOo6QRj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wtizDw5IV
走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwroYOjd0U
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlx9rbJqdT
我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMpoSQEAU6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhosgBMq5tF
打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z7aQ9AECK
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHWoBvf5Sj
是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6z5Qw3nXy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Qvc2bbdg
還是有很多屬於他的回憶，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6leQeB07bU
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaB498PHY4
我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cU37Po3GH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dhC1VY0CT
正準備吃下第一口時，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQauQgKMbfu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kOjCWLatB
手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4cxkvz8nA
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNBxgBOO4k
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