「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0GJ9tE0Ul
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTZrZxfS9X
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzqjAKmfcC
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幼小我的父母就離異，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxqJUvXFlr
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBLvUNljPO
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對母親的記憶還是有，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb140N0o4v
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記得她很常酗酒，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgMCUiPU8x
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後來的日子，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMIX8wKKiL
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUwxpOxuVz
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忙於工作的他，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdfzazsmye
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RH1GLXHbq
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到了上課時間再直接上課，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXRPYYOvM5
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWmiWP02We
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHKTVqJoNr
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aR0BLDCmr
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM0UG40lrN
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2gTby4Eo9
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父親工作的地方不一定，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuEiHSWGxN
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輾轉的換了三所小學，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgFF9ZNAyw
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqpBgfm7g8
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他開始會喜怒無常，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mdEvOB8hT
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4UMWI6oXE
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGiLcRtXbx
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很小我就與異性交往，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0O1Fpofoy
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTv6stnW5Y
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYGthniHlN
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iAAUM1Hzz
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我會睡在工地，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ081fjEZIrJ
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSDnmUnmNw
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXmJanMLuw
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMukDL8OF93
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他開始會講貶低的話語，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbGBKq2raZ
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那些原本用來工作的用具，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bGfieTIjd
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT94URpArl
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCxSL2LG6A
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKTrM8lueb
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCTJdrw6qE
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要我轉告給老師，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LDgvQIF7X
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCep0xBDAbO
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCrOwbrP4U
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihDGW9E7mx
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEull8TliNA
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細細去回想每個片段，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW00S1zoffD
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwiC649qUI
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYygEE0egd
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHGTmGFAF0
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV08B1eDkE
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnqRgTxEcu
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MLmL4RIoo
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8grlOSj6c
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtCt8mc5VT
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgGaw5EWS1
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pBruFGqXf
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbDLqOsdxc
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正準備吃下第一口時，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji8yUM5V9c
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBZwFILi2C
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPrx3Tfk5T
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