「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdAGb4W0FJ
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSP1DgUNnO
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n6erMC0a0
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幼小我的父母就離異，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYInuPVzSk
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4cChDjcg
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對母親的記憶還是有，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBATiWgxUH
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記得她很常酗酒，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKs9ICeS0V
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後來的日子，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOxLqdn5O3
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrx2RLNsra
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忙於工作的他，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxXdIeFDUV
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdlsPlX6fU
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到了上課時間再直接上課，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQkFlmzogr
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOyu2yzXn9
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT11KJTogOu
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDxYPDL4MA
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTRMFCY5E5
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTm1rBD68s
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父親工作的地方不一定，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjg1eU9YQE
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輾轉的換了三所小學，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdunVmQJ7G
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi35QZVKzuw
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他開始會喜怒無常，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsFp5JVJ4D
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqP4rMsVkm
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWwyaGVg3W
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很小我就與異性交往，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWD2yo61di
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBhmPgKIGu
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ348oO7gnS4
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRtUe3hpTm
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我會睡在工地，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPBgOWtdSm
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQYW9wiscQ
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpWnNRjkXA
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTu74eymUn
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他開始會講貶低的話語，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGrQk9zeGI
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那些原本用來工作的用具，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBWsAFHOXw
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBZpULUrqN
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGQSEKRSlN
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod5BFw3NtU
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkDb1PIh7i
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要我轉告給老師，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQqMBcvYdh
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Sm7aYBi7
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuBsumW0sZ
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rvk2gyPwD
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVrlL1ddWQ
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細細去回想每個片段，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XXR0mUgNk
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UWoNFsU3V
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKug4Cm9tX
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfvo3IOGqx
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatM04N0NbM
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseIFGn75kx
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYL3SaySgM
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLxvbM2CqK
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGANm5yCXXf
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuPO6neHIO
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i66qj1Pgv
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKBlDJ2KET
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正準備吃下第一口時，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50FeF6JTZg
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjjBsvVykv
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfVT68KNxo
然後按「加至主畫面」