「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyUdfOPtv4
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUu4GTg9LD
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN1c1hC92y
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幼小我的父母就離異，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0G2BnDPiK
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjz7tUFN4i
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對母親的記憶還是有，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ3liFNfMa
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記得她很常酗酒，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhc0G43P0z
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後來的日子，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn8uTA2jTz
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXQACLELd6
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忙於工作的他，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw63Y1On92
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJzCgTXBNk
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到了上課時間再直接上課，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgsTGEjamA
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LwM87dOvQ
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuaww2LhL
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF37FghvJvH
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarBaqor0fv
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrnFecEp3O
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父親工作的地方不一定，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV4XxftSR5
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輾轉的換了三所小學，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG2EybQSEZ
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMnJsYHlBy
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他開始會喜怒無常，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7KA7S05Rl
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokTvTHp024
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KOnjv9Udp
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很小我就與異性交往，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CCy52tF84
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHLGc2fYeL
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLWMO4Yw3e
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKpIcJ2hSk
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我會睡在工地，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2u0tPbVsX
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXaJvTbzsl
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3hDMGdFRO
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoifJs7dzDj
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他開始會講貶低的話語，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny7RyZuNSH
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那些原本用來工作的用具，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuG37Z2VPm
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNe1JWjlyX
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlWVuAzOlW
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J6vYz3I6b
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SAATjHPSu
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要我轉告給老師，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw5AkkkvPI
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN2kgD82rQ
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0cBbuBrpi
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK2GvG7q1i
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVsseRrGSB
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細細去回想每個片段，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq1xWA2LJC
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc80UyJFzd7
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuATA4S4CnC
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGmFaTLf53
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzxarWVxG4
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Zt86uCpI
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuTW3ojdGO
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrUVCnQaib
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8vvBZdkxZ
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckTXPHBb4d
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYNMscHefc
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1e8JjnpJg
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正準備吃下第一口時，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVB4pOtsWD
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog29otCtJg
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。628Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlaNhKyFK7
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