「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6blZV19chw
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Lzj0LQxq
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMllpW1BNs
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幼小我的父母就離異，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNGuLLQoeG
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3EpeeXwmm
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對母親的記憶還是有，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC1iJXMzo1
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記得她很常酗酒，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbku4PShtwB
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後來的日子，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo8YvTypMO
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zQYzhIxDa
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忙於工作的他，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBswkzYEQQ
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeVvwNCJCD
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到了上課時間再直接上課，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlylUwcOypp
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIGzwObvY7
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK9pGgHO0p
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuauAUkSazF
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzngKPlsjk
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQWmby7vRN
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父親工作的地方不一定，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyvncsGQFO
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輾轉的換了三所小學，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirnKoUB6qC
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgoeX8jsHQ
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他開始會喜怒無常，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ8kDeDgSs
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl5mck0iRW
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhkVWnwm0y
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很小我就與異性交往，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdZpFfXqKN
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIghhUug5d
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgldF6s0Z66
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT4ohOMy3A
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我會睡在工地，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBbeLI27xD
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeMOKfotQ3
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjahThtN9kd
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tvv3Brnzt
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他開始會講貶低的話語，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXCqBk47Rp
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那些原本用來工作的用具，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXvqJkSIoC
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVtQCVLvYo
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNYj7Hziae
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaVjPlISaJ
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv7qHAqNP1
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要我轉告給老師，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFDxWV6naQ
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ZWtcjd9a
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj0ZgGN8MF
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQwmrH8POt
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdp32JozzU
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細細去回想每個片段，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJz4ghyVXT
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0prilpYKH3
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Jm5xPBfhz
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmd70XhU0s
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTi01bxpnF
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKAIIgsKUi
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ75bfFKK85
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNKgXNOgLZ
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy58YeLqFPC
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAUjhaZm4K
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48Gc2sboXU
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudGoIuiqIC
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正準備吃下第一口時，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeZtZdTHEf
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCkfkjtaD5
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjuIusHLmo
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