「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlFI47ImBq
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpufx8NKGL
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DHvdMyI9i
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幼小我的父母就離異，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FxL67PSLd
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxiwV6BTN5
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對母親的記憶還是有，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZSgoc6pEF
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記得她很常酗酒，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciWNej4MrL
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後來的日子，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FPAKPc0RD
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvgCeuXjfG
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忙於工作的他，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKHBe7C2nA
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfPHCZl9kx
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到了上課時間再直接上課，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM2nYY0wjw
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPzz9xsdBv
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqngyqdyTGh
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcoLtrBg87
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVqB6FjbVN
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzcJs0EzHE
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父親工作的地方不一定，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRny0nHvF3r
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輾轉的換了三所小學，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKfKq1T2Jt
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ14wzWjeAT
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他開始會喜怒無常，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojZ95dg0jo
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlPoUjyooP
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFIwiWZ9J6
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很小我就與異性交往，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YHEucJj45
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkkrvPIejo
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTJJGBKZb2
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJPOW8bi3C
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我會睡在工地，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg6p9CAHr2
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyyx577TsY
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA7Wznajvi
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPIX2IS3AU
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他開始會講貶低的話語，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LCznhttne
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那些原本用來工作的用具，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbWeFGFTzY
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuunuuldjCo
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz8MwZbdIA
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0GrfWf39l
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdlOtCQlby
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要我轉告給老師，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3R7hDm2UD
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeMhsJa5ro
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5C1sUN5wF
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUO4IZZtpS
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5LB895I3T
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細細去回想每個片段，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt4nmy91NK
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ241V5AsgvC
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MT21JGLaT
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeb8mks3p4
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclUPy68s1P
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp4OwygAmk
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ31C71YTI
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxQVwuTZrN
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIlbw957Pe
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEKpQVJodj
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHc1HXxCis
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaROFjAm8fQ
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正準備吃下第一口時，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlYzaJKUPB
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTstT9Jaqqw
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrP7rziO4Z
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