「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWiRdqjK0Z
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI89ZZS0Sq
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2gOuRZck2
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幼小我的父母就離異，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJL6GRe7Yj
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXES5lcCBAr
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對母親的記憶還是有，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoxBexKGh9
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記得她很常酗酒，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6zBb0gbL4
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後來的日子，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxcfqeY0Eq
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtesp1Lo4Eh
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忙於工作的他，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlJbZGywTr
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49oXl7cJb7
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到了上課時間再直接上課，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD78LowgJf
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TZbNomRoa
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbAAWGSu9J
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXlXFMGT9R
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIQGED0pqD
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYSEzDGPKm
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父親工作的地方不一定，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HhwhYF3po
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輾轉的換了三所小學，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXhqQsnlCo
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13jWAzzDJE
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他開始會喜怒無常，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25xDtvgOkU
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhsc4g67Nx
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY92A9oNhWJ
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很小我就與異性交往，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JZ5uckUL0
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQvV6EAl3V
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tZbJCaySa
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMLosWI6wr
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我會睡在工地，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbjljByJMc
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SgCrK2zaU
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA76mJOZNX5
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs44sdG0f6
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他開始會講貶低的話語，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvOHkI05bO
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那些原本用來工作的用具，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9P6WTuTjY
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI9dCyaxBk
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbIfJzpqzP
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtXwqLxfth
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk60ZXjDY2
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要我轉告給老師，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPMWWjfjaI
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7K62OxAyq
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN7kNdrznA
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H8ZoVEEvu
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0afrtSP0O7
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細細去回想每個片段，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO4g6aQRHP
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs55ASGMcR
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby2HJwwmRa
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPHpWZRuHH
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL63aR2Gebj
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSXbkOJglA
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLrMOXR0ns
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKswAXgMqR
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBzEAdoC9e
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hOjdOBCir
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAWpclXrZl
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T3rCG2q75
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正準備吃下第一口時，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7qY8BXS1b
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdQ1f7hYNb
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPCtTuB4A6
然後按「加至主畫面」