「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMrUAwj7Zq
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dQRRZYScY
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDx7VQCAN8
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幼小我的父母就離異，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc8xsWXt2c
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq5lWaxWoZ
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對母親的記憶還是有，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK8DrLLQg1
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記得她很常酗酒，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIUoedoFpf
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後來的日子，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnoAfJVeIa
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxLif8CbEK
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忙於工作的他，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmNHJiMHrX
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdLjmsgdM5
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到了上課時間再直接上課，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rvMuZ1Dsg
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKr5gvfoEH
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOUTSZdjd4
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3JaCFr9VW
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga50TqshJs
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTBFh2SLSm
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父親工作的地方不一定，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAUXlusal4
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輾轉的換了三所小學，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8PBV5WCEU
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LH7fssxDc
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他開始會喜怒無常，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjrEXanCGo
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1ULPj1SxO
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWcImxTmwm
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很小我就與異性交往，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdClXKwFZkM
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREW5IAjTko
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuocqdYeoc
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmYJZHbJAa
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我會睡在工地，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrvazyVAkh
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uZEUl3ih9
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8QllFROJM
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb02FP33Bfv
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他開始會講貶低的話語，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHebLCX6del
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那些原本用來工作的用具，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN4zShcupH
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4mCyqFBiw
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0tkvjPaIV
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhNndzcNwt
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sBkJCu1kx
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要我轉告給老師，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDqHsGe7zs
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6ptVNcsyI
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JOhJqChxy
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRIYpzxqOm
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtvnAzbV9s
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細細去回想每個片段，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtDwOcsqeF
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvJm8t9VS0
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9JO8nL4c1
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAh3F2bXcK
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIRS3NZvhW
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ5vOYk0TP
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD4zMbKOSn
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwAzk5hxDR
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxPIG8fJuY
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugcE9Mc11h
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewfR6ktU2P
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jDTeJB3b8
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正準備吃下第一口時，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD8XfNyWri
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyTdOJahLp
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hv3c0g41q
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