「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CL0ZCkHV0
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN6s2TCISR
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyVUV9oCh7
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幼小我的父母就離異，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNto75bSjU
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01hr06DOal
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對母親的記憶還是有，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ko2tf9wg1
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記得她很常酗酒，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq8j32EkQp
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後來的日子，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTBXCZ2R31
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeFRezhJX2
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忙於工作的他，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNdgREGQFC
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDCG64SsNr
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到了上課時間再直接上課，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggiX43w8Mg
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNketnGoox
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVXJCxc91r
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6kTDJJ25B
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SLYDLO7KG
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu5JRQZHM0
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父親工作的地方不一定，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mqKFCX1gV
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輾轉的換了三所小學，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSthAGZSOz
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACjE1UT869
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他開始會喜怒無常，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI74HYfiKsF
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToCnd4uCtU
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwkvD36yaA
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很小我就與異性交往，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3fJMTJx6
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4u7DH5W79
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdf46T6sZJ
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qY4sMbYQn
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我會睡在工地，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGtAsrS8EY
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjloPhvTsKr
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlPyrZNyHv
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISkN7NoxVx
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他開始會講貶低的話語，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy5377ygf2
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那些原本用來工作的用具，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1ucjndwBM
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwwPOKb2ml
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW4uJTlRF2
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczypaAheOh
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCC9lJqh35
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要我轉告給老師，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Razsw7A5
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD3ADtkJJX
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQd2i6c7WS
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbhHHDw1nq
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a4wQrqMOd
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細細去回想每個片段，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G3YZMqIt5
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTJ0YKIHr2
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbF9YV0Opt
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqdhajgLRz
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJuLWRqyIw
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9XLDrgAXZ
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFHoEh1aJH
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RV1fcUL0g
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA0DYL6bzi
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vPEztglQY
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFTssqM6RF
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡActRheBJo4
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正準備吃下第一口時，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI2JkZwLlE
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XUXzH8yZU
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu8Pb65GW3
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