「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0iTFZSi4n
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnUqqTgY5w
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1B5tn1sQW
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幼小我的父母就離異，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMSux7EI1z
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bJQiafDq1
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對母親的記憶還是有，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pHKoJglu1
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記得她很常酗酒，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOST0bJ4AgC
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後來的日子，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LS93zx6v3
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPfdOcXFaA
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忙於工作的他，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYWseS54IE
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCQtKJjPp5
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到了上課時間再直接上課，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBB4gE5OGn
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqPTlJ5xnd
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlrDdNppGk
因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ96hVme1Vv
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVdxQteg8o
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyLYIsWfWL
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUB3UmZq4B
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBMN0VqfUK
父親工作的地方不一定，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZnXPSjLEZ
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輾轉的換了三所小學，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuism9vI22
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVVnvtfEWF
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他開始會喜怒無常，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBbr2mglDf
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwV1WdhSN9
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfnqvuEFfQ
下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqmxo9PwoZ
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很小我就與異性交往，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVF4p73Lqz
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrtuh69HMn
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBavQ33VrF8
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcvLIWTJlg
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我會睡在工地，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuMQXQn8aK
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot1BoVQk69
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlymRtSKw0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0CGtTFpI6
委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJNvA24cgK
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他開始會講貶低的話語，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cl1ugUamw
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那些原本用來工作的用具，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6TrtymINF
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7beGhFxXNZ
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiA01FbBfq
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyfUVdaOxv
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0tnX8Vybe
他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8OvZPZBAk
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aJF5JffU5
要我轉告給老師，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdXLUYOR8s
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeZbGQdTWQ
電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZahH33cGlr
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtYWIv5CrA
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsY6mBEyNR
沒過多久被安排進了補習班，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWsTtaXrc8
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeSTRL1NNm
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細細去回想每個片段，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfvyvmomc4
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66oW5jSdX1
父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hvv7zAHrV
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpfDFWVxYb
仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuoyQxGONp
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1RG0Utbe
對他一個大男孩很不容易，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5dXGas8FW
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDUJO6lFiS
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNhnoPo1o5
卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd5PocRZEO
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0SGblBGbB
走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfoT6FNiHI
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5T7YCnCKI
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQMYxTjtiu
打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT6jS7RhAu
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPTIj3Vmi8
是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONQc8PcBPw
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9lzrlnEFV
還是有很多屬於他的回憶，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lns0DXePh
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErN0EcvmnO
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正準備吃下第一口時，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDANSG9VgD
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYtaHeKlmi
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbMEXiVSKG
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