最近生活不太平靜,蔡予軒決定去書店好好沉澱心情,打算好好安排接下來的職涯規劃。再過三個月,與公司的合約就結束了,近期安親班主任常常找她聊是否繼續留任的問題,雖然她喜歡這個環境和同事,但好朋友姚可穎找她一同開咖啡廳,讓她猶豫很久。458Please respect copyright.PENANAnB8Z46VeRO
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姚可穎是大學同學,一頭短髮、中性打扮,兩人一見如故,要蔡予軒說這世界上最要好的朋友是誰,就只有她了。姚可穎常常找蔡予軒談論人生、感情,她是一個無法被家人認可僅能躲躲藏藏的同性戀,但兩人一致認為,家人只是視而不見她的性向罷了。458Please respect copyright.PENANAOQpsD4wWYr
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蔡予軒像是站在交叉口徘徊,不確定是否要離開熟悉的環境重新開始。姚可穎會找她不是沒原因的,開店的想法很早就有了,常常互相討論,只是現實沒有對她們比較好,相反的,殘酷提醒她們完成夢想需要最實際的金錢。458Please respect copyright.PENANAVeaQBZsLhH
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兩人非常努力,一直拖到現在,生活上了正軌,在三十歲以前開店的夢想終於得以實現,不過最大的投資者不是她們,而是共同的朋友任子清。男人大她五歲,斯文有禮,與她有很多共通點,常常推薦對方一些隱藏景點或書籍。458Please respect copyright.PENANAMCEd6qwRWy
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想到這,蔡予軒嘆一口氣,並不是不相信他們,她最不相信的人是自己,她沒有自信能夠做好。458Please respect copyright.PENANAo1iBLvbRtI
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「予軒?」458Please respect copyright.PENANAdy2vuNiwkj
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「子清哥,你也來這啊。」蔡予軒放下手裡的小說,再瞄到對方手裡拿的室內設計相關書籍,不確定的問道:「店要開始裝潢了?」458Please respect copyright.PENANADCYNpQZZX2
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「沒這麼快,還在討論階段,應該是下個月動工。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAdXFczwK2T8
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「你和可穎也算速戰速決。」聽到回答,蔡予軒更不好意思,她什麼都沒想好,模稜兩可的態度,她不喜歡,也不想讓別人感受到。458Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hja99NKym
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任子清一眼看清她的心情,揚起微笑說:「陪我去看看吧,店面的位置。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAAo0DhIWGkZ
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她就這麼糊里糊塗的被帶來了,店的位置在巷弄裡的轉角處,打開木質大門,走過不算太大的庭院,印入眼簾是間老舊的兩層樓房子,屋內還沒整理有點髒亂,任子清拉開兩張椅子,他們坐在庭院裡,感受市區內鮮少的寧靜。458Please respect copyright.PENANAOStLiadGmX
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「這裡不錯,很安靜。」蔡予軒不自覺說出評價。458Please respect copyright.PENANAieCxx1ohoO
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「既然如此,就來吧。」任子清看她詫異的神情,好心情的說:「這裡跟妳想像的差不多吧,那麼跟我們一起努力,一起找些志同道合的客人來維護,不好嗎?」458Please respect copyright.PENANAvtIgut5oiN
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任子清可能是感受到她猶豫是否要放棄目前穩定的生活,投入一段未知旅程。之前談論開店的問題,任子清都是一副「妳們還年輕,放手去做」的態度,姚可穎本來就是敢衝的人,但她不是,身為好友姚可穎能理解,給她很多時間,就算從中加入,也絕對沒問題。458Please respect copyright.PENANA5nILEHrHGO
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可是對任子清就不好意思了,他無條件加入兩人的計畫,仗著年齡比她們大,說要做她們的後盾。其實她不太明白,任子清為何選她們當合夥人,明明比起他的朋友,她們的企劃書生澀的不忍直視,他卻毅然決然說要協助,並且想加入。458Please respect copyright.PENANA1sP8QSKdhf
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認識到任子清的時機剛好是蔡予軒去找姚可穎的那天,等姚可穎下班,她們再次談論到開店,任子清似乎聽到內容便與她們攀談。交朋友她不擅長,只好全推給姚可穎,沒多看男人一眼,只覺得他的聲音挺好聽的。原以為任子清是心血來潮給她們建言,沒想到等蔡予軒有空再去探班時,兩人已經談了很多事,也不知道姚可穎是如何擄獲人心,連任子清的老婆林如珍都成為朋友。458Please respect copyright.PENANAlTLKxpm1cn
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拋掉心中疑慮,蔡予軒鼓起勇氣與任子清做朋友,才發現兩人的觀點、喜歡的東西相似。任子清也真的是一位年長的男人,常會露出哥哥的派頭,不管是姚可穎的感情,還是她封閉的心靈,他總能給她們建議與解決方式。她是個長年傾聽別人煩惱的人,任子清確實是個非常好的訴苦對象,儘管內心複雜,不想把別人當成垃圾桶,但他有的是辦法讓她說出口。458Please respect copyright.PENANAK2zEaNMlQZ
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「子清哥,謝謝你。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAlqkUftbKrn
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「謝什麼,笨蛋。」任子清失笑拍拍她的頭。458Please respect copyright.PENANA2AqGqP1Xkn
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「子清哥,我最近遇到一件事……」458Please respect copyright.PENANAq7ht4Dpmxn
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蔡予軒想了一下,還是說出與何澄佑的事情,任子清全程認真聽,不打斷她說故事。她說完後,緊張的咬咬嘴唇,任子清似笑非笑望著她,像是想起什麼有趣的回憶。458Please respect copyright.PENANANIeqDUcXHF
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「妳知道我跟如珍是什麼時候認識的嗎?」458Please respect copyright.PENANA4dewYhtaUM
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「不知道。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAEr6YKvjRiE
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「我們是國中同學,班對,畢業當天分手了。」任子清兩手攤開,無奈表示:「原本以為我們認識初戀的年齡很小,想不到有比我們更小的。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAHv5rxkB1zc
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「子清哥……」458Please respect copyright.PENANAnfqmF9iVxu
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「好啦,不鬧妳了。這種事情順其自然,該來的就是會來,妳躲也躲不掉。更何況,妳明明還喜歡他,何必裝作不喜歡?」458Please respect copyright.PENANAJqqlXWYnT5
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「我的勇氣用完了,在小學的時候。」蔡予軒洩氣的垂下肩膀。458Please respect copyright.PENANAIDSJRpSQD0
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「妳搞懂什麼是喜歡了嗎?」458Please respect copyright.PENANAaDOGLIsVfM
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蔡予軒點點頭又搖搖頭,任子清笑著對她搖搖頭,說:「予軒,別假裝沒搞懂。對何澄佑的感覺,在這段時間對其他男人有過嗎?如果沒有,答案很明顯了不是嗎?」458Please respect copyright.PENANAB2tuWlao3H
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任子清說得對,她只不過是在逃避內心的感受,逃避對何澄佑的喜歡。但她很清楚,這次的喜歡是不同的,不能任性把分手兩個字簡簡單單說出口,要是提出了,那就是他們旅途的最後,無法像小時候一樣,分手好幾年才知道痛,也不可能長期分分合合,這是大人的戀愛,她害怕了。458Please respect copyright.PENANAxAPUTBQ8mm
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「沒有人馬上能學會戀愛,如果一輩子不去交往,就完全學不會。如我剛剛所說的,順其自然吧,別害怕接受。」458Please respect copyright.PENANAYfIU3lyKox
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任子清的話言猶在耳,躺在床上看著手機上何澄佑傳來上班時的照片與一句晚安,她決定不再去想這麼複雜的事了。458Please respect copyright.PENANAfrJ8b9GV6Z
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《謝謝你仍在原地等我》(舊名:白日夢)
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第一章、初期症狀(04)
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