蔡予軒直到醒來的第三天才發現,原來晚上照顧她的人一直是何澄佑,她不明白了,他們的關係真的是朋友這麼簡單嗎?她是不是忘掉什麼重要的事?她想問,但不敢問,怕問完,這場夢是不是又要結束了。437Please respect copyright.PENANAgi2UaJ8JIE
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偶爾會想,或許她一直沒醒,現實世界的她還在昏迷,搞不好這是曾經自殺未遂的懲罰,讓她感受無比的幸福後,再硬生生剝奪,周而復始、日復一日。437Please respect copyright.PENANAaDVsuJbrHH
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昨天從何澄佑那裡拿到手機,好險車禍當時她把手機留在咖啡廳。從任子清那聽到事情的經過,當天她去買店裡需要用的東西,回程時,被一輛闖紅燈的汽車撞到,連人帶車飛出去,距離咖啡廳不到五百公尺,熟客看到趕緊跑回店裡告知任子清他們。437Please respect copyright.PENANAl2boPKIX19
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許久不見的手機,第一時間翻開通訊軟體,滑到與林宜欣他們的群組,照片跟夢裡相同,與林宜欣的對話大同小異,只是沒有那句要送禮給她的話,因此推測那天何澄佑並沒有到她房間,理所當然也沒有告白。437Please respect copyright.PENANAmgY0oH43w6
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他們沒有在一起,這就是事實。437Please respect copyright.PENANAVBkUSKP5bw
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最後是她與何澄佑的對話,去日本的照片,確實私傳了一張她側臉的照片,卻沒有撩人的話語,之後的話參雜了曖昧,但看不出有告白的樣子,滑到最後,時間停留在車禍的前兩天。437Please respect copyright.PENANAQlKcun9dmw
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「我可以等妳,不需要急著給我答覆。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAx6NC2Xnuj7
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她若有所思,是什麼問題,要給什麼答覆,為什麼何澄佑這段時間都裝作沒事,難道這個問題不重要嗎?不,不可能不重要,對比先前的對話,這句話打得極其慎重。該問嗎?還是等他主動呢?知道這裡才是真實的世界,她毫無勇氣,主動是不可能的,那麼就只能等待了。437Please respect copyright.PENANAxOpjGy9n3w
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「予軒,我們來了。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAwSR5gNwGAY
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與簾子拉開的聲音同時響起,林宜欣手裡拿著慰問品,還有張尚仁、游雅晶、劉曉曉和陳耀,何澄佑默默關上門,不大的病房瞬間裝滿人,好險任子清替她申請單人病房,不用擔心吵到其他病人。437Please respect copyright.PENANARzvxeft1J7
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「有說怎麼樣嗎?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAGByxxTyWAv
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「沒事的,現在只要觀察。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAZt9vtaGaP0
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「予軒姐,我們超級擔心的,真的很害怕……」游雅晶小心翼翼跑到沒打點滴的那邊,握住她的手。437Please respect copyright.PENANAG8ZMLvMpyt
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沒有說完的話,大家心照不宣的沒有接下去,蔡予軒捏捏她的手:「謝謝你們為我擔心。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAqDiTToyiYh
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趁著其他人在跟何澄佑說話,張尚仁拉開椅子坐到病床旁,似笑非笑的盯著她:「予軒小姐,妳還記得我們第一次見面在哪裡嗎?」437Please respect copyright.PENANATo3IQlGY2D
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「啊,嗯,燒肉店?」聽到熟悉的稱呼,她內心有些雀躍,但還是不能確定自己的記憶是否正確。437Please respect copyright.PENANAyTG5KJD9sL
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「對,那記得妳來舞蹈教室看阿佑教舞的時候,我問妳什麼嗎?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAVaoh2kvo17
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她眨眨眼睛,畫面很清楚、張尚仁在耳邊的話也無比清晰,但她明白一定有哪裡不對,因為何澄佑沒有告白,只好搖搖頭。437Please respect copyright.PENANAwJxvQ8XenO
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「我問說,妳還沒答應他嗎?但妳卻一臉疑惑看著我。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAfFoeW1iHfa
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「咦?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAidDJZSFRSL
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「那天回去我問阿佑才知道,他還沒跟妳告白,難怪妳頭上都是問號。」張尚仁攤開雙手,說:「不過他對妳的佔有欲,不用告白也看得出那個笨蛋喜歡妳吧。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAOnCibgm4Zh
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蔡予軒微愣幾秒,咬著唇小聲對他說:「其實我現在的記憶有點混亂,所以分不太清楚哪些是發生過的,哪些只是夢。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAxgQVNgKKrj
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聞言,張尚仁不太意外,在來之前,何澄佑跟他稍微提過,但現在聽到當事人這麼說,感受還是不同的。兩人四目相對發現她真的沒有在開玩笑,微微皺起眉頭思考了一會兒,雙手環抱於胸前,難得嚴肅的說:「予軒小姐,妳直接問阿佑比較好,不要想著自己能解決,妳不問清楚,就不會有明白的一天。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAsDni9yus1I
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「這麼問妳吧,妳喜歡他嗎?」437Please respect copyright.PENANADt6Wt90MTD
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「嗯。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAQHXcNELUYJ
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「想交往的那種?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAe16pUvyZzs
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「呃……」437Please respect copyright.PENANApNyIjWgNtg
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「難道不是?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAnUVWJc4FYw
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「是、是想要一輩子的那種。」蔡予軒羞澀的回答。437Please respect copyright.PENANA0xGnxtALZe
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張尚仁愣了一下,輕笑著:「既然如此,就問清楚吧,不然他也不會了解妳到底在想什麼。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAPkOE8Zqfyb
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「嗯,謝謝你。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAi4u6ousWmn
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當他的手即將放在蔡予軒的頭上時,立刻被抓住,伴隨一道情緒不明的聲音:「誰准你亂碰她的。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAbVdEHI0hiB
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何澄佑陰沉的臉出現在面前,他們面面相覷,這畫面似曾相似,蔡予軒忍俊不禁笑出聲,這是她醒來後第一個笑容,他不自覺鬆開手,像是被感染一樣,揚起嘴角笑著。437Please respect copyright.PENANANjA4VDo0lM
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送走一行人,何澄佑回到病房,躺在床上的人拍拍床沿:「坐著吧,我有話想問你。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAE7v5k50gu3
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「要問什麼?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAnjQQJoZJud
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「你可以跟我說說,從我們重逢到現在的事情嗎?躺了兩個禮拜,夢到很多事情,真實的讓我無法分清現實和虛假,可以告訴我嗎?」她抬起頭,深深的望進他的眼底。437Please respect copyright.PENANADwchJQc2rl
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何澄佑慢慢的把故事說清楚,去年五月的同學會後,他開始邀她出去,帶她認識舞蹈教室的人,去烤肉店聚餐,兩人去了小學的運動會,被學弟妹們追問兩人的關係,班導帶著一本正經的臉調侃他們。宜蘭冬山河他們看到安親班老師的辛苦,結果回來她就發燒了,林宜欣去接她時直接帶去診所,他因為不放心跟她回家,半夜發高燒去急診。437Please respect copyright.PENANA9sMTbzKHs4
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他找了理由讓她學舞,是林宜欣教的,他照著她給的日本行程安排舞蹈教室的員工旅遊。回到台灣,她介紹任子清夫婦給他認識,姚可穎則是最近才碰到,十月咖啡廳開幕,接著目擊到她去身心診所,雖然不想逼迫,但他還是希望她能學著出聲求救。437Please respect copyright.PENANA2bUFNR2k7U
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之後,他知道所有事情,她帶著他一同回家,見到一家人的殘酷,離開後,他們去了海邊,她哭很久,為了轉換心情,他們一起去唱歌,當然還有林宜欣一群人,過年時,他邀請她回家,那是她第一次碰到何爸爸和何媽媽。437Please respect copyright.PENANA0y5q1cpU9G
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「與妳的夢完全不同嗎?」何澄佑眼神充滿擔憂,輕聲問道。437Please respect copyright.PENANA4W0WcL4AM3
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「沒有。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAKdJXqU0FSa
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「既然沒有,為何要哭呢?」437Please respect copyright.PENANATQFinuRbg1
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她愣愣的眨眨眼睛,慌亂的擦拭眼淚,何澄佑出手制止她的動作,微微蹙起眉頭:「告訴我,夢到什麼了,為什麼要哭得這麼傷心?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAZhiYB574F8
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她咬著唇不發一語,透過單薄的衣服,強烈感受到他的溫度,她怕一切將稍縱即逝,不敢說話。何澄佑撫上她的唇,眼裡露出心疼的說:「別咬了,說出來會比較好受。」437Please respect copyright.PENANADOQfXv43tk
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「在夢裡,你一次次提醒我,你是真實的,發生的一切都是真的,我摸到你的溫度,我明明摸到了,但都是假的,你是假的,你根本、根本就不在我身旁,只有我一個人,只剩我一個人了……」她抽抽噎噎將心底話說出來,雖然話語中毫無邏輯,但何澄佑算是聽明白了。437Please respect copyright.PENANA2GReSrHC5B
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「予軒,其實我還有一件事沒有告訴妳。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAwF9DCv2rX3
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「什麼?」她仍然抽泣著。437Please respect copyright.PENANAcettfJri4m
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「妳車禍的前兩天,我們在妳家聊了很多。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAQVZzumzwMj
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「所以呢?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAJAV0ia9F5v
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「予軒。」何澄佑捧起她的臉,深深凝視著:「予軒,我愛妳,十五年了,忘不了妳,那麼就只能讓自己繼續愛妳。當兵回來後,我發誓一定要找到妳,用一生去愛妳。」437Please respect copyright.PENANA7UcVsKRYCF
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蔡予軒不可置信地望著他,雙唇微微顫抖,流下的眼淚更多,模糊她的雙眼,怕眼前的人再次消失,她拚命想擦乾眼淚,卻完全擦不完,乾脆低下頭放任內心膨脹的幸福微微刺痛,哭到快喘不過氣,何澄佑一把抱住她,拍拍她的背安撫著。437Please respect copyright.PENANAzpQ7srBM1D
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「對不起,我來晚了。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAlDt1AGmi6P
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「沒、沒關係,你還是來了……」437Please respect copyright.PENANABPZQQbUlpi
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「這次,妳願意跟我談一場大人的戀愛嗎?」437Please respect copyright.PENANAgreUt8WvTn
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「好。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAGENUG7ugw0
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「是以結婚為前提作為交往的那種戀愛哦。」437Please respect copyright.PENANA0bwMoOHvcM
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「好。」437Please respect copyright.PENANA2VpSqa1xaG
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「那別哭了,看得我心疼。」437Please respect copyright.PENANA0twdweyQoB
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「你自己也在哭啊。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAaYYzSoszYb
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「因為太幸福,我等好久。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAhASccehHWZ
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「這不是夢吧,真的不是吧,我已經沒辦法再承受失去你了。」437Please respect copyright.PENANAjXFEw19Sfh
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何澄佑抹了一把臉,略紅的眼眶帶著笑意,低頭親吻她的唇,與夢中的觸感相似,但更加滾燙、柔軟,不知道是誰的淚水滑過兩人緊貼的唇,他按緊她的後腦勺,加深這個吻。他稍微離開,額頭抵在她的,低啞的嗓音傳入她的心裡。437Please respect copyright.PENANAOghcF1zPMl
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「不是夢,這次是真的,我是妳的,所以妳不會再失去我了。」437Please respect copyright.PENANASxX6L7yimc
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