何澄佑的舞蹈教室因為有活動,需要到高雄一個禮拜,這是他們在一起後,第一次分開這麼長的時間。他異常擔心,特別是知道她有忙碌不吃飯的習慣,實在放心不下,只好請任子清好好看住,別任由她。223Please respect copyright.PENANA95kB32zb7U
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「我說你也太擔心了吧。」坐上車後,張尚仁瞥到他滿面愁容,調侃道。223Please respect copyright.PENANA6U9UjcD5BB
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「她最近因為太忙忘了吃飯,偶爾會因為暈眩的關係跌倒,再加上把胃痛當日常,我能不擔心嗎?」他煩躁的搔搔頭。223Please respect copyright.PENANAceqbFm3ZhF
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「沒警告她?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAyIJyZ66lZt
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「警告沒用,她只是……」223Please respect copyright.PENANAVsaPXj0HvZ
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「只是什麼?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAQNzlS2Div2
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「只是太想向別人證明,她有能力,不會成為別人的負擔。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAhNX3xXwo9P
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對於蔡予軒工作狂的態度,他一清二楚,一路走過來,她的存在可有可無,沒有人需要她,連家人都覺得她是多餘的,那麼該如何證明自己在這個世界上不是近乎透明呢?唯有工作,努力工作被主管賞識、被大家看到,喜歡小孩,也是因為他們是唯一需要她又不會突然丟下她的群體。223Please respect copyright.PENANABHCdQBJ3L4
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很想告訴她,現在可以不用這麼努力了,有他在、有任子清、有姚可穎、有他們這群人,不會無緣無故拋棄她不管,但他明白習慣很難改,這種事需要慢慢來。223Please respect copyright.PENANAEuccBhWRYY
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「宜欣說上次她們跟予軒進行一場女人聚會,她主動說了關於自己的事情,我覺得她有在改變,雖然很慢,但有總比沒有好吧。」張尚仁想起,之前林宜欣說女人聚會她們哭很慘的事情。223Please respect copyright.PENANA6WK6YPhtbs
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「我知道。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAbgYV72D4oG
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「真想不通那些為人父母的到底在想什麼。」林宜欣聽到兩人的談話,湊近他們:「既然不愛又為何要生下孩子?」223Please respect copyright.PENANA6JUVtpsKdQ
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「……下個月我要陪予軒去見她母親。」223Please respect copyright.PENANADLicOlbjdv
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「咦?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAkKRnIRhvIC
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「是她說的,大概有點報復的心態吧,總得讓母親知道她交了男朋友,還是以結婚為前提的那種。」他手撐著下巴,苦笑道:「她很幸福,並沒有因為他們的拋棄而停留。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAA4UV83VF2l
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「可是予軒會很受傷吧?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAKQbukwl0U3
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「有我在,現在她不是一個人面對了。」他帶著堅定的語氣說著。223Please respect copyright.PENANAq6cPTCTEUz
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短暫分開的一星期,何澄佑獲得任子清的線報,得知她有好好吃飯,暫時放心了,而蔡予軒本人每晚會與他通話,都說沒他睡不著,像是在撒嬌的話語,但他知道她在說真話,講著講著便發現對面沒了聲音,平穩的呼吸聲傳來,他笑了笑掛上電話。223Please respect copyright.PENANAoPljB5LPxl
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活動結束後,下午回到台北,剛進入舞蹈教室任子清電話就打來了,早上醒來眼皮不斷跳動,心中顯得惴惴不安,在此刻終於揭曉答案。他著急的連話都說不清楚,林宜欣和張尚仁要他先冷靜,深呼吸幾口氣安定心神後,向他們解釋蔡予軒送醫院,他得趕過去。223Please respect copyright.PENANAE3U25rC4E8
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拿著手機的訊息,詢問志工位置,醫院來往的人多,無法奔跑,他邁開步伐以最快的速度到達病房,任子清站在外面等他。223Please respect copyright.PENANA8xXMBzDno9
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「子清哥,怎麼回事?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAe29Jbb9xzK
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「過度勞累,血糖過低,她身體本來就不太好,以防萬一需要住院觀察,沒問題的話,應該明後天能出院。」任子清把手裡的單子遞給他:「她現在睡了,我得先回店裡,有事再聯絡。」223Please respect copyright.PENANA2LSdHyRVyl
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待任子清離開後,他走進病房,是兩人間,蔡予軒的床在左邊,關上簾子,白皙的手正打著點滴,臉色蒼白,眼睛下掛著淡淡的黑眼圈,替她蓋好棉被,全身脫力般的坐在一旁的折疊床椅。223Please respect copyright.PENANAvl47l4tXri
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他的恐懼在外人眼裡是大驚小怪,但只有他明白,對於兩人的戀情他有一種失而復得的心情。偶爾會想,要是他們真的錯過了、真的不再碰面了,現在的他是否跟以前一樣,有不錯的人選擇交往,幾個月後分手,一直循環到老呢?223Please respect copyright.PENANAheGGnVmAzz
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不可能。他心想,因為當時抱著一種如果蔡予軒不來,他就親自去找的心情。223Please respect copyright.PENANAdjI8eC5PaN
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輕輕握住她微涼的手,無名指的戒指透過燈光發出光澤,他多想快點把她的名字寫在配偶欄,多想把她帶回家讓父母認識他這生的摯愛,但一個信任被砸碎的的人,需要時間修復,沒關係,他等得起,只要她在,不管多久都等得起。223Please respect copyright.PENANAAgOF3GNOhk
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「阿佑?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAHB8wo8C5ge
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他愣了一下,與床上的人對視幾秒,眼眶漸紅:「醒來就好,醒來就好……」223Please respect copyright.PENANARMFO65KbkJ
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「阿佑,我有點渴。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAJrfhMKnGqa
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「妳等等。」何澄佑調整病床及枕頭,打開任子清留在這的礦泉水,替她插上吸管:「慢慢喝,別急。」223Please respect copyright.PENANANp1zb6kBRw
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喝完水,兩人相對無言,何澄佑捏捏她的手,溫和的問:「這幾天沒睡好嗎?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAt5AyloerTH
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「聽你的聲音,睡著了。」223Please respect copyright.PENANA6dwMQ7Dm21
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「黑眼圈很嚴重。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAuPXcWsPzdF
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「睡著是睡著,但作惡夢了,夢到現在跟你的一切不過都是假的,現實的我沒有跟你在一起,驚醒後就睡不著了。」蔡予軒垂下肩膀,低著頭。223Please respect copyright.PENANAuCVDGiNipZ
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那個夢太真實,她跟何澄佑成為朋友,他帶她認識舞蹈教室的人,日本去了、咖啡廳開了,但是他們並沒有在一起,何澄佑沒有告白,兩人維持朋友關係,什麼親吻、擁抱,都是假的。而屬於她的過往,一次次播放,早已遍體麟傷的心再次被割壞,強烈的想逃離這場惡夢,接著她就醒了。223Please respect copyright.PENANAaMOyneAomX
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倏然,溫熱的手撫摸她的雙頰,她抬眼看著眼前的人,那雙眼睛有笑、有寵溺、有溫柔、有心疼,還有在這些之上的愛意,唇上的柔軟與溫度,是她熟悉的模樣。223Please respect copyright.PENANASE5tq7hVlW
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「這樣知道是真的吧,嗯?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAFubs7PylFB
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「嗯,你是真的,是我的阿佑。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAD4wRD1uPzD
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隔天,確定沒有大礙,蔡予軒就出院了,看著何澄佑臉上的疲憊,心懷愧疚,洗完澡撒嬌的將他拉下,逼迫他一起睡覺。223Please respect copyright.PENANA5Al4IqHHIG
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果然,相擁入睡比吃安眠藥更好,兩人睡到晚上,蔡予軒眨眨眼睛,何澄佑還在睡眠中,輕輕拉開他的手,跑到廚房看看冰箱有什麼,決定做幾樣菜配白飯,把白米洗乾淨,放入電鍋,拿出食材準備大顯身手。223Please respect copyright.PENANAW2bMfLO449
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許久,一雙大手從後環住她的腰,頭髮輕輕蹭著她的脖頸,微微戳中癢處,她縮了縮脖子,皺起鼻子:「別鬧。」223Please respect copyright.PENANA4hnyJqwZI7
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「好香啊,妳也是,真想現在把妳吃掉。」他剛睡醒帶著微微的鼻音,低沉的在她耳邊訴說慾望。223Please respect copyright.PENANAXJwu6frr0o
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「別、別亂說,我快好了,去添飯。」對何澄佑每日都要撩她幾次感到無語,差點拿不住鍋鏟,趕緊把人叫去做事。223Please respect copyright.PENANAxGYK8H3BSB
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簡單的三樣菜色,他們吃得很開心,吃完飯換何澄佑把她趕出去,收拾交給他就行了。他整理好回到客廳,放在桌上的手機剛好響起,蔡予軒仍是盯著電視節目,對誰打給他完全不好奇。223Please respect copyright.PENANAcVq9Y0oOkF
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要是她真的好奇,那就不是她了。他心想。223Please respect copyright.PENANAMKKdBH38Pr
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「需要換件衣服嗎?等等宜欣他們要來。」何澄佑掛上電話,坐到她身旁。223Please respect copyright.PENANAS6sJ1Be5S1
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她打量起身上的衣服,寬大的上衣及休閒褲,很標準的居家服,沒什麼大問題,搖搖頭表示不需要。過沒多久,林宜欣一群人帶著宵夜來看他們,瞬間安靜的家塞滿人,左一句她有沒有事、右一句要何澄佑好好照顧她,見狀,彎起眼睛笑得開心。223Please respect copyright.PENANAjO9WwC3W5H
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「予軒小姐,我第一次看到阿佑臉色慘白的樣子,超、可、怕。」張尚仁擠到她身旁,告狀當天的情形。223Please respect copyright.PENANAJqDQVsDOsf
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「張尚仁,不是要你離她遠一點嗎?」何澄佑多想揍人,尤其是與他多年交情的傢伙,常縮短與蔡予軒的距離,讓他非常不爽。223Please respect copyright.PENANAt1MRXY4tKJ
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不需要他動手,劉曉曉拎起他的領子隨意丟到一旁,坐到她身旁,難得扭扭捏捏不敢直說,林宜欣一臉了然,幫她開口:「予軒,之前去咖啡廳,待在廚房的那個朋友,叫姚可穎吧。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAyy2PPxusYr
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「對,怎麼了嗎?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAAbSCkPsAq3
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「曉曉姐想認識她啦。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAwJtAW4xMpe
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她睜大雙眼望向劉曉曉,對方尷尬的點點頭,有些不確定的問:「曉曉姐喜歡她?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAvT6uFZmmBC
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「好感而已,所以想進一步認識。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAzFSebs5vYU
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「嗯,下次曉曉姐來,我再正式介紹給妳認識。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAlzimSMTBSn
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劉曉曉淚眼汪汪抓著她的手,感激的說:「謝謝,予軒大人最好了。」223Please respect copyright.PENANANKVYnSi8V1
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「等等,為什麼妳都不訝異?」張尚仁等兩人告一段落,忍不住開口問道。223Please respect copyright.PENANAqbkda2H1Yh
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「為什麼要訝異?」223Please respect copyright.PENANATuu5k16R1M
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「因為曉曉姐是同性戀,一點也看不出來啊。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAVyCeZCpoZ0
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蔡予軒盯著他看了一會兒,習慣性分析:「阿仁以前追過曉曉姐?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAdkQQPFBqCF
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聽聞,所有人視線固定在她身上,滿臉震驚,人群外的陳耀平靜的拿起飲料喝一口,這場景他不陌生,剛認識這群人,他也是這麼說的。223Please respect copyright.PENANAfGnJrduoJq
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「妳到底從哪裡看出來的?」223Please respect copyright.PENANAAYWgZdJTbZ
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「我哪裡像跟曉曉姐告白,到底哪裡?」223Please respect copyright.PENANArqxJa9eT1Y
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「果然不是普通人,是分析達人。」223Please respect copyright.PENANA0443qjchqJ
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此起彼落的疑問讓她閉上嘴巴,對眾人露出一抹乖巧的笑容,微愣幾秒,林宜欣、劉曉曉、游雅晶上前抱住她,直說好可愛。看著女朋友被搶走,何澄佑嘆著氣,扶額覺得這群人明明沒喝酒,怎麼比喝酒更難纏。223Please respect copyright.PENANAtMmr7nKiRu
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不過算了,開心就好,望向坐在中間位置的蔡予軒,他輕輕笑著。223Please respect copyright.PENANAVpfwR8KLr8
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《謝謝你仍在原地等我》(舊名:白日夢)
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第五章、緊握雙手(05)
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