是薰衣草精油的味道,正在查看病歷的醫師帶著一股柔和的力量,蔡予軒依舊轉了轉眼珠,腳掌輕輕敲打地板,手指不安的顫動,無聲的空氣令人窒息,她打量起診間的擺設,這是唯一能擺脫尷尬的方式。164Please respect copyright.PENANAngRmPvdgTO
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「予軒,最近覺得怎麼樣?」女醫師溫柔的開口詢問她。164Please respect copyright.PENANAKSNtvxf9BD
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蔡予軒眨眨眼睛,為難的開口:「要說好也行,但要說不好也可以……」164Please respect copyright.PENANA7FzzkmsmqN
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「發生什麼事嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA2fCr3pGf6I
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「呃,就是碰到一個人,他、嗯,是個男生,以前跟我的關係很好,也不能說很好,唉,該怎麼說……」164Please respect copyright.PENANA3BMZoXRi3N
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「前男友?」女醫師露出微笑,蔡予軒瞪大雙眼,再扯起嘴角一笑:「算、算是吧。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAfZHgPdFkCt
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「為什麼算是呢?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAUa2zqfnm9q
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「那是小學的事情,我們連手都沒牽過,還算情侶嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAWTgr7wKvkx
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「只要有付出感情,沒牽過手也算是情侶啊。」女醫師試圖將蔡予軒拉出漩渦,引導她說出藏在心中的事情:「最近碰到他,有什麼事嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAb0xEZHMH40
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「也沒發生什麼,只是我一個人在胡思亂想而已。」蔡予軒垂下肩膀,喪氣的說:「去年我們重新連絡,上個月參加同學會碰到他,給我的感覺既熟悉又陌生。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAjiqGG1Crd2
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「這樣很好啊,也算是老朋友相見。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAlEQXzqkypX
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「一點也不好,打從見面的那天起,就一直夢到他,我已經連續好幾個禮拜都夢到他,而且夢的內容還是、還是,呃,我們的關係還是那個……」蔡予軒越說越小聲,女醫師似乎知道她在糾結什麼,輕笑地回答:「這沒什麼,很多女生的煩惱跟妳一樣,戀愛中的女孩都是這樣的。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAnXsXIykdEE
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「我、我沒有戀愛,醫師,這是很困擾的事,我的睡眠品質因為這件事又變得更差了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA27VyiPZCxF
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女醫師不打算聽信前半段的反駁,但聽到睡眠品質變差,忍不住皺起眉頭:「除了這個,還有被惡夢驚醒後睡不著的狀況嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA4jURbr7kv7
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蔡予軒聽到問題,沉了聲說:「嗯,雖然頻率減少了,但還是會。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAIVvG3dkLLH
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「我們再試試看這個藥,一個月後回診,可以多出去走走,多碰一些人,對妳也是有好處的。」女醫師邊建議邊記錄會診狀況,突然想到什麼,對即將打開門的女孩說:「有時候機會是要自己把握住,別全盤否認了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAVL1CB6zgA3
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蔡予軒停頓一下,道謝後就離開診間,拿著藥單及預約單不禁喟然嘆息,身心診所幾個大字就掛在門上。她最近的煩惱,如同在診間說得一樣,唯一一個也是最讓她頭痛的事情,何澄佑,十五年不見,小學同學兼前男友。164Please respect copyright.PENANAJNjrDThDT6
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小學的前男友聽起來是沒什麼,大概只有她覺得有疙瘩,或許何澄佑一點也不在意這次相見有什麼奇怪的地方。蔡予軒懊惱的搔搔頭,前去藥局拿藥,身上淡淡的藥味讓她蹙起眉頭。164Please respect copyright.PENANA6b5O1ohzJ5
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回到公司已經下午三點。蔡予軒是個安親老師,主要帶低年級的學生,學生只有十三人,有助教幫忙,能讓大多數學生準時寫完作業回家,剩下的時間幫其他老師看作業,還身兼行政老師的工作。對她來說,這份工作的環境很快樂,偶爾學生不聽話和家長的投訴會稍微影響她的心情,不過大部分的家長和學生都很討喜,沒同事們也非常好相處,過程很順利。164Please respect copyright.PENANAceIH2L2Uti
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她進到教室,裡面只剩下兩、三個需要特別輔導的學生,不禁鬆口氣,準備開始一天的作戰時,她的手機開始震動。感到有些怪異,通常這個時間點是不會有人打給她,看向來電顯示,猶豫幾秒還是接起它。164Please respect copyright.PENANAi8vEYnRzic
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「喂,請問是蔡予軒嗎?」從沒通過電話聽過那人的聲音,蔡予軒的心臟忽然跳得很快,緩緩回答:「我是。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAcc5AwAhynK
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「予軒,我是何澄佑。」何澄佑的聲音再次傳來,她的腦袋當機片刻,那頭的人沒聽到回答乾笑幾聲:「不會是忘了我吧,上個月才見過的。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAs2s1j0dz9l
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「我記得你。」她感到有些失禮,連忙解釋。164Please respect copyright.PENANAMEKUm2SWQu
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「記得就好,妳現在忙嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Qsmc7jus
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「沒有,只是剛好在上班,怎麼了嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA1ho94MRTux
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「想問妳什麼時候有空,我們約出來見個面吧。」何澄佑聽起來像是鼓起勇氣,蔡予軒略顯遲疑,畢竟幾個小時前她才跟身心科醫師說完關於這傢伙的事情,現在罪魁禍首就約她出去。164Please respect copyright.PENANAMOwSOXxZFe
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可能是太久沒回應,何澄佑的信心被打擊到,小心翼翼的詢問:「不方便嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAqSvP9nh9FH
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「沒有,在想什麼時間比較好而已。」蔡予軒說完這句話,很想打自己的嘴巴,她咬咬唇,豁出去說道:「這個禮拜六晚上,地點你約,可以嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANARSogip9ros
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「當然可以,地點我再傳訊息給妳,星期六見。」何澄佑興沖沖說完就掛上電話,她放下手機,嘆了一口氣。164Please respect copyright.PENANA88AUIj31M8
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上個月見面前,她原以為能很平靜的出現在同學面前,但看到何澄佑時,她忍不住將視線固定在他身上。以前平視的視線必須抬頭、瘦弱的身板也成為結實的線條、稚氣的聲音變得低啞沉穩,記憶中的男孩經過十五年後,在她未參與過的歲月中,終於成為男人。164Please respect copyright.PENANA39C9WF5ewc
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她突然感到一點恐懼,不是害怕男人變了樣,只是怕自己又將再次喜歡上他。
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《謝謝你仍在原地等我》(舊名:白日夢)
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黑犬先生
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第一章、初期症狀 (01)
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